[Albatross2008]

Giant effort just to do daily tasks.

[TheGal]

The weather is awful today and I'm down.

[Samicat]

Very dark and rainy here, which is depressing.

I woke up last night at 4AM and couldn't get back to sleep - and realized I can't move on with my life until my health issue is resolved. I had hoped to get off disability and get back to work by now, but a new health issue has appeared and it's not something I'm willing to just wait and monitor. So, I need to pursue more tests, treatment and options. I'm SO disappointed. But I know someone who had a similar issue and it turned out to be cancer, and I know that waiting can mean the difference between life and death.

[Rose76]

I'm not doing so good today. Sad.

[hiddenaway]

I think I got up too early today. I'm so tired I'm crying.

[Rose76]

I'm still in a tailspin. Did nothing today. I must leave this house tomorrow.

[hiddenaway]

I'm going to cry. I just...I miss Drew so bad.

[Rose76]

Not doing good at all. Feel so tired.

[hiddenaway]

I don't want Thanksgiving. I want my I love you from Drew.

[3rd rock]

I finally received confirmation today that the other driver was found 100% at fault for my recent accident. I am relieved as this means my insurance rates won't go up. I don't even care about the damage, it's just some scraped paint on my vehicle which is an old pickup truck, not exactly in pristine condition anyways. I was worrying about this a lot since the accident. I don't think I'm going to even bother getting repairs done, as the minor cosmetic damage doesn't affect the safety or drivability of my truck at all.

[Deilla]

I had an alright day. I'm not looking forward to Thanksgiving, though. I'll be all alone.

[hiddenaway]

Feeling better than I was but still not great.

It's early in the day yet. After breakfast I went to the laundry room at where I live and the washers were taken, so I had to come back later. I came back later and was able to use two out of the three washers, but someone else had taken the other washer. So the laundry room is pretty busy and normally it's dead on a Thursday morning. Take a guess as to - why that is? That's one good reason why I hate the holidays.

I'm hoping the rest of the day will be OK. I don't have anything going on today other than the usual.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling :sadhug really down lately

It turned out to be a pretty good day, though not exciting and kind of dull. I felt like I wanted to take back my bad feeling as I felt earlier and posted on here this morning. The laundry worked out well, so I felt like I over reacted. The weather here has an appearance of a Thanksgiving day. Cloudy and on the cold side.

I haven't heard from anybody today except from my friend, whom I spent some time with yesterday helping with expanding the dinning room table for the guests. He and his wife are hosting the Thanksgiving meal tomorrow instead of today. One person is not coming who was going to be there. I had a nice day with my friend yesterday as we went out to lunch and talked. And then he gave me a bottle of Cold Duck. I haven't had it in a long time.

[hiddenaway]

I feel scared...or...or...something.

Except for a few small things, all I really want for Christmas this year is to go to a future taping of 'The Price is Right' and see Drew.

I'm scared cause I'm not sure how to even ask for that cause I'm pretty sure no one I know would want to go with me.

[Rose76]

@will19 - thanks for updating that your day got better. Cold Duck! Wow. That rang a bell. I remember having that a lot back in the day when it was quite the trend. Do enjoy!

[Rose76]

I have no energy. Been on the couch all day. The funny thing is I don't feel sad. I feel pretty good mentally. I heard from family, which was nice.

It seems odd for me to be this tired and inactive, without feeling depressed. Last year, when I got real tired, it turned out I was anemic and needed blood transfusions. I probably should ask for bloodwork to check. Somehow I feel reluctant to call the doctor. I'm afraid the labs will be fine, and they'll think I'm just a big complainer. One thing I learned from dealing with depression over the years is that I don't want to get labeled as a whiner.

[Buffy01]

I’m ready to feel :hug better instead of feeling awful all the time

[Rose76]

I'm still trying to pull out of a tailspin. Actually, that's false. I'm not trying at all. I'm not even willing to leave my bedroom . . . except just now to eat something. I don't feel sad. I just feel like it's pointless to be bothered doing anything. I know it's wrong to think like that. I just can't seem to care.

I feel like this is getting out of hand and that I should consider getting some kind of help. But then I figure it won't do any good, so why bother.

[Albatross2008]

Still just going through the motions.

[Rose76]

I'm cautiously hopeful that I can pull my head out of my butt today.

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I'm cautiously hopeful that I can pull my head out of my butt today.

I wish i were that flexible!

Your funny!

[Samicat]

A big stress should be resolved for me on November 30th. Hoping and praying it happens.

Sending everyone best wishes. The holidays can be a hard time for us all. If you are reading this, I hope something good happens for you this week.

[hiddenaway]

Ever feel like you owe someone an apology even though you know for sure you didn't actually do anything to hurt or harm them?

...cause that's how I feel right now and it sucks.