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#376
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I am glad you're here with us it's good that you're not giving up |
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#377
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positive of the day: yesterday when I had my mcdonalds, they put 22 nuggets in the bag in sted of the usual 20, and only charged me for 20
defenetly not complaining. extra yum! |
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#378
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#379
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It took me months but finally found a DID specialist who took my insurance. He diagnosed me with DID and then said I should get SSI(I think that's the one he said). I kept saying no. One day he drilled me for 50 minutes with a frown on his face trying everything to get me to do it. He stressed me out so much that I ended my DID therapy.
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#380
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I am so angry. I want to ****ing destroy everything around me. I felike I could kill someone. I am so angry I used to take a bat and smash what ever the **** was in front of me. I don't want to die i.just need to explode. I have to explode. **** everything I am no going to kill myself. I need to explode .**** you **** I need to explode and I will feel better.
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#381
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I do not want to live like this but I can not kill myself either I do not know what to do.
I can barely take care of myself. I am scared to go out, to hurt others or myself. I can not lie. I can never fake anything. Others are there and control my actions. |
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#382
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Having problems.
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * ![]() |
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#383
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I feel like ****
yesterday, my fibro pain was so bad I felt restricted in movement (like really restricted) for 40/50 minutes, I could do nothing with it, just sit where I was forced myself to eat something, which just made me nauseious, and then, like the other 364 days of the year, I had no sleep and intense flashbacks today I have done nothing but eat junkfood, listen to music, and have backpain. it is hardly the life of luxury |
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#384
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I am so sick of inadequate food.
you know it's bad when you have dinner, and you feel hungrier after it than before blah need to eat something that's actually tasty and here we go again.... doing nothing with my day. woohoo |
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#385
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gotta ''love'' mean people
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#386
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Lots of dissociation.
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * ![]() |
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#387
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Mean people SUCK
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#388
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they do, and I'm currently trying to block someone on gmail for that exact reason |
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#389
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#390
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I keep smelling a clean out the shower smell like someone's used scents and oils
it's not coming from me (I've not showered today), and their is no one else here weird.. |
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#391
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This SUCKS
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#392
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I have been having a bad stomach ache
once again, the issue is food. this time not because it didn't agree with me, this time because it isn't enough. I have been struggling with food all week really, need to do better. had my shower today which hurt a lot |
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#393
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I am not me so much of the time.
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#394
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pretty sure (well 90 percent sure) that we have a new alter called liv (or olivia)
mcdonalds was good yesterday. much needed as well. feeling a lot fuller now |
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#395
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I feel very dissiated like I'm not here. Lot of parts speaking lately.
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#396
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This afternoon... not sure about it
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#397
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Feeling strange and confused. Our system bought 17 bottles of 80 to 100 proof liquor. Some are empty. But I can’t stand liquor! I want to tell my therapist but I’m afraid she’ll make me go to the psych ward again or just end our therapy forever
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#398
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I understand this!! God bless you, dear friend!
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#399
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I really don't care about tonight's football final. all these people making predictions and getting excited for it... blah
just end the football for another year all ready. not a sports fan can you tell yet? |
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#400
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I understand this! I feel this very often!
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * * ![]() |
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