[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

I didn't sleep (blah) but some of my stuffies got hugs so at least doing stuff for my inner child..

That is so sweet! I love my stuffies, too!

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

That is so sweet! I love my stuffies, too!

what I want more than ever is a cuddly stuffed simba

and a stuffed nala

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

That is so sweet! I love my stuffies, too!

This is sweet! I love my stuffies too

A new stuffy I want is a care bear

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

what I want more than ever is a cuddly stuffed simba

and a stuffed nala

I would like a cuddly stuffed Simba too

Thank you for posting this

[stahrgeyzer]

Feeling better but my inner world friend Cayla has disappeared. They seem to only show up when I get too bad and then leave. Alone again

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

Feeling better but my inner world friend Cayla has disappeared. They seem to only show up when I get too bad and then leave. Alone again

Does this mean you are possibly transcending into something new?

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

Feeling better but my inner world friend Cayla has disappeared. They seem to only show up when I get too bad and then leave. Alone again

we'll keep you company, won't we all.

*smiles*

[stahrgeyzer]

@Breaking Dawn and @raging vortex
Cayla must think I'm getting better. If I transform then hopefully it's something good. What are the options?

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

@Breaking Dawn and @raging vortex
Cayla must think I'm getting better. If I transform then hopefully it's something good. What are the options?

how old is cayla?. what sort of things does she tell you

impatiently waiting for a little peace of nestalja

game I used to play as a kid.... meant to come yesterday, but got delayed for some reason

(probably something to do with covid, it's slowing everything)

[stahrgeyzer]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

how old is cayla?. what sort of things does she tell you

She's 9. She loves people, life, art, but she has a lot of fear for outer world because it's foreign to her. She told my therapist she started fronting because I was going to hurt myself if a certain thing happened. Somehow she fixed things and helped me

[stahrgeyzer]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

impatiently waiting for a little peace of nestalja

game I used to play as a kid.... meant to come yesterday, but got delayed for some reason

(probably something to do with covid, it's slowing everything)

I'm really curious what game that is. That must be nice to have something from childhood that brings happy memories. I'm trying to remember something like that in childhood but nothing comes to mind. I didn't have stuffed animals either but love them now. ...I had a puppy as a child!

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

I'm really curious what game that is. That must be nice to have something from childhood that brings happy memories. I'm trying to remember something like that in childhood but nothing comes to mind. I didn't have stuffed animals either but love them now. ...I had a puppy as a child!

it's a talking geography quiz.

it comes with a globe that you can fit on a tabletop, and also an electronic board that asks you questions related to the countries. it arived this afternoon and I had a few games of it

baught back nice memories but also some nasty ones of abuse because it was round the same time I had that game I was abused quite badly by family.

but it's sweet. my geography isn't perfect so it helps me learn about the world.

I want more nistaljic toys too. issue is, they've either stopped being made or are very expensive

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

She's 9. She loves people, life, art, but she has a lot of fear for outer world because it's foreign to her. She told my therapist she started fronting because I was going to hurt myself if a certain thing happened. Somehow she fixed things and helped me

we have a 9 year old too. her name is alisha, but she likes leesha or leesh better.

and she loves pizza

[stahrgeyzer]

Cayla would say Pizza and Lemonade. She loves Lemonade

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

Cayla would say Pizza and Lemonade. She loves Lemonade

not a bad choice. our drink of choice (systemwide) is dr pepper

but lemonaid is good too

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

I'm really curious what game that is. That must be nice to have something from childhood that brings happy memories. I'm trying to remember something like that in childhood but nothing comes to mind. I didn't have stuffed animals either but love them now. ...I had a puppy as a child!

I'm curious about games (etc) that I did not have when I was a child. I also love stuffed animals now (I did have a puppy as a child but not now...)

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

She's 9. She loves people, life, art, but she has a lot of fear for outer world because it's foreign to her. She told my therapist she started fronting because I was going to hurt myself if a certain thing happened. Somehow she fixed things and helped me

This is great to read

Do you have a favourite stuffed animal now? I have several Some of them are care bears. I also love art (sometimes)

I have five tatty teddies in the room here with the computer

[stahrgeyzer]

@Fuzzybear That's wonderful! I only have one bear, but also have a cow and a frog. They get along well with each other.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

@Fuzzybear That's wonderful! I only have one bear, but also have a cow and a frog. They get along well with each other.

That's great they all get along well together I also have a frog, and a pig (which is cute )

[stahrgeyzer]

Feeling strange. Past several days a part, Sam, has been intensely co-fronting non-stop making me feel like a completely different person, good & bad. A lot of passion to work on projects, but very irritable.

[Fuzzybear]

Thinking of a friend on another forum..... (they are ''ok''

[stahrgeyzer]

Feeling very dissociated, almost fainting, like switching, but overall things are getting better lately with a lot of help from the others. I guess they've decided few months ago I'm ready to know about them, but they said I can't handle having childhood memories before age 3 even though I'm a trauma holder. They said I'm not the original, and I was created when the body was 3. You'd think that would bother me, but it seems nothing phases me much, like I'm not alive. Maybe it's the meds doing that? ~P.

[stahrgeyzer]

Feeling really good lately ever since S. & P. are co-hosting. Hope S. stays front for very long time! S. is the original, the core. So...

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, @stahrgeyzer! I'm so glad you have this comfortable feeling re: S. & P.! And I hope S. stays as long as you need.