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I was dx'd with GERD today and they said it's likely a result of all the years of purging
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#752
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#753
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feeling very nautious today because I'm eating way more than usual
seems to mean nothing though and I'm just continuing to eat not had dinner yet either |
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#754
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#755
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Haven't posted here in awhile. Still mixed. Gained enough weight the pdoc didn't mention hospitalization this week on Tuessday. Hate gaining weigh. I've started walking again. Got to keep the exercise in check. Ugh, the truth is it helps for my anxiety for awhile and then it just does damage. I need to find that healthy ratio.
Finally found a T I think I can work with. She doesn't specialize in EDs, but my having an ED was not an instant "no" from her. I have had that either on the phone or in person with so many T's. I have an ED, yes, but it's all connected to everything, and the exercise also becomes an OCD tendency. Have to eat lunch, don't want to. See the T at 1 today, but she is only a 5 min. drive from my house.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#756
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Thank you for your support; it means a lot! ![]() ![]()
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#757
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![]() Also some dogs have allergies to corn (or wheat) in their food. My eskies never got any food with corn in it. I have found that dry or moist food that is lamb & brown rice seems to be the best for most doggie systems. Flaxseed oil can just be mixed in with the food....but I stir it around because it kinda stays separate otherwise.
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#758
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currently my window looks like a candy shop
yesterday I made myself nautious with the amount I ate, and today it is continuing like nothing even happened |
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#759
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I'm doing well today, eating healthy
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#761
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I'm very frustrated over the Gerd and somewhat upset with myself for causing it....
I don't want to cough all day for the rest of my life ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#762
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I've been eating but I seem to wait a very long time to do it lately. I like the feeling of my stomach growling, it makes me feel like I'm doing "well" and want to see how long I can go
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#763
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I do that, too. Sometimes I'm trying to think of exactly what I am going to eat and it takes me a long time to do that.
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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I ate pretty well today. I also made brownies and had one tonight. I have mixed feelings about this though. Part of me is happy that I seem to be able to eat things in moderation now without devouring massive amounts of food and bingeing. Then a small part of me also feels a little wary and guilty every time I eat something like that because, there's always the option of not eating it, and restricting
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#765
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My american eskimos are 20 lbs also. Tawny weighs less than 20. Leo weighs 20 & JoGI is my big boy at about 25+ They look bigger because of their fluffy white undercoated fur too.
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#766
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making my way through a 1 KG bag of foam bananas
and after thatt have at least 3 more 1 KG bags |
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#767
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OMG, caught a bad stomach bug from H. He thought it was just stress, but it is not. Not throwing up, but you get the picture. I am nauseous too. And I scheduled curbside grocery pickup 11 AM today...ugh.
I hope I can get the groceries and inside before the rain starts. Will put stuff away but wait all prep of washing fresh fruit and cutting fresh veggies for snack bags. I just feel blah...! Downing Gatorade, can’t face food just now. Will try BRAT a couple meals maybe once I can think about eating. This came on fast ![]()
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#768
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Reading a book about maintaining recovery from eating disorders. I really like it, especially because it is one specifically aims to not give people with EDs new "ideas" or "tricks" with ED behaviors which a lot of the books I've read have unfortunately unintentionally had that and I would always get worse.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#770
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I'm doing really well today. I'm having those urges to starve myself but I've been eating. I feel a little guilty for it but I'm able to manage. I also haven't binged or purged in going on 3 months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#771
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#772
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Doing okay, eating as planned so far. I have lost weight, too, and that's a good thing for me as I am overweight from binge eating in the past. I am a third away from my goal weight.
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#773
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Hi Lucy, thanks! I definitely feel a lot better
![]() congrats for getting closer to your goal and doing well ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#774
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very bad day despite having off food yesterday and feeling frajile
10 times worse than yesterday |
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#775
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So they are not larger dogs than mine. Those are cute dogs!
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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