Checking in ( How do you feel today)?

I feel... a year older?

And quite calm, happy, excited. ^^;

((((Bean)))) is it your bday, friend? HBxx hope you are enjoying your weekend!
R

I feel good. I am not at work. ha ha ha ha ha ha

I feel okay just a little emotional over things that shouldn't really effect me.

I feel like a goof right now-- i really do-- but at least it is a feeling of goof with trying to do a good thing... that there is ok to feel a goof about for me... I noticed that Fri/Sat "day for me" I have not had yet those aweful headaches and dizzy spells.... hmm... we'll see how today goes think a nap is in order then one of my fav places-- thrift store

Stomach problems,nerves I think,stress.

Better...found out my heart rate is down as my doc and I have been wanting it to be.

I did a lot of practical stuff this morning and now trying to get the motivation to do more later today. Keeping busy is keeping me from brooding. Hopefully, this will help me avoid down periods this weekend.

I'm doing alright this weekend. Doing little things trying to organize the house a little better. Doing some cleaning.

Today went okay. I've been able to smoke pot for the last few days, which has helped a lot of things. Including my appetite and attitude. I've been having really strong sexual cravings that have been affecting my mood, though... Maybe has something to do with the welbutrin they just put me on? I'm not sure, but I have felt less manic since I started taking it. Haven't needed any klonopin since, either. I think things are looking up... Sort of feeling like I'm on a flat slate right now. Like things are mellow. Have to see how the sexual cravings go, though. They tend to get me into emotional trouble after a while...

I have to kick some motivation into myself to tidy this morning. Really don't feel like it though. Feeling lazy.

Not bad but still thinking of things discussed with T2 yesterday. Meh.

Uh better than yesterday. Hope to have a less pain day just a little is all i'm asking for.

worthless and unwanted.. why do i always feel this on sunday?

even if i am in the middle of a high

A bit nervous. I will be attending a social event for my mother but I tend to shy away in social settings. Not sure what to say to people. I know I will want to find a secluded place in the park and hide.

I'm sick. I've been sick for a long time. I think I will eventually feel better, though.

Haunted ...

Thanks for asking! I felt weird yesterday but today I feel great! My head feels light and it feels like it's higher than it is! I feel like jumping on a trampoline but sadly I don't have one.

i have no headache today ... its feel good

Alright as of now but tired, lacking sleep...

Now that I'm at work, I am absolutely wonderful! Lol. I love my job; even after a month. Speedway rocks! (And no, its not payday, either. Its actually cleaning day... >_<) Anyway, the day started off rocky with my girlfriend, but she works tonight, so there wont be another fight when I get home. Kinda stressin' about bills, but not too bad. Just begining of the month blues, I think.

Slightly depressed. My judgemental older brother is coming for a visit.

I have a headache and sore neck from the way I slept.

Sore from sleeping. Woke up just to fight with my girlfriend about cutting the grass and going shopping for household needs; neither of which I can do now. So I'm dealing with having to take the slow pace of home life and feeling like I'm not getting anything done, without the sancutary of work later. I feel like I'm awake for no reason. Its not that I want to be asleep, thats been crappy lately, I just want something to do...

ok-- the head aches and dizziness subsided a little for a day or so then came back-- My S/O mentioned allergies today as I was sneezing in the car while I took him to work-- i still think stress-- I am going to try to get more fruit in my diet as well as more water/green teas for drinking..

On a Plus Side-- I know i have not mentioned it -- But my face is clearing up *yay* i had an awful break out these last few weeks with just acne galore and it is not like greasy face cuz i have dry skin-- some that really hurt and some that were like the cyst like ones on my chin/neck area but they are clearing up as I feel better, still some are here but they are clearing up.... acne-- I think I will be cursed with it till the end of days for me, it is a big physical thing for me that pops up when stressed-- have tried creams, facial cleansers of all sort-- but it clears up on it's own when I am more at peace with things big indicator there, huh?

pfftt.. and on another note-- well, next weekend we are going to the S/O's parents-- one of their bdays-- which is all fine and good-- My S/O's mom texted me saying she misses me-- I am mixed on this, I was a smart alleck and told my S/O his mom misses him well truth to that of course, but he re-told me that she said that she misses me. I texted her back and all... I am a little anxious with going down there with what happened in May but I will try best to be ok.... It is not so much his mom, but his dad I am worried about.
I am a little upset that I feel my S/O puts it on me again.. I told him - he could be going down to his parents when ever he wanted, just to let me know so I could plan something for myself to do, weather at home or some where else--- My S/O puts it back on me that we only have 2 days (weekend together) and he does not want to lose that and he kept waiting for ME to get ready to Go back down to his parents.... yeah and with all the crap that has been going on I have been prepping to go down to his parents again....
I keep saying it will be ok... keep saying stop over thinking it and see how it goes (right?)