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I'm so effing essing tired...A round of cussing should be in order...if I could...*yawn* you KNOW I would. argh.

I can't imagine why you'd ever want to get into that City of Horrors.

Only thing that Golden Gate's good for... jumping off.

-Fleeing Bellocq, Misused in the Mission District

Texas is not that bad, is it? Like anywhere else, it depends on the location within Texas.

Another day of hating my life. I have no idea how to turn it around. I cannot be another person; I can only be my miserable self.

Ok let's get something straight

I'm glad and happy to hear people have family and holiday plans but please , I will not beg but request, please don't give me pity ''awwws'' of 'disappointment' when I mention I don't have plans nor am I celebrating the holidays like the majority of society.

I don't get it, just because it's not what ''they are doing'' it's wrong or sad or some ****.

Let me be in my quiet world , let me just work and leave it to that...

Course the coworker that I was talking to today many times assumes I've had horrible days, he probably means well but it sort of goats me when being told ''try to have a better day, mmmk?..''
Who the 'f', said I had a bad day? No one, it was his prescription,

And that there is a key thing to remember- that's his perception... It doesn't define me.

Blah, justhard,

It's like, I'm not depressed, not hitting the bottleor bong, or doing the lines, etc...... And playing it's a white Christmas , God I've been there, and I'm not today or this year, I just want to be left alone....... No drama, no faking myself, surpressing myself for others, etc... Why isn't that happy seen by alot of others??

It's a relieve off my back.

Sorry ranty I guess...... Just dont get it..

Am I alone? Or am I just being wise with what little time I have on this earth, on who and what to spend it on...

perception can be wonderful, or horrible; just depends on how one takes it, feels, etc.


Who said it best, in a quote, something like:
question all you've been taught, diregard what insults your soul....

I will not go see him today. A month and a half and I haven't gone to see him.

I had no idea you were a Texas man George! Wow, I pictured you lived in England somewhere for some reason lol.

The one thing I wish for and fear is that this is all just a dream, right, I never lived or done those things and your all imaginary, right, this is all false and a figure of my imagination. Why do I have to wake up to reality every day, I don't think I will ever accept living or being human just living in this world.

The nasty little bug has hit me. I am stubborn though. I shall fight the body aches! I shall conquer the stuffy head! I shall....oh shove it...where are my slippers and comfy housecoat? Time to watch a Muppet Movie

I indulged myself with a cheeseburger and fries and a coke. I watched movies and read books. It's only 7PM. I could fit a workout in, but I probably won't. I had chip and dip and almond joys. I haven't got my veggies in today or my fruit. I deserve to feel like blech.

My back is killing me!

Wish I could sleep properly, Been awake since 3:30 am.

I have appointment with my Pdoc this afternoon, I hope he listens and gives me a CPN.

I wonder if sheep think clouds are there version of angels in heaven ....

Sent from the World of Shayne.......

I can sympathize with you Tink. I haven't slept much either. Lots of hugs.

We choose our life one decision at a time, but I don't remember choosing this.

My mom is going on a mission trip to Panther, WV. While it's nice what she's doing, I wish she was spending the holiday weekend with her family. It's the only weekend I've gotten to go home. She's in a group, along with other groups, that's feeding 500 needy families, giving them blankets, jackets, and toys for the kids. I could have gone, but with the horrible mood I've been in, I would not make for a good server. I just wanted my mom home. I don't want to be selfish. But I just wanted the holiday with her. Why am I so jealous? Why am I so angry? Even though I would have declined, no one even invited me. It's my dad, my aunt, my stepmom, my uncle, and two of his church friends, along with my mom, that are going. Aside from my mom, the rest of them can bite me. I've always maintained that I am a third thumb with them, this just proves it. I wanted mom to stay. The rest of them can go there and stay for all I care. It's constantly like, oh we had a party the other night, we forgot to tell you. Or they wait till the last minute to tell me when I've already got something else planned. SCREW THEM. Oh we're such good Christians helping other people, oh we're so special, everybody tell us how great we are. All the while they treat their own family like crap!

I would love to have the opportunity to get to a ground zero where trouble occurred and help those in need. I am stranded in the middle of nowhere and have no funds to travel to bad places to serve with organizations that do these things.I wish I could help another person with a kind word or a blanket or a lost pet finding a new owner. It is difficult to want to help so much and still have to hold back to preserve the person's own pride in self survival abilities.To give them a sense of hope and talents to contribute back go a long way to renewing hope in a community.

I too my meds and it has been 36 hours without sleep now. O better make an effort to relax and let the mindsleep also

I'll spontaneously com-bust if I read any more sex obsessed crap. There are world problems and far more important matters than what goes on between ones legs.

Feeling him so close but missing him so much

Why are filling out health insurance forms so complicated? Why can't they just say things in simple english? You need a law and medical dictionary just to read them lol.

Happy Thanksgiving! I hope you had a wonderful day with your families. We had a beautiful day but the temp is dropping and the wind has come up. I ran the power cords out to the pens and got the watering bowls plugged in. I should have got the runs enclosed too. I have a feeling it will be a lot colder working on it tomorrow.

Happy Thanksgiving to our American friends south of the border! This is why turkeys say "Gobble gobble".... so we will eat too much.