How do you REALLY feel today???

Sorry you are feeling bad today. I hope the rest of the day turns out well.
Maybe after you eat, you will have more energy.

My mood today.... and yes, I did eat some peaches...

I know about low back pain. I had a spinal fusion surgery about 8 years ago.
The sciatica pain down the leg is very hard to deal with. It is just unbearable at times. Try laying down with your legs elevated and alternate ice/heat. I prefer the ice because of the numbing effect. I hope you feel better.

I feel like a wreck! ! !

Hi Nikole2718. Hang in there. It will get better.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.

The only two songs that can describe how I feel almost perfectly.

I am anxious about a thread.

The music was beautiful and yes, made me smile

I just wish that he was actually mine. I love him so much and I'm basically told by family and friends that because of the age difference, there wouldn't be a snowball's chance in heck of him ever being interested in me. I would beg to differ, but it's futile trying to argue my point with them. I've seen things from him that I would interpret as being interested, but I've been burned so much that I'm petrified to do or say anything that would let him know how I feel. The last thing I need right now is rejection. Seriously, if that happened, I really don't know what I'd do. I get so depressed, and he is a major part of it, but I never say that to anyone because it's pointless to try and talk to them about it. I don't know what to do really. He's 60 and I'm 30. He's a wonderful man. He's smart, funny, loving, warm and kind, gentle, and everything anyone could ever want in a man. I don't see how everyone can't see that. I wish he could see himself out of my eyes.

I can relate to your pain... not necessarily in age... but in lonines & misery Hugs sweet pea!!!!!

Tokiwartooth, I really liked that first song by James blunt. Thanks, kelly

I'm glad someone understands what it's like, because sometimes I feel so alone.

Calm but irritated. Spending too much time keeping my son and his friend from fighting last night. On my way to take my son to the dentist soon.

I understand lonliness too tokiwartooth, write and visit my page anytime. Hope you have a good day

I often feel like a waste of resources.

tired and lonely

bleary, a bit anxious about getting myself to work today, tired---yeah lonely---overwhelmed by the things i need to do to get to a "place" i want to go...

depressed, but glad to hear rain is on the way. If the rain can clean away some of this melted dirty sludge from winter it might pick up my moods more. I am waiting patiently for trees to start showing some buds. Everything looks so grey right now.

I am so tired today I did therapy over the phone. Wayyyyy too much has been going on lately that is sad and disturbing that I am exhausted from dealing with it all.

I met with my attorney yesterday only to sit at a table and listen how he can't find my file and can't give me specifics without my file. Then he told me that he discussed a demand a few months ago without letting me "review it" and I was very specific with him that he "not" present any demand without letting me "see" what he was presenting.

Honestly, it took all my will to "not" be angry and lose it in front of him.

I could go on and on here, but I am going to go take a nap instead. I have been up the past few nights dealing with some upsetting things and I am worn out.

Unwhiny and unpetulant

Edgy....

Maybe a little deprived. And resentful. My new meds are going to bring some positive changes, I hope, but the new doc wants me to really kick-in all other kinds of health initiatives as well...and tonight, for some odd reason, I just don't know if I will be able to fulfill all her expectations.

I have about 6 weeks until another blood draw is done. Instantly makes me anxious.

This is a new sensation for me. I used to be so, "Put your mind to it", and things would happen. Can I be that way again?

It would be nice to think I could. But I'm so fearful of failure.

suicidal

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

nervous like yesterday waiting for a med to kick in

Kind of mellow and tried here.... maybe I will try and paint something....