Checking in (How do you feel today)? #3

I'm physically sick and I'm sick of my life at the moment as well.

I went on a sugar binge and I'm feeling kind of sick right now plus my stomach hurts from the amount of stuff. It was a busy day at work and I got off really late. My brains been scrambled and coming up with weird **** ever since.

Things have gone from quiet to busy to quiet again recently so I'm glad I got to just relax at home today. Can't wait for my fiancé to get home from work soon though.

exactly like the other days of the week.. awful and lost. i hope i can do what i have to do today.maybe better days will follow

angry adn sick of ppls that thikn their rude ill-placed humor is cute!!!!!!!!!
mary

close to a break down..pls send me calming vibes

(((chocmouse))) Calming vibes sent your way

Had a very stressful night at work because of coworkers the night before who did nothing which doubled our work load last night. Had a great coworker with me last night though. We were overworked but we worked well together, and management and morning crew all understood what happened. They were very sympathetic to us and courteous. Now I am just very tired and a bit bitter to the other coworkers. I need to let go because I have to work with one of them tonight.

one more hour to go until i can lie down on my bed. so drained but so thankful for allthe warm thoughts and hugs. thank you pc

lol @ too much of a smartass for one on one haha, My counselor probably feels the same way

I feel like crap. I got chocolates from my husband for Valentines. I have severe issues with my body, and chocolate is my weakness, I see it as the devil, if its there I'll eat it, then feel guilty and try my damnest to work it off. Was eating lunch one day this week was getting salad with almonds on it at the bar some old man says something like, those are fattening you know. I wanted to make myself vomit, but I didn't. I am in counseling for bpd, Things will seem great, then bam, I'm hit with crazy insane ideas. My husband will be getting a new job soon. A place filled with beautiful women. My sane brain knows, this is no big deal. The world is filled with beautiful wormen. Crazy brain says, you ate chocolate, old man thinks your fat, and now your crazy and fat. WHy wouldn't your husband want some pretty lady for a fling. Wow, that was a long response to that question. And probably in the wrong place. Sheesh. Sorry.

Stomach is still tender from food poisoning. Still depressed. Feel like running away, running somewhere where I can't be bothered by anything. I've got that anxious feeling again that makes me feel like that, it makes me feel like escaping, driving somewhere, anything, but even if I do, nothing will help.

Depressed,again

Agitated and anxious.

Having ridiculous computer issues thanks to an annoying virus but, thankfully, I know how to remove the blighter! It just takes so long and is SO frustrating! And then a friend decides to argue about blasted Macs and push his belief that the user has to allow a virus for it to work! ARGH!

Had a great day today! It's been so long for me but I really enjoyed it!

I feel exactly the same...

Very tired but oddly feel rewarded. Had to do a shift all by myself when normally at least two people are needed to complete the orders and replenish deli stock. I worked through the whole shift without my break and a few little things were not completed, but for working alone, I feel proud for what I got done all by myself.

lightheaded, nauseous and cold

I feel I miss my bf so much. I want him to come back as soon as he can. 5 days more.

And I'm afraid that he'd change after 3 weeks away.

I love him too much.

Feel tired but otherwise I am ok.

Anxious irritable frustrated and angry.

Been using skills today as I normally do from DBT but today some actually worked especially wise mind YAY

I am trying to maintain a balance with myself- not too hard on myself and not too slack either.

Feeling good so far