Daily Comments #6- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

I have an issue with your "Dress Code" Beauflow

It is not mine it is management's lol

I think I have a problem with it too .. i want to say something so badly but not right now with how things are around this place

It's Friday. That means I have to travel to Mom's to take her grocery shopping, do the laundry, take out the trash, clean, etc., etc., etc. All for a Mom who really doesn't want to know me. Who doesn't care - and never has - about my personal life. It's a 1.5 - 2 hour trip each way. I hate her messy house and the 1-sided conversation about her. Usually, the day after I am good for nothing. Can't wait for today to be over.

So, I really wish spring was here. I am so tired of winter.

Hmm. Funny...I don't...

Thought it was going to be a good night. Turns out, I've been abandoned yet again and being blindsided like that doesn't exactly leave me brimming with ambition to gather up my own plans. So much for keep my mind off of everything else that's plaguing me.

I'm almost through day one of the juice fast. I was in a fog this morning at work. Not sure if it was the juicing or the fact I haven't been sleeping well the last few days.

Let yourself go, this is the only time to feel alive! ! !
I'll scream till my heart dances out of my chest!

People suck

Wow…I really, really suck at the Quick Words arcade game.

I remember in high school the health teacher I had one year said to the whole class ''if you think youare beautiful, you will be and are''.
I have found at times in my life my belief of myself in my head can effect how I interact with the world outside of me.... But I can't seem to stay with the positive all the time......
Reminds me what my dad told me when I was a late teen. ''if you believe you won't get out of the hole you won't''

Though being brought up that I was always to be under control of someone by either thought or emotional manipulation, no wonder there's been conflict.

i miss my girlfriend.shes been gone two weeks visiting family and another weekto go!its been lonely and im gettin cabin fever! wish i had friends and a life

Cleaning out 45 pages of PM's is a much bigger PITA than I expected. Seriously considering the "empty folder" option

Wish my stupid thought wouldn't keep me awake. Empty folder George

Where can I buy new hips?

It's too damn early to be up on Saturday...

What time is there YYZ?

It's 5:30am now. We have a band chaperone duty starting at 6am. Bleck... Running a concession stand for some school event. This is not even a band function??? I have to figure out a way to retire from this group that does not end with divorce court

Day two of juicing. I'm supposed to sip my juice slowly. Can't seem to get on to that, I just chug it down. Not sure why the room tempreture water between juices either?

Going to pick up my daughter from her Aunts place and have Daddy/Daughter time. Her Mama is getting some much needed time away, and I get some much needed time with my daughter. I miss her so much!
I wish I could get a handle on my life though, I go from being happy about certain aspects of being single again at 47 to being very depressed about it. I miss the relationship we had when we were first married. I don't miss the one we have had the last 4 years.
I am in one of those places where I could just dump all of my life out and let people sift thru it for me and help me make sense of it all.
BUT (as usual) no time for that now...gotta get ready and push all that back down in its hole and get my shower and be the Daddy my kid needs and (hopefully) expects!

I gotta stop crying and pick myself up so I can work this weekend. I gotta not let this get me down somehow. Oh Dad, I wish I could come up with the right thing to say to you where I help you feel better and accept this and so I could feel better too. I know this is a really tough one for you. My heart just aches for you Dad.

I am feeling cloudy headed today. Yesterday was my day to take care of elderly mom. It involved 3 hours of travelling. Today, I would like to get some things done but lack motivation. Actually, I lack motivation everyday because I do not like my life but today I have a slight headache and am sleepy - probably side-effects from my meds. I am going to get dressed and go out. There are some things I would like to do, e.g., light shopping and maybe a free wine tasting. They involve a lot of wine tasting and spending a few bucks on things I don't really need. But, they are on sale and I have trouble saying "no!" Tonight, I will try to do laundry to free up tomorrow to do other things. Monday, I am having my taxes done. Have a nice weekend, everyone.

I didn't get angry for not getting out of bed earlier. I lost time in writing a response.

Apparently my neighbour has set up a home gym and has decided to complete the atmosphere by playing super loud and obnoxious dance music.

This was the first apartment I've ever been in where I didn't have complete asses for neighbours. Was.

FML