I've been holding this in for days now but it's all getting too much

I am evil people think I am evil, I can't go on like this, Feels like I am just existing I was not meant to be born not meant to be here, I was only put here to cause misery, I have no RL friends and I wonder why? Well I know it is because I am a miserable person, I try my best to be nice but it doesn't happen, People still see the evil in me and that is what I am.

I try and distract in the games section and I am not liked there, Who can blame them? They have all worked me out, I am evil.

[beauflow]

((TinkerBell))

I would have to disagree and have to say that You are not evil--

I enjoy you in the game section!!

Please don't think you are Evil.. Evil is a pretty strong word.

We all make mistakes, We are all humans so we have flaws, but we work on them as best as we can.

Many Hugs to you-

I can get this way from time to time to think I am a plague, that I bring nothing but badness, however I have to remind myself, what do I have in control, and what are my actions with in what I do have in control and what do I do with things that pop up that are not in my control..

Be Kind To your Self (That is a reminder to the both of us)

many hugs to you and I hope you feel better soon

[Trippin2.0]

You're definitly N0T evil Tink. You're 1 of my dearest friends don't listen to those lies

[gma45]

Ok then we are an evil pair! Not really! We are good people it's just know one gets us, We are too good for are own good, if that makes sense? PM me please!

((((Tink)))) why do you think people think you are evil?

From what I have seen, you have been nothing but kind, thoughtful and caring here.

Hugs to you! Rose

[beauflow]

Tinkerbell-- (HUGS)

[Leed]

Hi Tinkerbell ~ From the little that I have read from you, I can say that you are definitely NOT evil ! You are kind and caring and GENUINE! I don't think there's an evil bone in your body.

There are times when we all think evil thoughts - we wouldn't be human if we didn't. But that doesn't make US evil.

Of course you were meant to be born!!! God put you here for a reason! It's up to you to figure out what that reason is. And it's NOT to cause misery. Maybe it's to help others like us, or help the elderly, or work with children or animals, or whatever you're interested in. But certainly NOT misery!!!

We know you too well Tinkerbell, and we know you're not evil. Stop beating yourself up, and start learning to like & love yourself. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee

What are you talking about??? You are not evil
I still like you

[dailyhealing]

I'm not sure what makes you feel you are evil, but I'm so sorry you feel that. I find you to be very compassionate, welcoming, and caring! I'm glad you posted this and hope it helps you change your thoughts about yourself!

[Puffyprue]

tink you will always be fairy the guardian and theres no way to change that

((((Tinkie))))

[Raindropvampire]

Tinkerbell you aren't evil. I refuse to believe that the person who sends me all those nice pics that brighten my day and makes me laugh is evil. I'm truly sorry you feel this way. It's a horrible way to think of yourself.

Because of the way my mother treated me and other abuse I suffered I spent most of my childhood thinking I was evil. I truly believed that my inner essence was corrupted and evil. It was the only thing that could explain why I was treated that way. They saw something bad in me and I had to be punished. But it wasn't true of me and it's not true of you. I'm wishing you warm happy thoughts. I truly hope that you find a way to see yourself the way we do: A warm caring friend who always takes time to brighten other's days

[Sabrina]

Originally Posted by Tinkerbell.

I try and distract in the games section and I am not liked there, Who can blame them? They have all worked me out, I am evil.

I think you know this is not true. You are well loved and liked in the game section. Games wouldn't be the same for me if you weren't there. I also have no real life friends and count on my friends here to get me through the day sometimes. I'm am glad you reached out but evil is strong and that is something you are not.

I am overwhelmed by your kindness

I wish that I could believe what you all say is true, Everything I do or say is said wrong and people take it the wrong way, Maybe evil is a strong word, I am not a nice person.

[Trippin2.0]

Nice? Not only are you the epitome of nice, you're freaking AWES0ME! you've only ever been a really great friend to me, your support touches my heart strings, your lovely pics brighten my day. I didn't even ask for any of this from you, yet freely you give. Thank you

Originally Posted by Tinkerbell.

I am overwhelmed by your kindness

I wish that I could believe what you all say is true, Everything I do or say is said wrong and people take it the wrong way, Maybe evil is a strong word, I am not a nice person.

Tinkerbell...if you are overwhelmed by kindness I think that pretty much rules out evil and not a nice person

[SoupDragon]

((((Tinkerbell)))) - I am so sorry you feel this way right now. I absolutely think you are wonderful, you make me laugh in games, you are very funny and witty. I have seen and experienced your kindness on here and that definitely does not come from someone who is evil in any shape or form.

We can be so good at criticising ourselves, giving ourselves a hard time, why is it harder to see the good in ourselves?

Hugs to you - Soup

[pegasus]

Tink!

Hmm... you don't strike me as someone that goes round with an axe chopping peoples heads off, now that would be evil! But you my friend, are a breath of fresh air round here. Always kind and thoughtful. I'm sorry you were triggered into thinking the complete opposite of what you are. You are a shining bright star.

[Mike_J]

You are a nice person..

This is just my take on a lot of the issues that people have (myself included) We KNOW things in our head, but KNOWING those things doesn't matter when it comes to BELIEVING them in your heart.

You haven't given us examples of you being evil, or being "not a nice person" but on the other hand you did point out that you try to be nice, and not only do you try but you succeed. I know this is difficult but sometimes your heart isn't what you should be listening to, listen to your head, and to us....

[beauflow]

((Tink))

You are a nice person. you send so many of us cute pictures!!



we are all yet humans, we can come of rude, crude, mean dudes; However-- we can be misunderstood, and we can misunderstand ourselves at times, we can be blinded by our negative thoughts of us, the flaws that we see in us or worse yet if others around have implanted those bad thoughts-- we CAN BE BLINDED of what GREATNESS we are, at times-- others see it some how, and some times we can; Sometimes we do need to be reminded, some times it is hard to listen to.. however those moments of greatness, are the moments to remember and ponder on as well, not just the things we are working on -- Striving to be better does at times, means to see our "bads" but perhaps they are not so much "bads" Perhaps they are just things that could be better and just that...

Many hugs to you ((Tink))

Hope you are feeling better soon..

[essexgirl]

Hello Tinkerbell your not evil. your very sweet and kind.

I always find you very helpful and trusting and can only
see good in you. xxx

[lynn P.]

(((Tinkerbell))) - I don't think you're evil. Maybe you're struggling with some deep thoughts and think its evil.....idk. When the negative thoughts take over, we then feel guilty. Once in a while I get some nasty thoughts but its because I'm frustrated and have resentments - could be you're angry but feel stifled. Thinking maybe that's where your thoughts are coming from. I hope you feel better soon.

[MindMuse]

Tinker, the people I worry about are those who DON'T think they are "evil." Those who think they are morally superior. They have nothing left to work on. They don't see their short comings etc. It is they who are usually the most hurtful and inconsiderate.

The fact that you are even concerned about being "evil" implies you do not want to be "evil." Which is a characteristic of a good person. It shows you care enough and pay enough attention to want to change and be a better person. We are all human with undesirable impulses, inclination and motives at times. We are human.

Ironically, the pain and convictions you have about your own "evil" is the very QUALITY that drives you to be the good person everyone else can see you are but yourself.

The amazing thing about good people is that they typically don't realize they are, it's just natural for them. They don't consider their good acts as anything special. They have a sensitive conscious that is continually aware of their immoral imperfections, which is a good thing imo.

Tinkerbell - I don't have much real friends in life either. I've lost all my real life friends. I've had the same thoughts too. Sending you lots of love and hugs

[allen645]

Don't take it so hard for you, no one is evil except the wrong doings. You need to refresh your self to get out of this sort of thinking. Hope for your best.

I am hating myself today
Wish someone could take all this pain away.