[TryingBelieve]

You know what I hate?

When you get so deep down in it that you become paralyzed. And you can't move. And you know what has to be done and you can't do it. And you don't want to. When you have done it before and still can't do it now. When you know the right things to say to others, but can't convince yourself. When it all just seems so big and "baby steps" don't help.

I miss me.

(((((Trying)))))

I know this feeling well and I hate it myself. Sometimes I just stare at the TV and try to think of nothing. Once in a while that helps me. Take care.

ryan

[nothemama8]

But take it from one who knows, this too shall pass
Angie

[vacantangel]

I'm sorry you're feeling so low right now. Maybe it's time to just take a rest before you can move on. Don't be so hard on yourself. ((((((((((trying)))))))))))

[TryingBelieve]

Thanks guys. At least tonight I am going over to a friend's house. Good company. Good food. Great dog! (not that I love my own little kitty any less, but at heart I am a dog person - actually all God's critters)

Boy, do I know how that feels.....I've done nothing but be paralyzed lately. Today is the best "normal" day I've had in ages and ages........and remember this....we're all smart and we try to intellectualize where we are and we can't wrap our minds around it..so we end up being paralyzed. The smarter you are, the harder it is to handle because you KNOW when it's coming. You hear the whistle, you feel the tracks vibrating and then you see the smoke.....Bam! It's here and there seems to be little that you can do about it. Thanks much for your post. xoxox pat

[vacantangel]

Sounds like a great plan sweetie.