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Feb 19, 2008, 04:21 AM
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(((((((((((((((((( chal ))))))))))))))))))))
wishing there was something to help. =( Wishing you calm, peaceful nights with no dreams... breathing... kiya 
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#52
Feb 19, 2008, 09:58 PM
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((((Wisewoman)))Thank you.
Yes, i'm having it rough right now. My t has me doing things to try to get this angry out in ways i'd rather not. I'd like to personally deal with this anger in other ways. That isn't feasible though. I'd end up in trouble with the law now. And dammit, i'm not a violent person. Never have been. Why now?
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Feb 19, 2008, 10:04 PM
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((((nightbird)))) Thats sweet of you to say. I dont think the hard work is ever gonna be behind me. At least for me know. I just found out two weeks ago i am bipolar 2 with mixed episodes.
My t tells me the other day, do you remember what you said in the beginning. I said yeah, that i wanted to be happy and feel good and be off of meds. Then she tells me, do you know that you will probably have to be on meds now for the rest of your life. And i said i guess that means i'll never feel that good and happy I was wanting. I dont know what to think now. Is the hard work physical, mental, both. What is it? Cuase i dont know. I can't tell anything anymore.
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#54
Feb 19, 2008, 10:05 PM
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(((((((Kiya))))))))
There is. Give me soft hugs. Just don't squeeze hard. chal
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Feb 20, 2008, 01:57 PM
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I think you can feel good with meds controlling your BP disorder. I do think that the PTSD stuff needs a lot of work that you are already doing. I really don't blame you for anger. I work hard to let that one go as it hurts me inside. Your anger though could help. Writing letters to the institutions that failed you in the storm and telling them what it was like. So many could learn from you. I guess what I am saying id try and turn the anger energy into something positive. I think in many ways you already are.
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Feb 21, 2008, 03:40 AM
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chalmette70043 said: (((((((Kiya)))))))) There is. Give me soft hugs. Just don't squeeze hard. chal </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> (((((((((((((((((( chal ))))))))))))))))))))))))) with lots of room in there too. one day at a time, eh? thinking about you! Kiya
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Feb 21, 2008, 12:33 PM
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((((((kiya))))))) thank you. And thank you to (((everyone)))else.
Wanted to let you know that today i'm going to see my pdoc and hoping something works out with these meds. So, I can get straight again in my head. And leave the anxiety behind. Then maybe i can write some more and let you know how life went on after that first week. ((((((kiya)))) soft hugs back to you. thank you so much.
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