Missing T

I have only met this woman twice. Yet, I missed her last Monday because she was all booked up. I ended up giving myself a headache. Today, I show up and she is out sick. So, I can't see her until early January. Why do I miss a person that I have only met twice? She has a cool way of sootheing my worrying. I like that. I don't seem to be as good at that as I usually am. Did any of you miss your T when you had only met him/her twice? I had a worry that I wanted to share with her. Why do I feel a bit dependent on talking to a person that I have hardly met before? I just don't feel like I can share some of my worries with others because of their oddities and the tie in to my past therapy which I haven't told many people about. Why can't I sleep for more than five hours?
Sorry about the ranting. I just need to rant some. Well I better get back to work on my final.

I understand about meeting a T only twice and missing them. I met with my T twice is all too...and now I can't go back to him. He's mainly a criminal-clinician and his court dates changed and now he doesn't come up my way anymore. =( I've kind of put off finding a new one, though the problems I will have are hard enough without me making them harder =P I miss Mike (my ex T), he really *got* me and put me at ease in a way that nothing felt weird to talk about. Part of me thinks there is no Way I will find another T as cool as Mike in this small place.

I hope you find something to help you until January when you can see your T again. =)

Ive been the same way. It scares me. I think connecting with someone in life is very important to me.

Yes. As soon as I spoke to my T I knew we were going to get along. Then she was sick a few times and even though I hardly knew her I felt let down and I missed her terribly. It was awful so I know how you feel. January is a long time away and I hope you can manage in the mean time.

Atg