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#26
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Not to go all negative on people, but answer the OP's question - therapeutically. Does he love me? Don't answer yes or no, or give the reasons she's not doing therapy "right" - we have done that a million times in the Romantic feelings forum, and this "logic" never works. Does he l0ve me - what would that mean for you, what difference would that make in your life? I like to look at therapy as finally being able to "play house" - I never could when I was a kid - I could NOT understand the rules! The moms I was closest to were all mean and yelling, the dads had belts - how was this a fun game? (School - I could play school, but the other kids quickly tired of it!) So me & T kinda play house - and you're right, elliemay, it DOES allow me to imagine now how great it would be to have this IRL. T's DO have some feelings for us, and these must be talked about in session also. But just because a person has feelings, doesn't mean they will act on them, or that it's anything more than a fleeting, temporary emotion. Feelings are not facts (as someone here said, that's the T's mantra!). Masimo, kudos to you for "not beating around the bush", as you put it, and asking your question directly; that was very hard and very brave. I hope some of the thoughts here help. You are truly not alone in this.
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MASIMO,
I owe you--& EVERYONE HERE--an apology. I way over-reacted. I had no right telling you to not feel your feelings. Thank you, hankster & elliemay, for jumping in so quickly. What you're feeling is very much part of the process & part of the healing. I hope you will bring it up & talk it thru with your T when the time is right. You do have a precious gift here: the knowledge that you're lovable! You are. Can you forgive me? In my defense I will say that when I'm dumb I make a real effort to outdo all dumbness seen anywhere for the month. Roadrunner |
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Roadrunner, IMO, no apologies needed, you said a LOT of great stuff in your earlier (both!) post. I just felt like MY earlier post was being perceived as negative in tone, which was not how I intended it. I was just saying, follow your thoughts out. And you did the same thing, in a way - will there be a love nest? If that is the fantasy, it needs to be brought into the open and discussed. MY fantasy is T telling me and his dogs to get into the car on Saturday afternoon - "Get into the car, girls!" What is THAT about??!! And don't tell me THAT'S not a fantasy worth risking his license for!
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I also love this. I also love the fact that you understand that this is a fantasy.
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This is my story and I'm sticking with it. I love my T. My T loves me. We are involved in a Therapeutic relationship, but we are also involved in an emotionally intimate relationship. These feelings sometimes complicates and intensifies things for both of us. However, we are both committed to continuing it. I'm not going to try to define it as it is totally unique to any other relationship. I'm not going to peg it in a hole. The way he looks at me , the warmth of his hugs, his commitment to me, his attempt to protect me, the way I respond to him, his presence, his energy. It is love. Let it be. ![]()
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Of course, none of that information is necessary to have when the relationship remains in the therapy office and what he provides for you there is awesome. I'm happy for you. |
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thanks. we (T & I) got into what it meant today. not much! as in, I sure don't expect to get very much, do I? treated like a pet. no input into family decisions, let alone being informed about them ahead of time. Just - get into the car, we're leaving! Sky, maybe you've hit on something - maybe my fantasy and Masimo's are more alike than different. We just want a safe place? Well, too safe is no fun, and not adult. Not even human, by me!
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questions and more. I love the man, who he really is, not the therapist.
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I'm surprised at this. My T specialises in not telling me things and not answering my questions.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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Very interesting. That means you spend quite a bit of time in session talking about your T's life? Do you still have to pay for that?
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I started looking up therapy love after reading this thread. This pdoc's blog had a helpful section for me http://feelingupindowntimes.wordpres...-therapy-love/
The reader comments helped me, too. |
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LOL, I found this amusing because my T is the same way. Seriously, all I know about him is that he drinks coffee....and uh, wears socks? I don't think he, no matter how "close we get" in therapy, will ever disclose anything remotely related to anything.
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What a loss to spend that much time with someone, only to find out that she's a stranger. - Joel, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind |
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I was waiting for this question. Legitimate. He does self disclose, perhaps more than some would be happy with. However, it usually relates to me in a way that pertains to my life, often discussing commonalities and similar struggles by him or past patients. If he gets off track, I say, "and this pertains to me how?" I accept him for who he is, his style personally and professionally. We have been together for almost 5 years now. Knowing him as a person helps me to understand where he is coming from when he advises me. The approach he takes, the angle he plays. He is not a blank slate that puts on a Therapist's cap and becomes someone different in session. None of us are a blank slate nor should we be. Exuding a presence of being unapproachable, impermeable, making a client feel so afraid that if you stepped over the mark, you would be sent assunder. Dont get me wrong, My therapist has his personal boundaries, He has had to ask me to respect them at times. Our relationship somehow works. It's a balance that is always evolving.
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OK, I am backtracking to the beginning of this thread.
I'm working on another week of silence. I dont know why. I have not contacted T since Tuesday. I'm going away to visit family this weekend, I'm busy. Feeling much better and more energy. Been tempted to contact him but for no particular reason just because I want to be close to him. So if I can hold out until after the weekend, I see him Tuesday. Another week of silence. What is this? Is he enjoying this reprive or is he worried about me? He was worried when I left him as I was so exhausted and sick. Perhaps he just thinks I'm resting. He said before he feels me with him, hears my emotional humming. I am carrying this with me and I'm going to try real hard to not contact him. Silence is a good thing.
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When the patient has particular difficulty with trust, the therapist will disclose more in order to win that trust. Is that how it was with you?
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I would vote yes. Yes. YES. A thousand times yes. I could tell anyone the details of any story, and even trust them with my life (hence the exes), but REALLY trust them, as in respect their opinion trust? Respect their personhood trust? I need to see the feet of clay.
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