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Hi guys, me again continuing with my diastrous session of last week.
I know I previously posted that I sent a long letter to my T and during session told her I wanted to finish. She didn't accept this and said I was making a decision whilst I was very angry. I left her office, not allowing her to open the door for me to leave, but I did say goodbye as I was leaving. She said see you next week same time Lonely. I said no you won't lol Anyway, I sent the letter the next morning and hand delivered it to her office. She rang me that evening and left a message on my voice mail saying that she got the letter, appreciated it and would see me next Wednesday at the same time. PLEASE can someone tell me how can T appreciate a letter that had so much negative stuff in it about her. Thats my first question. Aswell, I really am getting very very anxious about going in on Wednesday (if I go). I keep arguing with myself. One minute I'm going to go, and the next minute I completely change my mind and say I'm not going. Can someone please TELL ME WHAT TO DO. T is going on two week vacation after this week. I suppose there is nothing really anyone can say, I just wanted to get it out of my head, but I still can't make up my mind. I wish I wasn't so dependant on T I really do. I never wanted to be. Have any of you ever had this problem, one minute your positive you'll go to session and the next minute you decide not to. hugs x |
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to my mind, there is nothing wrong with being dependent on T. you asked how can she 'appreciate' such a negative letter. this is more about you than her. if she has made mistakes - which all humans do, regardless - you can learn to deal with it; to still have her in your life even if she is not perfect. We HAD to run, before, at the first hint of imperfection, because what if this new person is (like) our victimiser? Chances are good your T is not your victimiser; you can talk about it here, check it out here, ensure your safety here until you can be sure of yourself. I will agree with dr phil on this, that if you're waffling every minute, then you are still involved (altho he says it re an H).
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You could tell the therapist you want to wait to go to another appointment after her vacation instead of this week. Take 3 weeks off and see how you feel. You can always cancel the three week out appointment if you feel like you don't want to go back and you have an appointment if you think you do. Therapists are not fazed by hostile letters. They do not take things personally and rarely admit to being wrong or making mistakes. They blame the client with labels.
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lonley if skipping the appointment is something you may regret, as T is going on vacation I suggest you go. Is it possible some of the anger in the letter was due to her getting ready to leave you for 2 weeks?
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Here are my thoughts. I am not a T and don't have a lot of experience with going to therapy. But I read a lot, so I know a little anyway. I think that your T was completely sincere when she said she appreciated your letter. You told us about it - you were being honest and open, and that is what Ts (supposedly) appreciate most of all. She's a T, she knows that everything her clients say about her isn't necessarily about her. That she called you back shows that she is concerned for your well-being. My untutored opinion is that 1) this T is on your side, and 2) even though you are dependent on her right now it doesn't necessarily mean that you always will be dependent on her. So I would advise you to go. Especially since you know you won't see T for a couple of weeks after this session... my guess is that if you don't go you might fret about this more while she is gone, than if you do go. |
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This is not my experience. I agree that Ts tend not to admit to being wrong, but then, isn't it usual for Ts not to want to assign blame to anybody?
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Have you any tips on how to actually start off when I sit down (will you come with me lol) ![]() |
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Lonely, I could have wrote the above post.
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ok lola thanks so much for that. maybe ill give it a go. will have to see if T wants to continue tho cos she may have had enough of me by now. am gonna spend tomorrow worrying and dreading wednesday. sorry bout the typing am on my way home from work on the luas. quite a bumpy rie. hugs
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Lonely NOT TEXTING AND/OR EMAILING while driving!
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lola you are a funny bunny. am on luas hence bumpy ride i dont drve but thank you for caring lol . you made me laugh out load. for sure people will think im cracked lol xx
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![]() ![]() Beginning is so hard. Personally, I have to focus on just being able to breathe for several minutes after sitting down. What I've tried doing the past couple of weeks is to plan my first sentence, and time it so it's something I can say on a single breath, and just take a deep breath and let it out. Write the sentence down on an index card if you're not sure you can get it out (that's advice that I've got from a friend in RL, but not yet followed ![]() And it makes perfect sense that you were talking about your feelings about her, rather than about her. |
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Good luck with the appointment if you choose to go. Remember it is always your choice - not that of the therapist.
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thanks stop dog. i think im gonna go with advice on here and try to go to my session. maybe it will be good for me even if its difficult and embarrassing. i might learn something about myself. i might not like it but i suppose thats what therapy is about figuring out the good and not so good about myself. ...... hopefully i wont bail at the last minute x
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if you have room for me I'd come with you.
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Tuesdays are popular T days....I'm in TOOOOOO - SHOTGUN
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If you're riding luas I'm guessing you're an hour ahead of me (I'm in Sweden)
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ok seriously I thought that a fat fingered spelling of the word BUS.
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ok hun im in ireland so im gonna go with ya. hugs lets do a seriously good session. if you do somethi.g thats hard so will i tomorro lol we can do it xxxxx
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How did it go?
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