Welcome to couch # 18

My T is very stylish-so I'm sure she will have great shoes on.

That's a great idea!

this is how i feel today. ...

... off to work i go... high-ho.

oh, lucky for me - I don't notice shoes normally, but T always wears the same slippers (not Freudian ones ). And that's what he was wearing today, too.

It's good to see you again, karebear. I've missed you!
We've had some silliness, some serious talks, some wild abandon.... you know, the usual.

(((granite))) how are you doing?

i am doing ok better then yesterday morning. how are you doing ?did you have T today?

Yeah, I had T. I'm alive. Teaching in half an hour.

shoes is a good idea. I was gonna ask for a backwards hug. my executive function is all screwed up. but kinda in a good way - it doesn't sit around depressed and get in my way so much anymore. it's gonna be weird seeing t after yet another week off, but I seemed to have gotten my energy back this week, coincident with my decreasing the topamax, hmm. anyway, I liked what mkac said yesterday about shame getting in the way of asking for stuff? I am pretty determined not to have to ask for anything. altho I may ask my friend for a ride to my old dr's. or I may give it a shot with one eye, idk yet. people drive with one eye, right? i'll warn ya before I get on the roads!

Wiki I'm info for Frau T also. Apparently last night in my sleep I counted down from 10 to 1, partner asked if I was launching space crafts... I remember nothing. Night before that I punched the head board again I remember nothing. Thinking I need NEW sleeping pills, as apparently Lunesta doesn't actually put me to sleep. LOL Anyone else talk or move around in their sleep?

ill be sure to get off the sidewalks

Hankster I'm thinking one eye driving would NOT be good.

lol my husband says i talk all the time but he cant figure out what a am saying

Apparently I am very coherent , sometimes I yell or sing... I woke myself up one night by slamming my head on my nightstand? Who knows...think Ill ask doc about that one.

This is a fun idea! I go tomorrow evening so I'll remember to notice!!

Morning all! I have T in about an hour and a half. After that, I'm supposed to have lunch with my mother in law and a big group of her friends. Feeling about as nervous about the lunch as about therapy. After lunch, my mother in law and I are going for a walk. I'm supposed to be helping her get started exercising. That part sounds nice.

no really I read about it last night, plus my old racewalking coach was a photographer and he only had one eye. my right eye doesn't get tired, just my left eye does. but you're right, I should wait until they've been inspected. talk about mr toad's wild ride. but I will stay away from rush hour, etc.

The Frau not-really-my-t called to tell me she would be ten minutes late. Her voice calms me down...so weird. I'm such a dumb-a s s! At dentist...waiting. Mother was fine.

remember your mom in law is one of the good people

sorry she is going to be late.and glad your mom is ok

Hanksta...mention of frog and toad... Billions of points!

Wiki your not a dumb ***, have fun at the dentist. I get gas just to have my teeth cleaned as the dentist is terrifying to me. glad your mom is ok

Good gravy, I'm nervous! This is weird. I hate anxiety. I wish I would have exercised this morning. Think I'm going to be sick before I ever walk out the door.

****ing anxiety. Anxiety has never been my issue, I didn't think. What is going on with me???

Breathe MKAC...... this too shall pass.