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Therapy was hard today and I have had trouble processing everything that happened. I have had too much to drink tonight and I should just go to bed now. Right? right. Night everyone. And someone needs to kick my *** and make me stop drinking on therapy nights. bad habit to fall into.

Survived group T....and my meeting with my comedy class.

Next week, we're planning to meet on Tuesday night to rehearse and then on Wed go to our first open mic....Wellll....when I picked up my daughter and told her that I was going to plan to have her sleep at my mom's that night, cuz I would be home late, she reminded me that her school chorus concert is that night. ACK!!!!

So, now I'm going to have to miss my group's very first open mic.....I am SO upset about that. It wouldn't be so upsetting if it wasn't the VERY FIRST ONE.....*sigh*

Well, there's not much I can do about it. My daughter is the sweetest thing. She said, "Well, mom, you don't really HAVE to go to my concert"...I told her that I wanted to go....and I could sense that she was relieved to hear it (although I could also sense that she felt some kind of disappointment, and I feel awful about that).

It's ok. I'll get over it.

((( MKAC )))

Here's a swift kick in the arse....no more drinking on T nights!!!

Hi all! I'm having a mental health week LOL phone session with T this morning, and I see pdoc tomorrow morning. Last time I saw him about 6 months ago or so, after telling him how much progress I'd made already with T, I asked him if we could reduce my Sertraline, and he agreed and reduced my dose a little. I reduced it a little more in July without telling him. Bad Artemis. Ha! But I've been doing really well on 50mg a day so what can he say. Especially since, I also get to report that I got the new job that I totally love since then! Eh, he'll be okay. hahaha I think I'll ask him tomorrow if pdoc's go to their own pdocs, like a lot of t's have their own t's mine included. Betcha money he won't answer if I do ask. He's such a closed-off little man hiding behind his big desk. He's just SO hugely different from t it almost makes me laugh. But at the same time I can't help but love him for who HE is too, as he quite literally saved my life back in 2010.... and I'm so very thankful to him for that. I must tell him that tomorrow as well. Well I'm a gabby abby tonite aren't i? LOL

Keep talkin Artemis. I love it. XD I don't have much funny things to share tonight except I think someone in my house has opposite OCD of me. I go to get ice, and the ice cubes left in the tray are an uneven number- so someone must've grabbed an even number to use. I always grab an uneven amount to use, so that what's left is even. The smallest things can be funny sometimes.

yep Sila, i have to do everything in even numbers, even my doodles have to be symmetrical. LOL it makes me laugh when i notice myself being even-fanatical.

Hehe I know how ya feel

Morning, couchinistas. My first student shows up in a few minutes so this is just a brief hello.

One thing I found out yesterday which made me very pleased: T is only going to have two weeks off over Christmas! So I'll have a session on Dec 21 and the next one on Jan 8. This is great news for me.

http://zenpencils.com/comic/53-rober...ce-or-problem/

Something interesting.

Nini all. to anyone who wants~

Hello Everyone.

MKAC-No drinking on T nights.

Just a quick hello to the couch peeps. I have to be in work in 20 minutes and well, I still have to finish getting ready.

I started skimming ads for office jobs yesterday. And well, of course they don't wanna pay anyone with no experience more than minimum wage. Saw some ads in the non profit section for group homes and thought of Chopin..hahahaha. I'm like they want a "QPCR who now?" LOL.

Anyway..off I go...Hugs and love.

hey all. Slept so well, almost 12 hours.
Y A W N

(bet ya just yawned)

(((sconnie))) thinking of you.

I have an appointment with the trauma lady tomorrow. I need to decide if I am up to it or not. Haven't seen her in a few weeks. Haven't even thought about her until just now. My last free appointment, I go back to copay's on Dec. 1. I'd need to have someone drive me too. Urgg....

Marriage counseling this afternoon. Wheeeeee.

Hi folks. Remember me? Things have been super hectic for me lately, but it's calming down again now.

The first Thanksgiving without my mother went as well as it could have. My father, sister, and I were able to share some tears and some laughter along with our memories.

I hope things are well with the couchkateers. I'm off to catch up.

Hello peeps. Having an ugh morning. I fell asleep sitting straight up on my couch last night. Woke up at 3, didn't get back to sleep until 5:30. Ive been hitting snooze since 8. Guess I better get my tail up and to work.

Have a great day!

I cannot even begin to say how much I LOVE listening to Pandora radio at work on my new speakers. Good friend sent me speakers and I am really loving having them. It's a constant reminder too that I HAVE friends. LOL.

((critter))

Chopin...I love ya tons, but your morning posts make me so nervous. I am over here thinking "slept on the couch, hitting snooze....oh noes!!!"

(I have never been a minute late for anything in my life.)

MKAC...if you like Pandora, you will LOVE Spotify.

http://www.spotify.com/us/desktop-sp...campaign=start

I find spotify confusing. I have tried it twice now and delete it each time. It seemed more tied into facebook which I never use. Maybe that has changed.

I"m listening to the Christmas music channel on Pandora right now.

I can't use Spotify at work because you have to download it

I'm in the mood for some toll house chocolate chip cookies.
I may have to bake some tonight.

I am extremely irked that xm radio in the car took my favorite 40s station and turned it into xmas station. Ugh.

I could try making some "chipless" ones for all of you who love them... seems like a waste of dough though