Couch 25

I tested the Nikon D7000 a few months back. I'm not sure I should be spending that money on myself...but it's what I'm holding out for anyway!

Totally Off Topic:

I had a little breakthrough last night and realized that the nervous vomiting I get before my T sessions has nothing to do with going to T, but its about leaving at the end of the session because it has become a safe place. So, I text her last night and told her that I figured out why I was getting sick and then told her its because of having to leave when time is up and thats one of the reasons why the bi-weekly sessions have been so hard getting used to. I told her that even though I felt like she pushed yesterday and was a little more direct-that it was still safe there. She text back and thanked me for sharing it with her, told me shes glad its safe and that she cares about me very much and only wants whats best for me. I told her the sick feeling is now gone now and she told me good and to have a good night.

But now for some reason all day today I feel embarrassed that I told her.

Hi everyone.

Chopin I am not triggered by you at all. I just think, oh my gosh! I know you are doing what you need to do for you. I didn't mean to sound critical of that at all. I support you in trying all the things you are trying.

vista print rox. They ship quickly too. I just got the Christmas cards in that I made 2 weeks ago, and a poster I had made for an event. (I am a photo shop junkie)

I don't think they want my marrow Of course, I'm near the Irish American capital of the world, so I am sure they have tons of my blood.

Spotify....I downloaded it. Not connected to fb. I have it on my pc and on my mac.

Good to know about spotify. I will download it to cell phone and check,it out. I use rhapsody now, but could change if spotify was better.

Hi all.
Thanks for all the pocket riding. What sorts of snacks shall I bring along?

Our director is awesome. He got me some dinner since I am working so many hours today. I am actually able to eat it. He even remembered to get caffiene free soda.

oh...I like rhapsody too.

Sconnie I am in.

Ummmmmmm.....Soooooooo.....Errrrrrrrrr....I um.....sent a text to XT.
I am so embarrassed. Why, why, why, do I do such stupid things?

What did you say in the text, Wikid? Why are you embarrassed? You left voluntarily. It's not like he told you to never contact him again

I didn't take it as criticism; I just felt the desire to explain my dilemma. Sleep and I have a rocky relationships!

That does you great credit, but perhaps it also suggests that you put other people's needs before your own?

Don't fence me in

I'm in Sconnie, bring chocolate.

More "Pistal Packin' Mama" swing/big band than Roy Rogers/Gene Autry.
(I know some of the big banders also sang it = but happily I have not yet heard it on sirius)

MKAC, I wrote..."Hi, its Wikid Pissah. I know we parted badly, but my life is really hard right now and I really miss you."

Ick. I puked right after I sent it.

CE - yes, I always put others first. Not a wrong, it's what I need to do to stay okay inside. I just need to not put ABUSERS first...like my FOO.

Why not both?

"The DNA tests show that your breasts are not a pair."

SD, I really like Benny Goodman featuring Charlie Christian, a very under rated guitarist. Good stuff. Christian was an amazing talent that passed away much too young.

The colour and texture are both improved.

Glen Miller?

My 25 yr old son adores Son House, Booker White and Robert Johnson. Quite the contrast from his Led Zeppelin playing high school days.

RE dna testing.

My oldest brother got his dna tested for genealogy purposes. We are a proud Irish family...his tests came back as originating from Spain and Italy. Funny. Maybe mom was closer to the post man than we all though.....

Blind Boy Fuller(real name Fulton Allen) is from my hometown. One of the pioneers of the Piedmont Blues style, he and the Reverend Gary Davis used to play the tobacco market parties in Durham, NC in the 30's and 40's.

Wiki, your son has great taste.

my T said she feels i am having a minor set back.why do i even go.she thinks it is because she was gone last week . grrrr i didn't care if she wasn't there. ggrrrrr why go.

Oh and did I say...I love my camera!

what kind of camera is it?

Yes what kind of camera is it? I LOVE LOVE LOVE that moon pic!!

(((granite))) A week off is usually a bit of a set back. You pull away a bit to get thru the week. The back-together-session can be really awkward, but you already know that. Sorry it's so hard.

Moon pic is very cool. I have a cannon rebel T4i...I love it.