Couch 25

Night Apt.... sleep well

I have asthma... boo! (well, we think anyways) I just got home from urgent care.. Singular and inhaler are being added to my daily regiment of meds. Stupid body!

On another note, I feel a lot better after staying home and resting today. Back to work for me tomorrow.

Mue-Can you just sit your daughter down to a movie or something while you just lay there?

Healed sorry about the Asthma..its a pain in the butt, glad you are feeling better.

Thanks, Jersey....Although my daughter is typically very clingy, she's unfortunately become used to the "mommy has a migraine" routine. She is very good about giving me space to work through the pain. I hate her being all alone though. Of course, I am just in the next room, so she isn't truly alone.

She's working on her homework and watching TV, so it's all good. Thanks!

Asthma , that is terrible, my W and grands have that.... At least you have medicine now
MUE - hope your headache goes away
Hey everyone else... T tomorrow, if I go... ugggg

Lola.. Go to T!

MUE- hope your migraine goes away soon!

welcome back lola glad to see ya im in the pocket for tomorrow. i know things are tough for you right now so GO.love ya

Turns out when I really NEED to go, I don't WANT to go...I have 20 hours to think about it

Why is it that we always run away from the things that might help us the most (maybe not all of us, but some of us)...

I know I need to go, but I already sent him a Dear John letter in case I chicken out.... I can't trust me to make me go....Ill need support as the time approaches tomorrow.
Granite I am sorry your mom is trying to manipulate you into getting her a car. My mom used to do those things to me, until the last time I "loaned" her money. I told her if she crossed me , that was it for us and I would never trust her again. Well she still owes me the money...so I guess that was that. She never has asked for a thing again....

*sigh* What's with all the role reversal when it comes to our parents? I always thought it was supposed to be that the kids relied on their parents for support, help, etc. until well into adulthood.....For me - and apparently so many of us here - it's been the total opposite.

I was "taking care" of my parents since I was in kindergarten. It's not supposed to be this way. Grrr.

I so get this.... I had to cut THEM off, no wonder I'm so jacked up...LOL

Lola..get your butt to T tomorrow. What with how you are feeling lately..it will probably help you. I know its hard.. I'll jump in your pocket

do you want to share some of what is going on lola . maybe it will help

Thanks...but I just want to wallow in my mud pit for awhile as It's no different then many here have felt at times, you know the usual holiday sadness, guilt, shame, anxiety, self loathing... pit of despair , "is it ever gonna change", " I give up" feelings.... It's getting better.

One of the last times I really talked to my mother (other than very brief, 'I made a pie, would you like it?' type conversations), she was trying to guilt me into taking care of her and doing more for her. I told her that in most families, the parents take care of the children and not the other way around. She said, "Oh MKAC," in that super disgusted tone, as if I had just said the moon were made of cheese and I wanted her to get me a piece of it.

i think it has to change lola especially if you want it to.but i do get the holiday sadness guilt etc...

Yeah I know it does .... thanks Mom, Holiday anti-cheer, the gift that keeps on giving.... uggg (Still have my sense of humor, that's a good sign)

ok yall im off to the home , so i can crawl in bed and cry.

Yeah, like I totally needed my bf to remind me just how bad my life sucks right now and how I'm totally unable to do anything to fix it.

Him: "Is that all you do all day? Lay around in bed, browse pc and talk on chat? Other people are out doing things, why not you? Why don't you get up and do something?"
Me: "Like what? Tell me one thing that I can do, and I'll go do it."
Him: "I dunno."

lol my husband would say something like take a shower and maybe clean ,do some laundary. go for a walk. etc...

I took a shower, laundry was done before we left, i dunno how to clean whatever is left...And walk? it's dark, and there's bears. D:

well if you took a shower, what is he crabbing about?? But I will definitely be using the "THERE'S BEARS!" line lol!

Low-fat cinnamon toast skip the butter that's how I make it with a little splenda. Apt I thought Swedes were famous for their cinnamon buns.

I'm serious though Hank, XD There are bears in the woods outside our house. We have to keep our trash in the garage otherwise they steal it!

oh no I believe you! We only have deer but they're still kinda big and scary. Still a good line is a good line! I can just see Letterman saying it!