The answer to life, the universe, and everything - Couch 42!

So not true. You are good people.

Did I miss something?

Seriously? I went back and read and I'm all ??????

my bad....

no just feeling like crap thats all i want to be invisable thats all.i'm tired and miserable thats all and i am angry at everything .

no not you bad at all ready. love ya girl totally

Talk it out Granite... RAGE at the PAGE....

We are all here for you!

Don't make me start singing.. for good times and bad times, Ill be on your side forever more....that's what are friends are for....

Granite.... can you figure out what triggered these feelings? is it because of the news at the drs? or is it because you are starting to feel sick? or did something else happen?

sometimes for me nothing "happens" in real life its the thoughts in my head that lead me to my miserable "I need to be invisible" mood... and so often I cant' figure out what starts my thoughts going down that path...

i don't know it may be what happened at docs and a few things that happened at my retreat that are kind of bothering me not that i am out of the situation. but i did have a good time and that is frustrating. i am having thoughts of SI and i don't know why.i want to do this homework the T has given me and i am scared to .i feel like a failure with that and am terrified to not have done it .i think the last part it the biggest issue

Can you challenge your fear and do the homework? Wanna talk about what happened at the retreat? We are all here

ok i went to a class and i just made a fool out of myself . it was the last day and all . it was a card class and for some reason i kept making really stupid misteaks . i think it just brought to much attention to me and i started freaking out .and to make it worse the rep who was teaching the class noticed that i was having some problem and came over to me and said i can tell you are stressing and she was trying to help me with the project. that made me freak more. and then came the uncontrolable tears .i just got up and left. the person running the retreat and knows some of my issues noticed i was having issues and came to talk to me and i was getting better but i ended out leaving early sunday . i had a good time exsept for that .i think it was just to much attention in my direction and i freaked .but i still have my stomach turn everythime i think about it.

as far as the homework i am terrified

i know there is no drinking and texting e-mailing T how about drunk homework for T

ready when do you have T next if you don't call her??

ok so you had a melt down.... it happened, I have had my fair share... where you wanna just swallow yourself whole and forget you exist? I get that, **** happens ... its over its done and all you can do if come up with ways to combat those feelings next time. No harm no foul... hell all you have to say in " menopause" and every woman there would get it!

momentary pause here... granite I will post in a few minutes my son needs to use my computer for power point.

I vote yes.. Ill help ya

I hate it when I make a mistake that other people can find out about.

is not glass covered by insurance . it is in mass .i would have just broke the window and then said oops .

Why not? Your appointment is still on Wed. day right? Do it now and see if you need to edit it when not inebriated.

((Granite))

You had some good days and everyone tried to help you.
Maybe the retreat was just too long for where you are right now?

My deductible is more then the locksmith.

OMG... where is SD....???????

I considered that. But I had a 200 mile drive to make. I will look into AAA, for sure.

I'm not saying send it, but if the thoughts are there on the assignment, then why not get it down? I'm sorry if I am giving bad advice.

Hello couch friends.

Dude... Its ok im just jokin with ya.
StopDog put a disclaimer on the first page of the thread and one is no drunk contact with T.