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hey MKAC your new baby is so adorable .i like the name spice

i think today will be a good day to hide in my craft room and write in my journal. i am so not wanting to deal with people includingmy husband. i hope he wont get mad if i tell him i don't want to go out to dinner tonight. i just don't

Hi. I loved these books and have my towel ready. Do you think we can ride on a ship with improbability drive? Would love to visit the restaurant at the end of the universe.

Morning Palski and anywhere is better then here today!

can we all just hide today and be safe and ok with us. i just really need to feel safe today and i don't

Good mining! Lola feel better! Stay In bed!!

((( Lola ))) - Hope you feel better real soon.

((( granite ))) - Hiding sounds like a good plan for today.

My daughter is finally coming home from her trip. I will be at the school in 45 minutes waiting to see her and hold her in my arms. I missed her SO MUCH. I can't wait to see her and know that she is ok. If she feels up to it, I'm going to take her out to lunch so she can tell me all about her trip. If she's not up to it, then we'll just snuggle on the couch and chillax. Either way, she'll be home. And that makes things ok.

Granite - hiding sounds good to me too... I am hiding in my office at work right now.

i'm in my craft room. i would opt for under the desk so no one will bother you sconnie

Crud... crud... crud...
I am hungover and feel myself tumbling into bad places... fits of crying everytime I think about how long it took to feel safe being open with t and how in 10 minutes of a session that all went away... I am crying because it no longer feels safe to to talk to t about one of my biggest issues....
Can I go hide under a rock for about a year? Please?

LC - hope you feel better.

Granite - time alone can be useful. I don't think it is always great though if it is being used to reinforce the ideas that you are bad or everyone in the world is going to hurt you.

MKAC - what do you have against camels and rhinos?

Sconnie - perhaps you could look at this differently? Like an opportunity to explain to someone with other views why yours are just as valid? Just because you and a therapist do not agree does not mean telling the woman about it is not safe. She cannot make you do anything you don't want, she should be respectful even if she disagrees, and you get the chance to clarify your position. Not defend it = you do not have to defend anything, but to explain to someone else can help clarify it to yourself.

And of course I am going to have to add in do not publicly contact anyone about the therapist while under the influence.

sconnie i am sorry this has been so devistating to you. i do get the wanting to hide forever and feeling so scared and alone. like everything you thought was wrong. i hope when you see your T next you will be able to share how this all made you feel so bad

I just want to sit here awhile and forget about T yesterday.

Bleah. Fought with my husband on the way to work even though I knew he was really depressed, but I just get SO SICK of his denial of reality and refusal to actually go to therapy and/or address anything. He started acting like his issues with our daughter are some new, sudden thing and things are just worse between them all of a sudden. NO, you delusional ****er, this is not sudden and things are not suddenly worse! You ignored her feelings for years until she gave up talking to you, and now that things are slightly better and you are actually having some positive interaction with her, she feels like it might be productive to tell you how ****ing annoying and hurtful you are to her!

I was already upset, and then, like an idiot, ignored a trigger warning on a thread on here and ended up in the bathroom puking. Sigh. Thinking about leaving work for the day already.

Do you ever wish you could see t the day after a bad session for the sole purpose of t seeing the therapy hangover you have?

MKAC you can come hide with sconnie ,nelli ,and myself. but no promises that we will all be crapping rainbows at all.

oh and back away from the post,reading it will not help

OMG YES. kind of like ....see you do affect me

Ok so my back hurts and I have kept nothing down for 10 hrs. I feel awful, I want fenegren. When do I call the doctor?

Have you tried calling and asking for another appointment?
I did it once and it was not terrible.

I don't know what fenegren is, but dehydration would not be good. Why not call dr and see?

i would say now would be a good time Lola. they can give you something to help stop the vomiting. as far as you grand getting over it in 6 hrs great .but you are not as young as her kids are way more resilient. why suffer go get something to help

Anyone home?

granite congrats on winning !

I'm here .i won !!!! wow. how are you chica

Okay.... just keep dwelling on my last session ...and just one small piece of it

you want to talk about it a bit before your lunch is over.whats got ahold of your head???