Couch 54, Where Are You?

Dang...the couch adds about 20 pages since yesterday afternoon. I got through about 5 pages (playing catch up), but then realized I would not be able to catch up before heading to the senior place (they called last night and asked if I could work today...I told them I had C in the afternoon and would have to leave by 2...she said that was better than nothing and she would take it). Yay...more money to get me through the summer.

Have T tomorrow...have a couple journal entries to share and talk about (where I was pissed at my mom or dad last week). Never used the journal approach before, so it should be a new experience for me. It kept me from obsessing though and sending T multiple emails of my feelings and thoughts as I got uspset or angry. I'm sure that was easier on her.

Wiki...I'm sorry you had to deal with the asshole lady. You deserve better than that. Don't let it upset you too much...just remember that she's a ***** and will get what's coming to her eventually.

Well...I need to get dressed and eat before heading off to work.

I'll try to catch up on the couch later.

I hope everyone has a decent day.

I really tire of people protecting the adults in these situations. Adults have choices, children don't. If I piss off 30 people, and save one child, it's worth it.

Squirrel, I know I have said this already, but it's worth re-saying. I am so impressed by your "go out an do it" attitude. So many people find excuses about why they can't make it work, and here you are pinning together odds and ends jobs and being self-supportive. If I was your parent, I would be SO FREAKING PROUD of you. You are amazing.

MKAC, I'm glad your approach has worked in some cases.

And Wiki, I hear you about being tired of people protecting the adults. Considering I was abused by my parents, I would have wished someone would have stood up to them and shown them that what they were doing was harmful. To this day, my mom doesn't take ownership of her role - it was "what people did back then" and it was "ok" and it was "because I deserved it".

Morning already?

ugggg ...... I slept like crap and had a dream about staying at a motel in the middle of nowhere and getting into a fight with the manager of the built in Mcdonalds as he couldnt get my order correct. He even grabbed grass from outside and tried to place it on my sandwich .... what the hell? Man my dreams are jacked latley.

LC - or maybe your unconscious just wants you to add more vegetables to your diet.

And I lost the battle to not add in general:
Lies, damned lies, and statistics.

SD.... you would be proud, I have been trading in a potato for broccoli when I eat out now. In my dream I called the cops as I was gonna ring this dudes neck. I ordered a sausage mcmuffin with egg and I got 3 hamburger patties no top bun and pickles. WTH?

Wiki.... I love you too, no matter who you are...

Good morning, couch peeps! Had to run from the computer for a bit.....

I have an assignment today for a couple hours...and another one on Thursday for 3 hours. Not enough hours. But other assignments might come up during the week. We'll see.

I won't be working tomorrow or Wednesday cuz I'll be taking my daughter and niece to a One Direction concert tomorrow night, and then my niece will be sleeping over and spending the day with us at the pool on Wednesday. Should be a fun time for the girls.

I decided I'm not cancelling my T session tomorrow morning. Last session, T revisited the rupture we had and shared his perspective....and I totally got the vibe that he feels like he is not going to be useful to me anymore. My plan is to revisit the rupture from my perspective and have us try to come up with a mutual understanding of things. I can then decide after tomorrow's session whether or not I will keep or cancel my Thursday session. It may not be necessary since we're holding off on trauma work til he gets back from his vacation.

Lots of plans for this week, which is a good thing.

Hope everyone has a great Monday!

not so sure i want stop to be messing with many power tools .i like her and want her around .now that seems like a dangerous situation.(flashes back to blow torches)

I love using my blow torch.

Took my kids to a playground and they ask to go within 20mins of getting there.. WTH is wrong with my kids? I usually have to pull them off of the playground after like 40 mins!

I have never used a blow torch!

healed, you were in my dream last night. LOL. You kept flipping your pony tail in my face for some reason and walking off. It was a really weird dream and I have no idea why you just randomly appeared.

I love blow torches and I agree SD is accident prone so should avoid anything that would cost long term body damage.

Healed was it hot outside?

Blow torching is super fun. I recommend it.
I am not accident prone. I am a victim of accidents. They seek me out.

mkac.. that is too funny! Sorry about my pony tail

I suppose, already 80 degrees out by 9am!

Spoken like a true attorney, Ill need an expert witness.... can the W testify?

Did I tell anybody that I told T on Friday (finally) the other trauma that happened to me when I was a child? I did, that is one of the reasons why we went over on time. And it must be one of the reasons why I really, really, want to talk to him today. I have swung from I am too needy, too burdensome for him, to too yucky to talk to him ever again and wanting to cancel our next appointment.. To, I need to talk to him RIGHT NOW!

No. Partner privilege.
Which is good because she keeps hiding my power tools and becomes slightly unhinged when I try new and exciting things.

but in the end the outcome is still the same lol just be safe .speaking of ... how are you healing.you have not spoke of your injuries lately .i hope it is do to the fact that your body has finely got with the program

So how did this make you feel ? LOL

Mostly all fine now.
Did you all see the bike helicopter experiment? I so want one of those.

Perplexed. It made me feel perplexed. It was sort of "what the hell, Healed? I'm just standing here." And then, "why is Healed here? Doesn't she live in a different state?" Followed by, "she's wearing that exact same outfit as in that photo she posted on PC that one time. That's funny."