Couch 54, Where Are You?

Well at least you didn't get angry and want to pummel her....

I LOVE my blow torch. I use it to fire my jewelry. Oh the power of flame! More power...grunt!

I like the skill saw too, and my palm sander. Oh, and my sewing machine. (yes it is a power tool!)

This entire statement scares me.... especially the word experiment.

WIKI WIKI WIKI . i see you are so so hurt by these ugly people and i am sorry. i so wish that someone could just put that woman in her place and say f.u.c.k being the bigger person. sounds like she exists on others being the better person. but all thins i bet makes no difference to how you are feeling inside. you don't need to do that to yourself.you are not that person this ugly person made you feel like and you do not deserve to be punished for there ignorance at all. you are not stupid at all you have a speech problem thats all . i have no idea at all how frustrating and hard that must be to live with. but if it is anything like being vertically challenged it has got to be hurtful and miserable.
i am only 4ft 8in tall and have lived my whole life with others mocking me , making fun of me, bullying me, laughing at me. you would think as i got older this would change as the people who would do this would have been older but nope .they will still laugh as i walk by ,say rude things and so on.and it is hurtful and will still make me cry. it is hard and i am so so sorry for all the ignorance in this word WIKI you are loved .

now off my soap box and let me at the A.S.S of those who hurt my bestie

Lol, which is funny, b/c the only picture I think I have ever posted here (although, I could be wrong) was of me and my kiddos at Easter time and hair was too short for a pony tail long enough to annoy you, lol!!! Have I posted more than one pic here? I can't remember!

I should be cleaning, but I am having major stomach/intestinal issues this morning. It's anxiety. So far nothing has stayed down. Right now I am sipping ginger tea. Eff the housework, it will still be there later.

My pastor called to check in with me about yesterday's event. I was honest with him, but for some reason I feel like I am being petty and mean by complaining about fat ***. I mentioned my concern about her daughter being off with that guy, and he was very concerned as well. He said "I specifically told J (the mother) to keep the girls in her sight at all times." Finally I told him that I was hurt by something I overheard. He was very caring and loving. He is going to call the woman and confront her about the kid, and he wants to bring up her attitude towards me.

Wiki.. what a wonderful pastor you have!

Its been a long time since any pics were posted of us....
I got a new one of my awesome scar .... of course I'm gonna make up a really cool story as to how it happened!

Wiki... I am glad your pastor is gonna talk with her, almost as good as getting her arse Kicked.... a little religious guilt from the man!

kind of think some arse kicking is still necessary. just to bring the message home

well granite, Wiki isn't gonna do it and she refuses to give up any personal info, cause Id swing by pick you up and pay that B it ch a visit.... so this will have to do.

If you mess with a cushion you get the whole Damn Sofa!

healed

good work taking another leap of faith...

Ha ha ha...this made me laugh really loud. I scared the dogs! But ain't it the truth? We are a protective lot, aren't we?

Heck yeah we are..... that's what friends are for. IRL or Online a connection is a connection.

You know...I just need to clarify something.

I don't normally have issues with overweight people...heck, I'm a bit hefty myself. I apologize for calling her a fat a ss. I was hurt and am hurt. It really has nothing to do with her weight, it has to do with her selfishness and cruelty. I hate that her daughters are so large, I hate it for THEM, not me. She and her husband eat terribly, and it sux that those young girls have to go thru teasing and humiliation because their parents have no self restraint. I know people who are overweight who eat healthy and exercise and do everything in their power to keep the weight off. I know that people come in EVERY shape and size. This family is their size because they each eat enough for 4 or 5 people. No lie.

I agree with Wiki, Im overweight too and meant nothing by the comments, other then to express my anger and verbally hurt her like she hurt you. The weight comments were below the belt and I apologize if it offended anyone.

We have a hawks nest in our yard, and the babies are getting really loud. They have the most adorable call. It tugs at my heart when I hear them!

That is the one I was referring to, and I guess in my brain, your hair has grown and you have not cut it. LOL

I'm happy our hawks did not return this year... I got tired of all the swooping down to catch critters and the dead carcasses I kept finding in the yard... I think they were hawks..at least thats what my H said they were/

eta: all the baby bunnies are safe!

hmmm...they must leave their carcasses in the woods, because I never find any.

Today is my 2 year anniversary of being on PC....

its sort of depressing to me becaue that means that I've been in some type of T with no more that 2 months of breaks for 2 1/2 years... was hoping for more progress...

my T told me right from the beginning that T may take some time

(((Ready))) Congrats on your 2 yr badge!
I've got my 3 yr coming up next week. What's that make me?

I have different expectations of me than I think others should have of themselves.

Granite my T told me that too... didn't matter I expected myself to have dealt with everything in 6 months... that was my original deadline... "readytostop" picked the name because I was ready to stop therapy... my first post was "how do you know you are done with therapy" and basically how do you know if your T is telling you the truth or just out for your money?

Well then, congrats for figuring out that you WEREN'T ready to stop. And you went back to that T and gave him a shot. You've also gone from always hating your H to at times tolerating him, even to the point of appreciating him a few times. I know you still have work to do in therapy, but is it an option to take the 2 yr. mark to notice how much things have changed rather than how much they haven't?

((((ready)))) I see good things happening with you.