Couch 56...Getting Back to our roots

I haven't watched Inspector morse for a while. I'll put it on my playlist. Thanks Hanks!

I love British mysteries----and when I've watched one enough, I start checking out the settings, details etc.............................(BritMystArt?)
Think I'll watch one tonight...
Lovely moon of the walk home.

Oh, they have a new one of how he started out, the series is called Endeavor. Maybe it hasnt reached Yurtville yet. You will lurve it!!!

I had a car yesterday and caught the moonrise, so huge, it was so neat!!

Good luck!

Who are you reading?

Not reading, watching. Unlike other people i read horror and watch murder mysteries.

I fell asleep at 8pm but my H woke me up at midnight and now I can't go back to sleep. I guess I could clean or something...

I miss Chopin99.

I write such rubbish sometimes.

Stupid effing transference, I thought I was over it. Just coming home from the beach and have to pass T's office. He normally works till 8pm on Wednesdays, well it was a bit past 6 pm and the place was dark and his car not there. I feel cut because he told me he was heavily booked for the next 4 weeks which is why he couldn't squeeze me in. I feel neglected and ignored and all sorts of things I can't work out. Logic tells me he maybe sick, his family maybe sick, an emergency happened etc. I feel a bit betrayed and lied to.

Good morning all...

Good luck today Lola, I'll be thinking of you.

Working at the wildlife clinic today, then I have the kid this afternoon. I am a bit worried because I feel shaky and nervous this morning, that's usually the sign of a bad day.

Good luck today, Lola!!! I am spending another morning at school, then meeting a friend for lunch so our kids can play. I really wish I had made to appointments with t this week! One for the day that we went to the spot and one to talk about it! I don't, I don't see him until Tuesday of a next week!

Good mooning Lola! I hope your day turns out to be a good one!!

Morning couch.

Just checking in before heading to work with my dad this morning. Hopefully he will "behave himeself" as my T would put it and not make any comments. Then I have C this afternoon. Busy day.

Almost the end of summer. Where did the time go? I go back to work on Aug. 12th. Kids go back the 14th. Less than a month. Wow.

Lola, good luck at the new job today.

Well, I am off. I hope everyone has a good day.

wow squirrel...that's early. Kids here don't start school until Sept...right after Labor Day.

Hope everyone has a good day.

Healed....call T and see if he can squeeze you in! It doesn't hurt to ask...if he has receptionist...ask for a call back...and ask him directly....

good luck lola

ok got my first e-bill today and my cable/internet is 225.00 WTF? 25 bucks in taxes and 20 in hidden fees.... seriously? NOT what I signed up for.... Ill be calling those guys. Goodbye hi speed internet and 1 million channels, it was fun while it lasted.

Holy crap that is a lot! That has got to be a mistake or something Lola!!

I know right..... ok seriously? I hate paying my own bills...... uggggg

ok off to get ready for work.

omg Lola...that's awful. Remember when tv used to be free? When cable first came out, my dad wanted it so he could watch sports and my mom said "who would pay for tv? That's ridiculous!" Well, guess what mom?

Sorry about last night wiki... Tmi and all...I have it all locked down and under control

Lola...good luck at the new office.

Off to work myself.

((( Healed ))) - I can imagine how much got stirred up for you and how next Tuesday feels like an eternity. I hope you're able to reach out to T to see if he can fit you in some time this week - or that you can apply some strategies to get through the time.

((( Wiki ))) - Sorry you're feeling so nervous. I hope it doesn't translate to a bad day and that you can turn those feelings around somehow.

((( Lola ))) - YIKES! That's a huge cable bill! When TV's went from analog to digital, that's when we stopped watching regular TV. I've never paid a cable bill ever....and I constantly get offers for $89.99/month for cable/phone/internet combo. Sometimes even $79.99. My daughter sooooo wants us to do it, but I can't afford to add another bill right now. So, we have no TV, no home phone and I use my neighbor's wifi. We live a sheltered life, LOL.

((( BPA ))) - I'm sorry you feel triggered by T not being there. I can relate to those feelings. What I try to do is separate the history that I have with T that shows me that he is caring and trustworthy, from the feelings that I'm having which may be based solely on my perception, stirred up by things that happened in the past. Last week, there was a scheduling mix-up, and my session was "given away" to someone else - after me not seeing T since the end of June. I felt devastated, let down, unimportant, insignificant, etc. Even though I still feel angry and upset about it, I know that T was not intentionally trying to harm me. I wonder if your T had other obligations and wasn't at the office. He'd still be booked and unavailable, just not with clients.