Couch 56...Getting Back to our roots

i so totally love you wiki!!! right now i am very angry and completely out of controle and will say horrible things so better to keep it all to mmyself . i did pm you

Dammit chickie...SAY HORRIBLE THINGS! Go ahead, let it out! Just don't focus them on anyone here...talk evil about your mother...call her bad names...cuss your t out. Whatever you need chickie.

I think I married a perpetual 12year old boy.... How did I not see it?

Positive note...typically 12year olds don't harm people on purpose and if you enjoy slapstick humor they can be funny.

ha ha ha ha Ready...aren't they all perpetually 12?
My h still laughs at a potty joke.

Yeah... But imagine if u were married now to your 6th grade crush exactly like he was in 6th grade... Ughhh...

Sadie just ate 4 hummingbird cupcakes. Grrrrrr. That's what I get for leaving them on the counter. I only made a dozen. Thankfully there was no chocolate involved.

ya right that would go over well here.

I hear ya, RTS. I remember saying a number of times that when I first got together with my exH, I was 18 and he was 29 - but acted the same age as me. I then grew up and evolved - and he hadn't.

Sorry you're in a bad place, granite. (( HUGS ))

Well, I went to group and saw T for the first time in about a month. Wasn't very eventful for me. He said something that caused me to want to lash out - and I voiced that. It was the only thing I said for the entire session. Just felt....I dunno....silent.....*sigh*

I feel totally silent at the moment as well....and that's not a good sign for me. It's a sign of the beginning of the sinking. I should DO something - reach out to a friend, or whatnot. Maybe I'll go mow the lawn. In a lot of pain, but it needs to be mowed. That's something, right?

thanks MUE for seeing me .it is funny how we have gotten to know each other .thanks for being there. i hope your group goes ok

oops sorry we posted at the same time

Hello to everyone. Was trying to post a funny to cheer everyone up and the forum went nuts and rearranged my post and lost the pic. I give up, can join the joy division on the couch?

Well...I messagened the special ed. guidance counselor today on FB. She's over all the TA's, so I wanted to voice my preferences for next school year if I don't find a teaching job by then. I asked to be back in the autistic room. I enjoyed it in there last year and would really like to work in there again. The guidance counselor likes me, so she will usually try to honor my requests if she can. She also said she would try not to schedule me for a bus if she could help it, so I could work with C in the mornings. I love that she is trying to work with me to make me happy.

I had a horrible supper. I ate 1/2 a cantaloupe. I should probably try to eat something else as well, but I don't know what.

I'll try to pop back in later tonight. I hope everyone is having a good evening.

OMG Aren't families funny. I just read on the news that my ex-SIL father died of cancer. He was an archaeologist. All these years I never knew he had cancer.

Lecturers are still on strike and refusing to release our results.

Hi Felix!

Hi Winter!

Some people may say that summer is only half way through! I say, holy crap summer is half way done!!!!! This what happens when I go in freak out mode! It is also a great way to distract me from my feelings!!!ImageUploadedByTapatalk1374622269.576669.jpg

On another note.. I really need my own work space, with like a desk! My bed just isn't cutting it!

Apparently a "defective title" isn't as bad as it sounds. There might be expenses later (when we come to sell), but we'll face that when we come to it. So now I'm feeling hopeful again.

The roller-coaster ride of buying a house.

That sounds promising, CE!

((( Granite )))

I hope you're able to work through the anger that you're feeling in a productive way. If not, just *****in on the couch may help!

I mowed my front lawn...and right in the middle of it, I was attacked by a savage beast and my leg was mauled....ok, well, not quite....I did get bit or stung by something and OMG, my calf is on FIRE. It happened early on while I was mowing - I felt the sting or bite or whatever it was - but couldn't see what did it.....and just kept on mowing while my leg was throbbing and burning.

I see a hole and a lump...and have ice on it at the moment. I have no idea what else I'm supposed to do. Add to that, the lawnmower kept pooping out on me because the grass was so high. I can't do the back lawn right now. I just can't.

I may even ask someone for help or hire someone to mow my lawn. I just can't do it.

You could write him a letter, eg:

Hi T!

Since I saw you last I have ...
I am continuing my therapy ...
When I look back on our time together I feel ...

All the best,
Wiki.

A simple, factual letter such as you might write to an uncle.