[AllyIsHopeful]

Currently feeling overwhelmed and alone. I haven't been able to breathe right all day because of anxiety. I also sort of feel attacked, judged, and alone. I hate the quality I have that wants to "protect" vulnerable people because it ends up hurting me. Don't know what to do about it. I feel like I'm doing the right thing by using my voice to stand up for others, but others make me feel bad for it. I don't know whether to be proud of myself and not let other people get to me (which I struggle with) or to hate myself.

Just ranting.

[snarkydaddy]

starting to feel empty
have not felt this in a while...
do not have the means to deal with this right now.

I need to be still

lonely and sad and tired.

shut down...and not entirely sure its a bad thing....

[always_wondering]

Not happy

Originally Posted by Hopelessly Hopeful

...I don't know whether to be proud of myself and not let other people get to me (which I struggle with) or to hate myself.

Standing up for others is courageous. Standing up for what you think is right even when you stand alone is honorable.

[anna_goth27]

Feeling horribly guilty and conflicted and frustrated and stressed out. One part tells me to keep my job, my other part says I ought to pass it off because I will not feel at peace because its not fair that I am getting to keep my job but my coworker is getting laid off. I feel like it may be partly my fault they dont want her anymore. I feel horrible.

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[Yearning0723]

Miserable because T doesn't love me...(okay, this is me being incredibly melodramatic; let's try this again.)

Miserable because T has boundaries.

Miserable because I can't always get what I want.

Miserable because I know I can do this alone but why should I HAVE to? I've been alone all my life. Why does she think it would ruin me to have a little tiny bit of what everyone else has?

[Petra5ed]

Like a nut job. But an aware nut job.

[RTerroni]

Between a Rock and a Hard Place

Sad...disappointed in many people....over tired....

[willowbrook]

Trying to absorb happiness through others at the moment, because I have none of my own.

[someone321]

Really, really good I had my first classes with students and it went better than I'd ever expect - they understood, were interested, asked questions etc.
In addition, everyday for the whole week I put in "DailyMood" at least "good" mood (and I'm not cheating), so it's my own record

[PabstBlueRibbon]

Anxious, stressed out, hyper

[RTerroni]

Pretty good after a great Therapy session today.

[healingme4me]

Looks like it's a therapy week, weather dependent.

I'm feeling alright. Will be an interesting session, as much has transpired, since the last session. He doesn't even know, yet, that air travel occurred, not on my end, but bet he'll be surprised.

Need, to discuss, what ended up happening, at work, since last I'd seen him, I was going into a weekend of not knowing, why I was having a meeting.

Then, there's the exh issues, that arose, last week.

Might, as well, get a therapy pov, on supporting my sons decision, yesterday.

It's actually, been quite some time, since my last therapy appointment. Mid January.

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[willowbrook]

Cr*p about sums it up. Depression is hammering me at the moment, I want to email my Pdoc an addendum to my previous notes so he knows what's going on for our next session, but I already feel like I've used up my email quota (mentally set by me, not him) and I don't want to annoy him.

[OneWorld]

Very stressed out. Life is hammering hard on me right now.

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[anna_goth27]

Stressed out and panicky and angry and I just wish there was an easy and simple solution to all of it. Also feeling a slight tinge of jealousy and loneliness.

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I'm finally starting to feel human again. The last two months have been hellish. My pdoc seems to have finally found the right combination of meds to kick this episode out. Thank goodness. I am so blessed to have a pdoc committed to helping me feel well. He just hangs in there with me every step of the way.

[Leah123]

Pissed. I've been trying to make lemonade out of life's lemons, til it feels like it's acid raining lemon juice. I need to relocate, preferably out of this universe.

[pinkbutterfly]

been feeling quite a bit of hopelessness lately...and yeah...totally hopeless...have a hard time seeing how this can ever get better.

[Amandasmom]

Feel like crap. Hate my job but the benefits are fantastic. Don't know what to do.

[Yearning0723]

Guilty. Sad. Overwhelmed. Exhausted. Needing to spend my next session crying hysterically and having T comfort me. I won't and she won't. Reality bites.

Tired and overwhelmed

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