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#526
Jan 22, 2014, 06:51 PM
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Survived the dentist today. I think I'm getting good at overcoming things that were once enormous phobias, because it really wasn't so bad—and thank goodness for that as I have another appointment next week. My poor teeth from all the years I skipped check ups though.
 I wish I had nice teeth.Just one more week to go before my next appointment with T. She said she'd try to be in touch with me at some point while she's overseas, but I guess that hasn't been possible. |
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#527
Jan 22, 2014, 07:00 PM
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I'm alright though ready to see my T. 2 more days.
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
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#528
Jan 22, 2014, 07:01 PM
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Currently in pain with stomach cramps, not sure what from. Apart from that just finishing up some journaling for my Pdoc, and feeling like I'm an annoying, over prattling twit.
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Diagnosis: Complex-PTSD, MDD with Psychotic Fx, Residual (Borderline) PD Aspects, ADD, GAD with Panic Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa currently in partial remission. Treatment: Psychotherapy Mindfulness 
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| Aloneandafraid, Lamplighter
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#529
Jan 22, 2014, 10:32 PM
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Feeling lonely, totally lost, and sui. Just another day really.
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___________________________________ "Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!" --John Irving "What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step." --C.S. Lewis |
| Aloneandafraid, Anonymous32735, Anonymous35535, Anonymous59898, bounceback, growlycat, Lamplighter, misskrome, ready2makenice
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#530
Jan 22, 2014, 11:44 PM
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Numb just completely numb and a mute :|
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| Aloneandafraid, Anonymous32735, Anonymous35535, Lamplighter
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#531
Jan 23, 2014, 05:22 PM
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How rare, to not fill up the minutes of a session? By the time I got there, all that needed resolution, from previous time, was resolved. Focus, came down to work, needing to assert more, with my boss, as I've a Monday morning meeting with her, but clearly, it's a matter, that could wait, as due to timing, this meeting has been in the works for nearly two Weeks. Real important matters, are discussed openly and more timely. There is a retirement ahead, from someone, my gut says, this retirement is involved....and my career path, here, is falling in line, with that...
Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
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#533
Jan 24, 2014, 12:17 AM
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Frustrated, stressed, volunteer work related stuff that's turned into a temporary nightmare (I do online advocacy work for organ donor awareness). My Pdoc is enjoying a well deserved break, and I'm not seeing him again for another 2 weeks, and this is the first time I've felt like, "BUT I WANNA SEE HIM NOW!!!"
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Diagnosis: Complex-PTSD, MDD with Psychotic Fx, Residual (Borderline) PD Aspects, ADD, GAD with Panic Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa currently in partial remission. Treatment: Psychotherapy Mindfulness
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| Aloneandafraid, Anonymous32735, Anonymous35535, Lamplighter
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#534
Jan 24, 2014, 01:34 AM
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Procrastinated a little too much today, and it's not the end of the world for me. Tomorrow begins a new day.
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| Aloneandafraid, Lamplighter
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#535
Jan 24, 2014, 01:42 AM
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weepy, frustrated, sad, lonely, pathetic.
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INFP Introvert(67%) iNtuitive(50%) iNtuitive Feeling(75%) Perceiving(44)% |
| Aloneandafraid, Anonymous32735, Anonymous35535, Anonymous43209, Lamplighter
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#536
Jan 30, 2014, 02:58 AM
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I need to work on my project, and I stayed up tonight to do it and I haven't. Oh well, I will be working overtime for the rest of the week to meet my deadline. I am having to much time hanging out with friends. I went to dinner with friends and my kid on Tuesday @7:45. We didn't get home until after midnight. I had a dinner date last might, amd a breakfast date in a few hours No project work that evening, or today because I was to tired. Tonight I'm on PC, and I have a Friday deadline for the initial phase. Grrrrrr! I will not beat myself up. Yea for me! Not new doing — procrastination, just new thinking. I'm not bad.
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#537
Jan 30, 2014, 10:36 PM
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I don't know....sad,lonely,confused,tired and aching!!!
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| Anonymous32735, Anonymous35535, Lamplighter
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#538
Feb 01, 2014, 03:56 PM
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struggling and feeling alone...
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| Aloneandafraid, bounceback, Lamplighter
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#539
Feb 01, 2014, 04:31 PM
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Whatever went on, in my head, up to and through t and pdoc appointments, is not there. Sense of relief
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#540
Feb 01, 2014, 05:54 PM
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I feel awful.
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| Lamplighter, lightcatcher, thestarsaregone
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#541
Feb 01, 2014, 07:47 PM
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Disappointed and lost. I seldom reach out to T these days, but I did last week and I've not heard back. I tried to make it clear at the end of my last appointment that I've only got two more sessions with her and she just said "oh, so that will be your last session?"
Yes. That will be my last session. |
| Lamplighter, lightcatcher, thestarsaregone
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#542
Feb 01, 2014, 11:19 PM
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I've had it with just about everyone.
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#543
Feb 01, 2014, 11:31 PM
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Tired. Drained. Grateful and yet hating therapy. Looking forward to and yet dreading my next appointment on Monday (we've been working through some very hard things). Wondering when I will finally be better and "over" all this junk.
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HazelGirl PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg |
| Anonymous32735, Freewilled, Lamplighter, Leah123, thestarsaregone
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#545
Feb 02, 2014, 12:54 AM
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Quote:
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#546
Feb 02, 2014, 01:08 AM
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I am feeling better after two weeks of being sui.
I am feeling ashamed for ending up on the psych floor. I see my therapist on Tuesday and am dreading it. I wished when I get to her office I could just be sucked up into a vortex. Also I have to talk to her about two situations where I felt she was making fun of me. |
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#547
Feb 02, 2014, 04:10 AM
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Quote:
Frost is my favorite poet.
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"Well-behaved women seldom make history." - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich  I sometimes lapse into moments of temporary lucidity.   
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#549
Feb 02, 2014, 02:56 PM
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Ready to take on the day's challenges. Bring it on!
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| Lamplighter, ready2makenice, thestarsaregone
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#550
Feb 02, 2014, 03:28 PM
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I'm really good!
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| Lamplighter, misskrome, ready2makenice, thestarsaregone
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