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#778
May 08, 2014, 06:00 AM
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Recent situations mixed with a couple realizations and 2 medication changes have me feeling very physically ill. I can't shake the feeling of needing to sleep for 90 hours straight.
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#779
May 08, 2014, 06:03 AM
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#780
May 08, 2014, 06:38 AM
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Alright. Need to address my worries about how to cover this topic.
How do I explain, well, after years of therapy and self help, I decided, let no decision be about another, let it be about myself? I cannot, fathom, putting the burden of decisions on others. For instance, if I say my motivation to do something is about another, and that didn't work out, then is there a lifetime of regret? Why is such a concept difficult for others to comprehend? When i divorced, it was for me. When I moved here, well hand was forced, so I can, at times push responsibility onto another, even if ultimately, my responsibility. Sooooo....when I started considering relocation, I personally decided to make it about me. Could be ingrained mindset from years where i online migrated from... Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
| Aloneandafraid, Anonymous100144, Wren_
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#781
May 09, 2014, 08:32 AM
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Lonely and invisible. Am I still alive?
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#783
May 09, 2014, 03:45 PM
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I feel ready,,to speak freely, with GAL when time comes. She has until my mom's birthday. My anxiety, overall feels at bay. Minus a couple moments here and there. Hey, could be physiological, after all. Even as teen, logically, that was post a spine injury, the palpitations.
After giving my sh//si years consideration, revelation through this personal stage with my own relocation request, stands to reason, I felt unheard, unacknowledged, and left alone, teen ideologies dashed. I get what happened. It wasn't in a vacuum. SA was a combination mind you, the physical effects of a spine injury combined with a high stress situation. I,,without addressing Sunday, feel ready to embrace the day, and address what emotions may come my way. I'm getting, what's going on socially with me, as well. The good and the bad. Oh, pushing beyond the 'pop', where psyche is concerned. My confidence, is at an all time high. Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
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#784
May 09, 2014, 07:00 PM
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Going out again tonight with a friend of mine, we will see how it goes- I have had some difficulties with him as of recently but we went out last night and it went well.
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#785
May 10, 2014, 12:05 AM
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Have not written here in awhile. Thinga are really quite pleasant. Im getting a handle on this transference thing. Understanding why I am hooked on my T. Now, that I understand why im attached, irs time to figure out how to get on with life without security of T.
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#787
May 10, 2014, 12:32 PM
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Sleepy, physically tired, angry, alone, saddled with responsibilities.
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| Aloneandafraid, RTerroni, tametc
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#788
May 10, 2014, 11:42 PM
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I'm in the burbs, of the impoverished area, dad grew up. Actually, went to school over there 2.5 years...one was public, I had a confrontation over a Charlie horse on the court, landed with gum in my hair after she and i face to face, our sister teammates cheering us on...i was ready to slug it out...
So, when my teacher, first year here, asked wasn't i scared? Ummm, no...impoverished Maine city, and Daddy had quite a rep, with his fam here...it was east v North on that one.. By the time I'd gotten to my 'city', when jaws dropped for surviving it down here...yeah  told dad, if i stay, it's up there....don't worry, violence nothing like down here...Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
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#789
May 11, 2014, 12:08 AM
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Ambivalent, as always. I wish I wasn't so mixed up about everything. I wish I could talk to T without being so random and directionless and indecisive. I feel like a ****ing weathervane.
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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#792
May 11, 2014, 08:09 AM
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Feeling like life is short.
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#793
May 11, 2014, 09:46 AM
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well Im really upset and cranky today no Ill rephrase that Im mad I lost my casual job yep that girl that had been giving me a hard time at work finely got her way
. Every day she bagged me to the boss said I wasnt doing my job and been bit**y behind her back and yes I did stand up to her but always too her face. Not behind her back. If anyone was been nasty behind someones back it was her. Ive heard her many times saying nasty spiteful stuff about myself (she didnt know I was there) and others like shes going to get rid of those she doesnt want there including the bosses daughter in law saying stuff when she went on her brake like I bet shell go inside and eat 3 big macs , a family pizza for snack the fat F' n b**ch.  Im so upset and angry as well cause the boss doesnt see it. The boss thinks shes lovely (vomit)Ive got to pick my pay and return my shirt on friday I want to tell my ex boss exactly whats happening and what shes said about everyone including her daughter in law. I dont want to work there after whats happened but I think she has a right to know and it may protect the other girls that work there. I like them. Should I say something or just let it go ???  Some advice would be appriciated thanks SC |
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#795
May 11, 2014, 12:33 PM
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I'm actually feeling ok so far. I guess I could have felt worse (like around two days ago-that was pretty bad). However, from past experiences, I can't say that this would last very long...
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#796
May 11, 2014, 01:39 PM
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#797
May 11, 2014, 01:42 PM
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Haven't been this low in awhile. I think the husbeast was nervous about leaving me today but I gave him concert tickets for a birthday gift so he had to go.
Sent from my Kindle Fire HDX using Tapatalk |
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#798
May 11, 2014, 03:30 PM
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Low and distressed at the moment. I had a horrible day, sometimes I can't deal with my new routine and feel I'm just too far away from my home city and out of place. Then I panick. Hopefully it's a phase.
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#799
May 11, 2014, 03:51 PM
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May 11, 2014, 05:54 PM
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"Well-behaved women seldom make history." - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich  I sometimes lapse into moments of temporary lucidity.   
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