Sad. Struggling. Lost. Stuck. Alone.

Pretty "breezy" right now.

[DelusionsDaily]

Relieved and hopeful.

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[Aloneandafraid]

Originally Posted by Mastodon

Sad. Struggling. Lost. Stuck. Alone.

Sorry to hear this. Keep strong. I too am feeling this - it's hard. Thinking of you.

[BlessedRhiannon]

Guilty. Oh so guilty! Session today was rough and brought up lots of feelings of guilt. Fighting urges to engage in not-so-healthy coping behaviors. Waiting on a call back from T.

[Patagonia]

The gunk under the pond skum

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sad lonly confused...

Not really a good way to start the weekend

I feel pretty good today. Had a nice, productive day.

[Rzay4]

Upset and yucky like a dirty little puddle.

[Karrebear]

anxious. and a little hurt

lonely and sad. Endings are hard.

[Freewilled]

Needy....which makes me feel like a bad person. Ashamed - like I should be stronger, better, more adult-like. I should have things under control but I don't I feel like I could use a shoulder to cry on - someone who won't judge me when I'm done and tell me to get it together. Someone who can accept me for me. Not for what I do to make them happy or to make them feel good about themselves.

And now after writing this out, I feel pathetic.

[AnnaBegins]

I feel itchy and uncomfortable and restless today...nothing is holding my attention for long and my mind is swirling through a million different things. Vaguely feeling sad but not enough to act on it. Faux calm before the storm perhaps...

[Purpledaze]

Glum. And insignificant.

[~EnlightenMe~]

okay like a loser needy not needy stressed humiliated fine

unworthy

[growlycat]

good for a change. Attended a fundraiser; I felt useful.

[Patagonia]

Alone. Completely alone

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unfixably broken beyond any hope of repair

[Yogix]

At one of my all time lows.

[Nightlight]

No insurance for therapy here and the government agency that contributes some of the money for my health related stuff (including therapy, Dr.'s appointments, and meds etc) called my T about my application. I have to reapply for the funding and get a Dr.'s assessment to support my application after just 10 sessions. They never have called T before and I think they will be trying to stop contributing towards my treatment. Life is hard enough. I don't want a lack of money to cause loss of the first person I've ever been attached to. Sometimes life feels cruel. I just want the chance to be a little bit better. Not feeling very happy or hopeful. I guess I'll just have to wait until my session to see if T has called them back, but I imagine she won't have had time and will try to get in touch with them during my appointment. Guess I'm still in limbo...

[Aloneandafraid]

Afraid of how I am feeling.... Very low and kind of numb. I don't know what's happening to me and I feel totally out of control. ED has gone into overdrive which is scary and I know I am harming myself beyond repair. But I don't really care.

[IndestructibleGirl]

I feel sick because I am I have a temperature and earlier my ear felt like it was about to explode. I nearly fell over getting out of bed as I was so disorientated, and I get waves of nausea. Stupid ear. I've never had an ear infection as an adult wtf?

So my boss is awesome and I love her, and she was understanding about it, but I feel so guilty because I know she will be inconvenienced by me being out sick, and I'm quite worried as well in case it affects our relationship. But I'm really not physically well. I know I'd be violently sick on the train if I attempted my two hour commute, and I know I need the emergency appointment I made with my GP this afternoon.

[Aloneandafraid]

Originally Posted by IndestructibleGirl

I feel sick because I am I have a temperature and earlier my ear felt like it was about to explode. I nearly fell over getting out of bed as I was so disorientated, and I get waves of nausea. Stupid ear. I've never had an ear infection as an adult wtf?

So my boss is awesome and I love her, and she was understanding about it, but I feel so guilty because I know she will be inconvenienced by me being out sick, and I'm quite worried as well in case it affects our relationship. But I'm really not physically well. I know I'd be violently sick on the train if I attempted my two hour commute, and I know I need the emergency appointment I made with my GP this afternoon.

Wishing you well. Take good care of yourself. Ear infections are horrible.

I'm feeling nervous today. I have T today with my newest T (this will be 6 weeks) and we are going to go over my A B C log...to talk about automatic thoughts

[DelusionsDaily]

I'm feeling quite ambitious on the therapy and job search front.

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