[RTerroni]

I just had a major blowup with my mom but I am hopeful that they day will get better.

[Rzay4]

Happy I get to see my pdoc and my T in one day

[RTerroni]

Just had another blowup and things are really bad right now, I don't know where it is going.

[BonnieJean]

Pretty bad. I don't want to have feelings anymore.

[Freewilled]

All alone. Like my problems don't matter. And like an idiot.

[Nightlight]

Not feeling good at all. Sometimes the world is a cruel place to be.

[ready2makenice]

Like I'm crashing,on emotional overload. I'm so terrified,afraid,worried,sad....I just can't do it anymore!!!

[growlycat]

angry from a coworker interaction, and over-full from over-eating my anger away

[healingme4me]

Schedule me in, for a few more decades.............

[omofca]

Messed up mentally

[RTerroni]

After a very very bad day I had almost a complete 180 turn and had one of the best nights of my life.

[tranquility84]

Mostly distracted and unconvinced that I'm getting better. Can't seem to beat the negativity of late.

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[always_wondering]

Sick, but feeling very hopeful things are stabilizing. Im not feeling as needy for therapy.

[Aloneandafraid]

Feeling gloomy. I can't do this on my own anymore.

I think my pdoc's magic finally has me back to stable.

[Raging Quiet]

I feel nausea (perhaps because I'm emotionally linked to my pregnant sister)

[healingme4me]

^^^the whole schedule me in, was more about, how ppl would naturally feel, if they say, realized that their parents didn't use the stork method, type of whoops, realized more than I needed to realize type of thing...

ok, that said; Session is this week, followed by pdoc, next week. In a little over 2 weeks time, I took to heart a couple of things, in the spirit of pondering the ponderable ponderables. The concrete was stable. It was more than a bent nail, the parquet piece had warped from some water damage. It happened on the way to the site. So, the contractor, needed to reorder the piece(s) and replace it, to lay down the floor.

So, among many topics that stand to be discussed, I know, this will be part of the session. Not certain, I'll have a complete technical explanation, yet, I am sure he can help me fill in the words.

As far as Pdoc, I'm sure Omaha, is a triggering word. I'll be gentle, with that topic. Sorry doc, there were no losers, yesterday. It stands to reason, that tremendous, record breaking season of Mannings would be tarnished if they weren't to go to the big game. For that, I'll be sure to buy my son plenty of dark blue loom bands, as he's going to make a few orange and blue bracelets. They aren't exactly, the Yankees, if you catch my drift...

[0w6c379]

I used to be able to sleep through the night....

My days get better and better, and it has made my life better and better.

[healingme4me]

Soooo ready for my session, tomorrow.

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[someone321]

It's almost 3 pm and a maybe new T hasn't still replied so I'm getting a bit anxious... But actually it doesn't matter as tomorrow I have an appointment with my current T, maybe this time it will go better...

[stopdog]

I became what for me was exceedingly emotional over a wholly unrelated topic to my love life and your response was to go get a new lover?
WTF?
I am feeling like whenever I show any emotion it is wrong and incomprehensible to others and I feel like a dupe that I tried to show the therapist.

Last time I reported in I thought I was finally stabilizing. Nevermind. I am so tired of this episode. I'm truly feeling that there is no help for me right now, that I'm going to just have to ride this one through. I just am out of the reserves to do it. This has gone on full tilt since Christmas day (Merry Christmas to me.) I'm spent.

[kimberlyapril]

I really don't know how I feel today. I quit therapy Monday night. My T told me my text was sinful and at the same time leaned forward on his sofa and thrust his arm out towards me. I quit and left there pretty fragmented, hurt, angry,and confused.
My text said, next time please tell me what a **** emrgency is. So I quit. I have seen him for almost 5 years now for trauma and abuse. I feel empty inside, but at the same time confused, and maybe a bit free as well...Thanks for asking...

[Freewilled]

Like I'm losing it. One minute I think I've somehow "solved" my problems in thought and the next, I'm dealing with Sui. Like really?? I think I need help being stable. T is always trying to get me to tell him what I neeeeeeeeeeed. Well, I need stability!