CHECK IN THREAD - How are you feeling?

SeekerOfLife · Mar 21, 2014, 03:42 PM

Still depressed. Add insomnia the last three months. And all the other issues. But I have not given up.

~EnlightenMe~ · Mar 21, 2014, 06:00 PM

((((((((((((Lamplighter)))))))))))))))))) --I hope you keep writing

I'm feeling okay, T vacations can be taxing.

whatawhat · Mar 21, 2014, 07:22 PM

I'm uneasy, scared, hopeless, sad, lost, scared (I said that twice), frustrated, and annoyed. I wish I could cry.

someone321 · Mar 22, 2014, 02:31 PM

I'm okay again

, I felt so bad after my last session that I even didn't have a courage to write here bout it but I'm back on track now. I guess it was due to being very defensive at the last session and I hated myself for that - but that's life

Mar 22, 2014, 05:19 PM

Doing really really good. Having my t here at home and spending tons and tons of time with her.

DelusionsDaily · Mar 22, 2014, 09:29 PM

Disappointed, rejected, loser-ish, confused

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healingme4me · Mar 30, 2014, 08:10 PM

Found ONE job posting, through a slew of many, that's in THIS state! Ya'll feel, I belong doing something 'more' with my intelligence?! Let's just see....

I am going to grab out my resume. Toss together a catered to cover letter. And then I am going to ask for a salary, I never thought I'd ever get to.

Then, if it's a rejection letter. I am going to let the courts know, that clearly, what I have to offer, well...I know I can be a talented, worthwhile hire.

Looking at this three pages of description...yep, btdt, yep, uh huh, check, yep, done that too, just not all combined together...

And that is me, where I stand while I wait for my next therapy session, although PDoc, may get to hear about it, tomorrow...albeit, lacking excitement in my voice. There's a cynic in me, and there's a serious reason for that.

This one has been posted since the beginning of January....

remember, I come from a culture of nepotism...

-Me

DelusionsDaily · Mar 30, 2014, 10:43 PM

Fantastic. Feeling great and working hard.

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RTerroni · Mar 31, 2014, 12:29 AM

Can't wait for tomorrow- Opening Day and Therapy Session

growlycat · Mar 31, 2014, 01:14 AM

I sleep too much on the weekends. Kicking myself now, on a Sun night for all of those things I want to accomplish.

RTerroni · Mar 31, 2014, 01:15 AM

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Originally Posted by growlycat

I sleep too much on the weekends. Kicking myself now, on a Sun night for all of those things I want to accomplish.

I sleep too much every day

growlycat · Mar 31, 2014, 01:19 AM

Work and therapy are the only events that keep me structured.

When I was freelancing I was a hot mess---worked all night till 10 am the next day then slept a couple hours until clients gave feedback or new projects.

healingme4me · Mar 31, 2014, 08:51 AM

I'm feeling that my youngest may be doing a come with to my PDoc's today. So far, he is holding down a cake pop. And a lollipop. Started off by this morning, as we were all getting shoes and coats on....ugh....then, door open, ugh...and boss, projecting stress towards me, um, who is going to watch over that. But, if by 1pm, all is well, I am bringing him, otherwise, it's a reschedule.

Have an apartment to look at, at 1130. Need to make it over to the courthouse, since there was a line and it's a sleet type of rain day, and forgot to put his Bruins Hoodie over his Bruins T with his black pants. He's missing a big deal day at school, free lunch, they won something, and it's a sports themed day...should see my other two. One Decked in Green, yeah...RONDO, and the other in Red and Blue, but it's not sox it's Pats!

Awww, the three looked so cute.

But he's got a new haircut, as Saturday, was impossible with a one hour wait, even the second attempt there was one hour wait...

BUSY!!

Had to call my staff, just to make sure, we are all on the same 'let's get along' team thing, so the office leaves us all alone. And then I debriefed how Friday went down, to one...so yeah....

I'm not just their boss, I am their Association Rep, too(aka similar to union rep)

Mar 31, 2014, 08:05 PM

Doing great. T came to my job yesterday to see where iwork. Gonna hang out together the next couple of days.

snarkydaddy · Apr 04, 2014, 07:28 AM

So many little pieces and not enough time to sort it out....

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growlycat · Apr 04, 2014, 07:30 AM

I feel terrible

DelusionsDaily · Apr 04, 2014, 10:04 AM

At peace and loving my life!!! It feels great and is achievable!

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Aloneandafraid · Apr 04, 2014, 11:53 AM

Broken. Hurting. Beyond repair.

Apr 04, 2014, 12:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Aloneandafraid

Broken. Hurting. Beyond repair.

((((((Aloneandafraid))))))

Freewilled · Apr 04, 2014, 05:25 PM

Kind of mixed .... Feeling relieved but also silly for being all over the place. I feel like my T prob thinks I'm sooooo far gone....ugh. I'm bracing myself for something bad like I think next time I see my T isn't going to go so well /: I know I have nothing tangible to base this on but I feel it and I'm usually way ahead in that sense.......