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#851
May 21, 2014, 12:22 AM
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Highly anxious. Working the next 6 days in a row. Always anxiety provoking for me.
If I'm only 22 and already having such anxiety, how am I going to get through life? 😞 Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
 Anonymous100114
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#852
May 21, 2014, 03:21 AM
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Very, very low. I have told my T that I want to start discussing termination. I can't get better and I don't deserve the help and support he gives me.
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| Anonymous100114, Anonymous43209, smmath
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#853
May 21, 2014, 03:24 AM
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Very anxious. Started to disclose something to my T yesterday but couldn't do it all as it's too painful. Got 2 weeks till the next session and only 4 left with her. It's making me very scared.
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| Anonymous43209
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#854
May 21, 2014, 04:28 AM
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Not good at all.
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| Anonymous43209
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#855
May 21, 2014, 04:44 AM
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My mom used to like researching all kinds of medical symptoms, illnesses. She even had the big book of meds. Those were the days, after all, before the pharmacy was technologically linked. She was the ultimate caregiver. When I crashed, after having my youngest, she went to work.(dxed me) I haven't thought about my newest prognosis in years.
Felt, 'k got MS. 'k got depression and anxiety. 'k buldged disc. Whatever happened, yesterday must have been a piece of the puzzle, that brought on the new label. You realize I don't lose consciousness. And you didn't say open your eyes...ha. a neurological exam is more testing than t office set ups  . There you have it....  Sent from my LGMS323 using Tapatalk |
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#856
May 21, 2014, 07:47 AM
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I am feeling solid. I am ready to be a gracious warm and empowered host to my FOO.
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#857
May 21, 2014, 10:12 AM
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Amazing cuz it's sunny just wish I didn't have to work so I could sit in the sun. Also apprehensive, got T today and it's going to be high stress and anxiety. So I've decided I'm going to try and get through my hyperness now so later it will help not be as anxious since I won't have the energy. Great plan!!! Stay foxy!! Wah wah (joselyn fox from Rupaul in case anyone was like huh?!!!)
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#858
May 25, 2014, 11:00 PM
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So annoyed. Why is it okay for anyone to toy with people's emotions, draw them in, and then have the nerve to basically say "eff off". Why would anyone do that knowingly involve others in an emotional situation and then get mad when people don't leave them alone?? This is mind f***ing to me I do not understand.
I've encountered so much of this lately from many different places and it's angering. One situation, someone complains when no one acknowledges them or shows concern and then turns around and says to stop?! Really!? Gosh I am so mad right now. Thanks for at least taking away my numbness and replacing it with anger. See the positive in every situation, right?
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<3Ally
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| Anonymous43209, Bill3, smmath
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#859
May 25, 2014, 11:25 PM
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Full of vinegar. Otherwise, i just keep moving right along, like that Muppets song. My kids have watched, hence easier recall.
Know what card I have? GlamMeow, but it's a faux. Son showed me, what it evolves to, not pretty Sent from my LGMS323 using Tapatalk |
| Bill3
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#860
May 25, 2014, 11:29 PM
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angry and belittled
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| AllyIsHopeful, Aloneandafraid, Anonymous200320, Anonymous35535, Bill3, unaluna
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#861
May 25, 2014, 11:35 PM
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Can't complain. It's a 3-day weekend and we have only 9 more school days to go.
I'm being as lazy as I can get away with this weekend and just enjoying time with my guys. |
| Aloneandafraid, unaluna
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| Aloneandafraid
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#862
May 26, 2014, 12:21 AM
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The family is gone, the last of the celebrations are over, and I miss my FOO. Wow, that's different from decades of running from them. I have a loving and caring family. I even have wonderful friends.
I went to an outdoor concert and saw my ex therapist twice. We chatted a little before the concert in the parking lot. We were both headed to our cars for extra jackets. Then I found her during intermission and we talked about my kiddo's many cat lives, and dad's silly conversation with me. Before therapy that same conversation would have knocked me on the floor for weeks, or months. "Silly rabbit, I don't fall for that kind of talk anymore." Last edited by Anonymous35535; May 26, 2014 at 02:54 AM. Reason: Spelling |
| growlycat, unaluna
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| AllyIsHopeful, Aloneandafraid, Bill3
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#863
May 26, 2014, 12:24 AM
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((((((Invisible butterfly))))))
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#865
May 26, 2014, 03:04 AM
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Overloaded. Tired of having to mind The Delicate Special Snowflake Feelings of the H who does Not Need Therapy and thinks that Everyone Else is being A Stupid Idiot. Really want to see T and talk this out but know I have to cancel next week's appointment again. It's going to be difficult getting to therapy with the kids out of school. And of course I need it more with the kids out of school.
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
| AllyIsHopeful, Aloneandafraid, Anonymous35535, unaluna
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#866
May 26, 2014, 03:10 AM
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Quote:
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#867
May 26, 2014, 03:15 AM
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Quote:
You too Alone
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
| Aloneandafraid
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#868
May 26, 2014, 07:51 AM
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My boss comes home tomorrow after being away for 3 weeks. I'm really nervous for some reason. Its silly I know. But is a legit stressor right now: (
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| AllyIsHopeful, Aloneandafraid
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| Bill3
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#869
May 28, 2014, 04:18 AM
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numb, just totally numb, I don't feel anything - it's good that yesterday I told my boss that today I'd work from home... I can just watch the screen and not feel anything, I'm empty... And tonight there is a party at my H's work, I hate crowds, I hate parties but I've already told him that I'd come... It even doesn't scare me... I'm empty...
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#871
May 28, 2014, 07:37 AM
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How am I feeling today.
I get asked that a lot but I never seem to know. One minuet I am OK next I am upset about something and ten minuets later angry. Then the next day it's all different again. I at this stage hate been asked how I feel. 
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A daily dose of positive in a world going cuckoo Humour helps...
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| Aloneandafraid, RTerroni
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#872
May 28, 2014, 07:40 AM
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Dead.........
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<3Ally
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| Aloneandafraid, RTerroni
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#873
May 28, 2014, 08:49 AM
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I am so hurt and numb. I realise that I am just a client, one of many. She doesn't want to be my friend (let alone my mother!) what is the point in carrying on with this facade? I adore her but I feel worse after seeing her than the days I between. I need to get a grip and. I've on. But I feel so hurt and vulnerable. I want to curl up and never wake up.
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| Anonymous200320, Ford Puma, RTerroni
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#875
May 28, 2014, 03:01 PM
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Had a horrid T session today & opened Pandora's box at my doing. Now I'm angry w/ her for not controlling it. Guess it's the teenager rage in me. Feeling so very ashamed, dirty, hopeless & depressed. What have I done!!
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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