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#651
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5 days to go, 5 days to go. Can I wait? yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, .......um no.
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#652
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Thanks, all. I appreciate your support, very much. It has been a weird day, and now it's bedtime. Fortunately I never had to go into work (I could do stuff from home, not that I got much done) and H came home very late.
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#653
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I have done the back to school shopping for the ;last 9 years, why can't he do it? Now I have go to him like a serf with cap in had tugging my forelock, just for the money for stationery supplies. I so hate him...
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#654
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That sucks BPA.
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
#655
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So I emailed my T because therapy made me feel like I had the flu today and I felt like complaining about it. Waaay out of character. I never email my T without a good reason... I've been feeling downright strange since Christmas. 2015 is setting up to be a weird year...
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
#656
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So proud of myself... Conquered my phone fear... Okay so it was just leaving a voice mail but that's still something...
I called my T to tell her I quit therapy in addition to the letter I sent. Just in case she doesn't get the letter 24 hours prior to the next appointment. Now I don't have to worry whether she received it in time. |
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#657
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#658
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RTS, you have come such a long way since I first met you on here! You rock.
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#659
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Sorry you were feeling lousy. Are you feeling better now? This year is shaping up to be messed up for me too. Sigh.
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#660
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T asked for permission today to push me a bit. I have been having some wicked flashbacks, and cannot remember some of them right after they happen. But I am left shaking uncontrollably and covered in sweat. Anyway, he asked for permission at one point to push and when I semi-nodded, semi-shrugged, he told me what he thought the logical conclusion was of the flashbacks I can remember. I promptly pulled my knees up to my chest, buried my face in my arms and a pillow and chanted NONONONO at him. sigh. I remember when I actually had some dignity.
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![]() Anonymous100300, CantExplain, granite1, pbutton, unaluna
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#661
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It does seem like there has been a pattern of her just not quite hitting the mark.
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#662
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MKAC.
![]() ![]() ![]() Sorry you felt so out of control... Doubt anyone else would see it that way...think your T knew it would happen but introducing their interpretations is a one time "smack in the face" sort of thing... Now you can process it slowly at your speed..maybe? |
#663
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It is a pretty obvious conclusion but one I am resistant to. I am pretty convinced that not even my mother is that horrible and the flashbacks are just weird lies or some attention whoring thing my brain has invented.
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![]() Anonymous100300, CantExplain, Favorite Jeans, pbutton
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#664
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Perhaps talking about what it would mean if it were true would be a helpful conversation... YT used that line of conversation to help me look at a conclusion I was resistant to. |
#665
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Ready, I miss YT. He was awesome. Let's find YT2.
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#666
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ditto. Is it weird to miss other people's T's? I bet Stopdog will say it is. lol.
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![]() CantExplain, pbutton, unaluna
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#667
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I want cookies. Last edited by unaluna; Jan 13, 2015 at 11:22 PM. |
#668
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Oreos are tasty.
I feel so all over the place. My moods are just back and forth. One day I'm hitting rock bottom and the next I am feeling pretty content... Then the next I might be sad or anxious... Then maybe feeling optimistic... Then scared and at rock bottom. I'm all over the map! What's up with that?
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#669
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I would not even miss the ones I see.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
#670
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My therapy goal for next week is to purposely develop romantic transference for Stopdog's T.
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![]() CantExplain, unaluna
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#671
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Ack.
The first one is sort of dr. ruth - like in appearance (no accent and not so focused on sex) and the second is taller non-jewish dr. ruth like (without the accent or the sex focus either). Ack.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#672
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Sounds hot.
Wait until i tell my own t what I worked on this week. |
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#673
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But it can also be a barrier to healing. The wound can fester under the cast. The cast must come off so the wound can be cleaned and drained. Thinks: If Madame T could only put things so clearly she might have got further with me. Instead she just cut into the cast with no explanation.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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#674
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Who is the "she" in this sentence?
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
#675
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the therapist Ready had been seeing.
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