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#626
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I want to kick my T in the shins just to see if I can do it.....
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#627
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Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust And another one gone, and another one gone Another one bites the dust |
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#628
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RTS –did you get rid of the therapist?
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
#629
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Yes. We had 2 sessions in a row where I thought I could get something out of it but I am incapable of talking to her about lots of stuff that I need to get out of my head... She just isn't the right person.
I sent a letter saying I was finished with therapy. |
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#630
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How can you tell when you're mentally going under? I only know and can recognise how unwell I was after I get back from the brink. When I'm in it, I don't see it. How do you know?
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#631
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I always see it. I might not be able to see the exact degree of severity until later when I compare it to another troubling time. For example, in December I thought I hit rock bottom in one aspect... However after last night, I think now maybe I've hit rock bottom. I won't know which is worse until later.
That's just me though. I hope someone else has a better answer.
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#632
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My t and I discussed it once, and we both agree that when I'm deep in it I don't see it - at all. I look back and think 'woah, I was so unwell - how come I can't recognise it!'
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#633
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![]() I tend to lose the colors in the world. Everything seems kind of gray and 'eh.' Also, things I love seem like too much effort, like horse back riding. The biggest problem for me is to be able to reach for help when the slipping is happening. When I feel like that, I don't think anyone really wants to talk to me or I think I shouldn't bother other people with my junk. |
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#634
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I know I've been a bit of a jerk here of late, but I really need some virtual remote support right now. I'm going through a tough time and I have nobody to turn to, other than my T, and I've already seen him today. I dissociated in session which has never happened before, and have pretty much been in a semi-dissociated state since. I know I have to deal with life alone, I could just use some good thoughts or virtual hugs.
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#635
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Mastodon, sorry you are having a hard time. Dissociating can really be disconcerting, but hopefully the aftermath won't hang in there too terribly long. Thinking of you.
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#636
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I haven't noticed you being a jerk on here. I've wondered whether I am at times. I'm sending you a googol hugs.
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#637
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Mastodon, sending you virtual hugs
![]() (And I also don't think you've been a jerk on here.) ![]()
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"Take me with you, I don't need shoes to follow, Bare feet running with you, Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear." - Tori Amos |
#638
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(((Mastodon)))
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
#639
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BWAHAHAHAHAHA! I dare you ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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#640
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(((Mast))) ditto and this is the new and improved hankster speaking, i hope!
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#641
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Mast - I hope it gets better for you soon.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
#642
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Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. |
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#643
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() That was a brave thing to do. I hope it will be worth it in the long run.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
#644
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
#645
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Hi Sally!
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
#646
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we just got a new electric pressure cooker and hubby wants to try eggs you will have to let me know how it turns out
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#647
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#648
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I don't know wy I said that. It just came out and I'm all over it like a rash.
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#649
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They were just fine - they did not explode all over the pressure cooker which was, for some odd reason, a concern I had. The sous vide eggs seemed to taste better than any soft boiled egg I have ever had - but the pressure cooker ones were great too.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
#650
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I made excellent scrambled eggs this morning. I love grapeseed oil. And truffle salt.
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