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Old Jan 12, 2015, 09:39 PM
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I want to kick my T in the shins just to see if I can do it.....
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Old Jan 12, 2015, 10:43 PM
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Another one bites the dust
Another one bites the dust
And another one gone, and another one gone
Another one bites the dust
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Old Jan 12, 2015, 10:47 PM
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RTS –did you get rid of the therapist?
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Old Jan 12, 2015, 10:56 PM
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RTS –did you get rid of the therapist?
Yes. We had 2 sessions in a row where I thought I could get something out of it but I am incapable of talking to her about lots of stuff that I need to get out of my head... She just isn't the right person.

I sent a letter saying I was finished with therapy.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 04:39 AM
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How can you tell when you're mentally going under? I only know and can recognise how unwell I was after I get back from the brink. When I'm in it, I don't see it. How do you know?
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 05:00 AM
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I always see it. I might not be able to see the exact degree of severity until later when I compare it to another troubling time. For example, in December I thought I hit rock bottom in one aspect... However after last night, I think now maybe I've hit rock bottom. I won't know which is worse until later.

That's just me though. I hope someone else has a better answer.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 05:16 AM
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My t and I discussed it once, and we both agree that when I'm deep in it I don't see it - at all. I look back and think 'woah, I was so unwell - how come I can't recognise it!'
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 08:03 AM
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Yes. We had 2 sessions in a row where I thought I could get something out of it but I am incapable of talking to her about lots of stuff that I need to get out of my head... She just isn't the right person.

I sent a letter saying I was finished with therapy.
Good for you for taking care of you.

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How can you tell when you're mentally going under? I only know and can recognise how unwell I was after I get back from the brink. When I'm in it, I don't see it. How do you know?
I tend to lose the colors in the world. Everything seems kind of gray and 'eh.' Also, things I love seem like too much effort, like horse back riding. The biggest problem for me is to be able to reach for help when the slipping is happening. When I feel like that, I don't think anyone really wants to talk to me or I think I shouldn't bother other people with my junk.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 08:43 AM
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I know I've been a bit of a jerk here of late, but I really need some virtual remote support right now. I'm going through a tough time and I have nobody to turn to, other than my T, and I've already seen him today. I dissociated in session which has never happened before, and have pretty much been in a semi-dissociated state since. I know I have to deal with life alone, I could just use some good thoughts or virtual hugs.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 08:53 AM
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Mastodon, sorry you are having a hard time. Dissociating can really be disconcerting, but hopefully the aftermath won't hang in there too terribly long. Thinking of you.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 09:32 AM
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I haven't noticed you being a jerk on here. I've wondered whether I am at times. I'm sending you a googol hugs.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 09:36 AM
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Mastodon, sending you virtual hugs and good thoughts!!!

(And I also don't think you've been a jerk on here.)
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 09:38 AM
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(((Mastodon)))

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Old Jan 13, 2015, 09:46 AM
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I want to kick my T in the shins just to see if I can do it.....

BWAHAHAHAHAHA! I dare you

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Old Jan 13, 2015, 10:02 AM
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(((Mast))) ditto and this is the new and improved hankster speaking, i hope!
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 10:34 AM
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Mast - I hope it gets better for you soon.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 11:09 AM
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I know I've been a bit of a jerk here of late, but I really need some virtual remote support right now. I'm going through a tough time and I have nobody to turn to, other than my T, and I've already seen him today. I dissociated in session which has never happened before, and have pretty much been in a semi-dissociated state since. I know I have to deal with life alone, I could just use some good thoughts or virtual hugs.
Virtual for my fave flightless mammoth.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 01:35 PM
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Ugh. Finally told T about some aspects of the CSA I thought I would never tell and the flashbacks have been horrendous. I emailed him stuff I remembered and now I cannot stand the thought of seeing T again. Feeling sick. Drinking too much to avoid thinking. I just cannot handle the thought of going in there tomorrow.
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That was a brave thing to do. I hope it will be worth it in the long run.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 01:37 PM
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I know I've been a bit of a jerk here of late, but I really need some virtual remote support right now. I'm going through a tough time and I have nobody to turn to, other than my T, and I've already seen him today. I dissociated in session which has never happened before, and have pretty much been in a semi-dissociated state since. I know I have to deal with life alone, I could just use some good thoughts or virtual hugs.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 01:38 PM
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Hi Sally!
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 02:19 PM
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I am comparing sous vide eggs with pressure cooker eggs = hard and soft boiled.
we just got a new electric pressure cooker and hubby wants to try eggs you will have to let me know how it turns out
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 04:03 PM
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or spontaneous interpretive dance. Take your pick. (this is sincere, no sarcasm here, or over there)
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 04:11 PM
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 04:24 PM
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we just got a new electric pressure cooker and hubby wants to try eggs you will have to let me know how it turns out

They were just fine - they did not explode all over the pressure cooker which was, for some odd reason, a concern I had. The sous vide eggs seemed to taste better than any soft boiled egg I have ever had - but the pressure cooker ones were great too.
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Old Jan 13, 2015, 04:26 PM
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They were just fine - they did not explode all over the pressure cooker which was, for some odd reason, a concern I had. The sous vide eggs seemed to taste better than any soft boiled egg I have ever had - but the pressure cooker ones were great too.
I made excellent scrambled eggs this morning. I love grapeseed oil. And truffle salt.
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