Couch 91 - Forget the small change

I would go to bed but my old dog gets a pain pill in about an hour - and I would rather stay up than wake up to give it to him. And I don't want him in any pain. I would give it to him now, but that would mean waking up early to give it to him in the morning. Anything that has to do with me waking up and giving the dog a pill is a bad plan. The last time I tried that, I was so sleep dopey (and I did not have a head cold to blame) that I spilled all the pills and had to keep the other dog from eating them.

When you're whistling show tunes through your nose- #BlameMucinex

What would I say in a drunken email
What would I say in a drunken email
What would I say in a drunken email
Early in the morning?

tee hee!

Thank you for taking us off the topic of goo expelation. I just reintroduced it of course.

I hope I wasn't a thread killer. I also wish I could think of something witty or profound or even silly to get the couch all happy activated but my mind is a blank. It's late most places anyway.

*bored and rambling*

(opening industrial-size box of tissues for the couch)

I had a glass of wine and I don't have anything witty or profound to say either!

My son was just in here telling me how he wants a better amp for his next birthday. And then almost immediately after telling me how much they cost he says "Don't start crying now saying that what you bought me in the past wasn't good enough." I was like, what did I say? He said "well that's what you have done in the past." I said I know, but I'm not doing that now, am I? He said "No and that's good." Ugh. What else do I even say to that? I know I used to be a depressed mess. I wish it hadn't affected him as much as it did. I am now practicing letting myself feel what I feel briefly but without wallowing in it, forgiving myself because I have worked SO hard to overcome the issues I have worked through, and letting the feelings go. He is a really good kid, and I hope he knows how much I love him.

What I should do is read a book or figure out what I did before I joined this forum. But this is my method of socializing. Socializing is strangely addictive.

and no you are not a thread-killer ragsnfeathers!

High five!!!

Okay, I am going to sign out and read awhile. See you all in the morning.

Thanks for the high five! Now it's time to put my feelings "over there", acknowledge that I felt them, and say buh-bye. Y'know, having a really good imagination has been so helpful to my therapy process.

I'm hitting the hay too. Nighters!

Wake up number one. I'm so tired. I was asleep by 21:50. I should have gone to bed earlier, but it just didn't come to mind.

Tomorrow, today... Whatever it is... I gotta go to Walmart and stock up on baby formula. I'm dreading it. I pretty much dread taking the kids anywhere these days. I especially dread places that I require a shopping cart.

I guess that means I should shower when I'm up for the day. It's been a few days. Gah.

My need for furniture goods is conflicting with my basic desire to have as little belongings as possible.

I am sooo on that page with you, the anxiety exhausts me.

Sometimes you dont need to have say anything profound just have your existence acknowledge. At least thats what it is for me.

I also don't like to have a lot of "stuff." I don't desire a bunch of material things. The less "stuff" around me, the better.

Finally i am coming out of this depression....

Yeah. Anxiety... Plus, anything other than laying in bed all day is less than ideal. Ah, such is life.

My ex and his mother were both big "stuff" people, drove me mad.

I may just get a cardbord box cover it with a sarong and call it my bedside table.

Cat hope you get some sleep before you need to get up

Hello everyone!

I'm kind of a nightowl, so I thought that I'd pop in here to see how everyone is. Glad to hear that you're feeling an improvement in your depression, Bipolarartist. That is great! One of my diagnoses is med-resistant major depression...so I can definitely understand how you were struggling before with parenting and such.