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The reason is because I was bad and haven't done everything the others asked me to do. Also the last few days have been different everything has felt much clearer.

Last few days you were saying you can't handle it but now you saying you feel clearer?

So if you think people in your head is kind of a normal thing and not sickness then why do you think other people don't have anybody in their heads and there are no demons bothering them?

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i dont feel good i just feel like weird like i feel like sad but buzzed at the same time like everything is all shiny and sparkly and more magical but the demons are still there and everything is still there and i still feel like i want to hurt myself and i still feel bad i just i feel like irritable cause i cant gett all the energy out and i am still not sleeping but i dont feel like i need it and i feel like i need to talk all the time not about anything in particular i just keep talking and everything is fast and slow at the same time and i keep noticing things and i feel like i can do anything and like nothing feels real i think i am between worlds again and i feel like screaming and i dont know i just feel really weird like i have to do stuff and like i can see everything thing now like i can see all this stuff happening and like i cant sit still and i dont feel good but i just have this weird energy and like i keep doing just random stuff like anything ugh i cant explain it i just i want to run and jump and fly and everything looks all fresh and i feel like i could fly maybe i should try but it is raining today.

as for the other people other people do have people in their heads they just dont know because the others in their heads dont let them know.

Eden, what you are describing is EXACTLY what lolagrace has posted. I hope someday you can see that these demons/others are ONLY hurting you, do NOT want to help you feel better in any way--and are threatened by any action to try and lessen their power over you.

There is nothing anyone can do or say here to make it better, but if it helps to keep posting, then post away.

So other people have people sitting in their heads? How do you know if they don't even know it themselves?

Have you called your doctor?

So you are saying these people in your head know what's best for you yet you want to hurt yourself. How is that possibly a good thing?

Also have you tried x Ray or mri to see if there is something there ? Wouldn't that be s proof that there is nothing there?
Or at least you'll know what it looks like

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they do want to help me

it is not like there are tiny people in my head or anyone else's the others in my head are like entities and do not need a physical presence to be able to communicate and be in my head but they are there and other people have different ones in their head and those ones dont tell them they are there which is why they dont know. also an mri would not show them because it does not pick up on that sort of thing. and they do know what is best and i have to hurt myself so that the others can get back to the real world so they can fix something it is complicated.

EDIT: also no i havent called my doctor why would i have called my doctor?

So they want you to hurt yourself so they can get to the real world. So in order for them to get what they want they want you to be hurt. So they pretty much take advantage of you. How is that beneficial to you though? It seems to only benefit them. You are the one suffering, anyone who likes or cares about you wouldn't want you to hurt yourself. They do know what's best for them not you.

As about why call a doctor. You aren't well. You don't trust your pdoc and therapist but maybe if you call your regular doctor you might get some help. Symptoms you describe are symptoms of a person who is unwell ( dont want to diagnose you on here). You also need to have a proper diagnosis

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My experience of the others in my head is certainly different from Eden's (it's my head and other people can't be in there and I can't be in Eden's head) and from what you have written, Eden, you are dealing with all kinds of things I have never had to deal with. And, for some people, it's like the others really aren't there and maybe they can get rid of them and things are better for them. But for me, the "others" are/have been real, their intentions have been to help or protect me but what they know about isn't all of me and the realities of life, etc., etc. "It's hard to explain."

So -- for me, just for me, I have been in therapy for 6 years dealing mostly with dissociation and some related things and it has helped. But there are times when I feel like my therapist doesn't understand and I worry that she will hurt me and she sometimes has. Nevertheless, overall, going to therapy has helped me more than it's hurt, especially considering that I don't know what else I could do that would help.

Anyway, I'm wishing you the best, Eden. Nobody can deal with this stuff, it seems to me, but you. I don't write a lot because I don't know what to say or if what I say will help or hurt. So I'm just wishing you the best. . .

[QUOTE=divine1966;4958032]So they want you to hurt yourself so they can get to the real world. So in order for them to get what they want they want you to be hurt. So they pretty much take advantage of you. How is that beneficial to you though? It seems to only benefit them. You are the one suffering, anyone who likes or cares about you wouldn't want you to hurt yourself. They do know what's best for them not you.

As about why call a doctor. You aren't well. You don't trust your pdoc and therapist but maybe if you call your regular doctor you might get some help. Symptoms you describe are symptoms of a person who is unwell ( dont want to diagnose you on here). You also need to have a proper diagnosis

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I don't really talk my my GP about that sort of stuff and if I do it is not in detail. I am not "unwell"

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You are unwell. You say so yourself when you post. If you're not unwell, why are you asking for help?

You are unwell. You say so yourself when you post. If you're not unwell, why are you asking for help?[/QUOTE]

Just because someone wants help or thoughts an solving a problem does not mean they are sick if someone ask for help with a maths question does that mean they are sick?

Again this comes back to everyone here trying to figure out what you need.

Nobody is trying to judge you, or make you feel bad... but we are trying to be helpful and are met with resistance at all turns.

Just because someone wants help or thoughts an solving a problem does not mean they are sick if someone ask for help with a maths question does that mean they are sick?[/QUOTE]

Do realize how little math compares to mental health? NOT even a close comparison.

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That depends how you look at it

The word choice resistance is not exactly correct if you want to know what I want look on my other thread I just answered this question there.

Got it. Well you are definitely heard, and I will continue reading your posts and wishing you well!

If you aren't unwell and aren't sick then why do you think you feel so very very bad. It is not just occasional feeling bad, it is pretty much consistent daily suffering over several months. Just few hours ago you posted on the other thread description of severe suffering. If it is not being unwell or sick, what is it then? What causes you to feel so very badly? Do you think feeling the way you do it is ok and healthy? It can't be as you are saying it's very tough on you. What is it then? What do you think it is?

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i think it is because i deserve it because i am a horrible person and because i havent managed to do all the things the others in my head have asked cause they told me if i do them it will stop but they cant hold off the bad things forever so it will keep getting worse until i have done everything. they arent making it happen something else is but i dont know how to explain the thing that is making it happen but they are trying to help. i just need to try harder.

You're not a horrible person.

yes i am

I've thought that before about myself too. I get it. It's hard to stop thinking that way.

i dont know what to do everything is my fault i cant make it stop i ruin everything i go near.