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I'm glad you've been hanging on as much as you have. If there were a magic wand out here that could be waved over you, and your situation, to make things better, what would it do? Change the way your parents interact with you, take the demons away, give you unlimited money to go shopping with? Or something else?
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I want you to have a chance at life. I want you to have happiness and success and whatever else you wish for. I wish you wouldn't let "others" inside your head rule your life and decide whether you live or die. Surely that isn't what you want for yourself, either? If you take medication and go to psychotherapy to work through your trauma, the others and the demons might go away. I'm not saying they definitely will, and I understand that you are scared, but if you end your life, you will never know what might have been. You haven't tried every option available to you. What would the others do to you if you took medication? Would they get angry? Would they do something to punish you? What is going to happen?
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And now I'm a warrior Now I've got thicker skin I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been And my armor is made of steel You can't get in I'm a warrior And you can never hurt me again - Demi Lovato |
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I'm sorry that some people can't, won't or choose not to hear you.
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I do hear her, I just won't stay passive when she says that her only option is to kill herself.
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And now I'm a warrior Now I've got thicker skin I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been And my armor is made of steel You can't get in I'm a warrior And you can never hurt me again - Demi Lovato |
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Her real life, not what we as anonymous faceless people have to say to her. |
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Oh! I wasn't aware that she'd talked about the people in her life not hearing her. My impression is that she's been withholding information from them?
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And now I'm a warrior Now I've got thicker skin I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been And my armor is made of steel You can't get in I'm a warrior And you can never hurt me again - Demi Lovato |
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![]() I'm sorry.
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And now I'm a warrior Now I've got thicker skin I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been And my armor is made of steel You can't get in I'm a warrior And you can never hurt me again - Demi Lovato |
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Wanting to end life at 19 before you truly have much of life experience is very sad. Many of us here are sad about it. Does your family know your thoughts that the only option is to die? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Ok sorry I didn't reply eairler I was exhausted and fell asleep before I was about to. Anyway I have been restricting my food a lot and I lost 3.5kg in 4 days and anyway now that is not the only problem with my food I still want to be restricting to be thinner but I yesterday I got this thought that someone is poisioning me and now I am scared to eat because of that too. There are no places that just deal with eating issues there are 2 hospitals one private and one public that is it neither deal with young people either they just sit you in an adolescent ward with people who have like appendicitis or pneumonia. But there is nothing for young people until you turn 18 but the place that are there are mostly full of drug addicts and a year or 2 ago one of the patients tried to light the place on fire and burnt a big chunk of it so obviously no one likes it their either. |
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They would have to kill me themselves either way that is the end point.
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#88
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Nope they know nothing.
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Ok honestly like the others aren't always the nicest all the time but they mean well and they are forced to do things they don't want to as well. But also they don't leave me when everyone else does and they don't lie to me and they aren't as bad as you all think they are they have a difficult job to do as well.
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Also the OP has said she finds the idea that her difficulties are medical in origin to be bothersome. My guess (I could be wrong) is that she means the idea that her brain is somehow broken and needs to be fixed, like a broken bone. As for eating and emotional state, yea of course there is a connection. Why do you bring that up? |
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I bring up self care because no matter if one treats their MI with traditional medicine or goes to an alternative route, sleep hygiene, nutrition and some form of exercise would be suggested as paths to recovery. There's no cure. |
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I am sorry you have MS. That is terrible. I know someone who has researched it a bunch and found answers in strict dietary mods. I could PM you as we are obviously off topic now. BTW I was dx'd with Lyme disease and have symptoms that overlap with MS. Some even theorize the former causes the latter. |
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Sorry about your Lyme Disease. Yes I've heard the theory about MS. Yet, it's not the sum of the whole as far as an answer. I've had this most of my adult life. So far, so good. Damaged Myelin Sheath is the end result not the cause. The disease eats the sheath leaving scars. Some could say that the emotional effect from scars and in relapse can be similar to MI. Soooo...it is what it is. For instance if I lack enough sleep I see shadows. Fun ain't it? |
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No offence intended but neither of you are helping me right now and for the record my mother has MS also people say mental and physical illness are the same but they are not treated the same if someone is physically ill they are allowed to refuse treatment with terrible side effects but if someone is mentally ill they are not always given this right and yet people claim there is no different. So why are you treated like crap when it is supposedly your brain.
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I am just sick of everything there is no point anyway and for those of you saying i may have a future i dont anyway because once i turn 30 i will be doomed anyway thanks to my terrible genetics which will basically ruin my would be life anyway so there really is no point anymore live in one pain so that i can get another no thanks.
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What kind of support or response are you looking for? I'm not sure what would be helpful to you right now.
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Usually when people are allowed to refuse treatment for an illness based on the negative side effects, those side effects are a known entity experienced by most people receiving the treatment. For example chemotherapy in some cases has very bad side effects.someone with a terminal cancer may choose to forego it. However if you have readily treatable cancer doctors do and will argue with you if you refuse treatment based on side effects. If you refuse treatment because you THINK there will be bad side effects but those side effects are not known to.actually occur there will usually be LOTS of pressure placed on you. For example I had a heart attack and received a cardiac stent. Those are very safe and effective. If I had refused because I believed the stent would kill.me the doctor would have argued extensively with me because I would have been WRONG. In general, psychoactive drugs are very safe. You might BELIEVE they are dangerous but that does not make it true.My UPS guy firmly believes my yellow lab is dangerous and wont get out of his truck if the lab is around. He's WRONG even though he believes the dog is dangerous. Similarly you may believe the drugs are dangerous but that doesn't make it TRUE. In reality people take these medications all the time and do not get sick or die from them. So people argue with you because you've got your facts wrong. The facts say the drugs will help you, not kill you. |
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i am so tired and so stressed i dont even know what to do with uni i cant i have tried but i cant do it all i can think about is ways to end it all i am trying to wait unlit after a certain date but i just i am so tired and everything hurts and there is so much noise and i am scared all the time and i keep crying and i keep hitting myself and i have been cutting a lot and nothing feels real and i cant take this anymore.
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Thinking of you and wishing you were not in such pain.
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