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#326
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(((Healed)))
Hang in there girl ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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Trying to figure out my schedule for college and I am so stressed. One of my classes filled up, so now I have to redo my whole schedule. Why?!!!? And I really wanted to call my psychologist last night, but he never gave me permission to do that.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
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![]() Growlycat, growlycat growl,growl-ly growlycat Where are you? ![]() All other lurkers feel free to drop in... |
![]() atisketatasket, JustShakey
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#330
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I will eb free soon no more pain no more feekings
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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![]() Anonymous37844, Anonymous37941, Anonymous43207, atisketatasket, precaryous
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#331
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are you OK EM?
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![]() Ellahmae, RedSun
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#332
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I third that. I hope you're okay. If you need anything, we're here.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
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Cardiologist refering me to neurologist for evaluation of my narrowed cranial artery thing. Cardiologist said neuro will likely refer me to neurosurgeon. Possibly will be getting a stent put in artery...or not. This is scary. I'm treating it like an information-gathering appointment rather than being anxious to have it done appointment.
Im afraid something bad will happen if I have it done. I'm also afraid something bad will happen if I don't have something done. =(. Neurologist appointment is for May 4th. DD is understandably not dealing with it well, either. |
![]() Anonymous37844, CantExplain, Ellahmae, justdesserts
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Hi couch,
Some life stuff means I might need to end therapy in a year and move countries. I need to tell T without getting emotional. I know I'm just part of her job but she has shown me more care them my whole family for my entire life. Pocket riders? It's dress down day at work (I do IT for govt in my Asian country so I usually have to dress more formal) so I'm wearing jeans. |
![]() Anonymous37941, CantExplain, Ellahmae
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#337
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Jeans pockets are the MOST comfortable pockets for pocket riding. I'm in!
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![]() CantExplain
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#338
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*hops into pocket*
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![]() CantExplain
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#339
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Ellahmae, are you alright?
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#340
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QM, I'll come with, it's my day off today! Breadfish, do you want a biscuit?
Ellahmae? |
![]() CantExplain, Ellahmae
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I'll ride with you if there is still time, QM.
((((Ellahmae)))) I'm sorry you are hurting so much. Let us know if we can do anything at all to help you. In the meantime you are in my thoughts. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I'm sorry to hear life is so rough for so many of us ![]() |
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Speaking of non-secular holidays, tomorrow is Walpurgisnacht, which is celebrated in several countries in northern Europe and and especially in my home town. Especially among university students. They have already started partying and skipping classes - I'm not blaming them, but I think it was a bit foolish of the teachers who scheduled me to have tuition with several groups of students today. Not very many of them booked an appointment and I've had a few cancellations (to give these students credit they are the conscientious kind and I don't think they would just not show up, so I'm counting on the remaining groups to be here.)
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((Ellahmae))
On my way to T now, hopefully I can calm down during the 1 hour subway ride. I feel somewhat comforted with you all riding in my pockets. |
![]() Anonymous37941, Ellahmae
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QM Am I too late?
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(((pre))) cardiac things are scary
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#346
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Healed you are a good person it is just that rotten depression talking.
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![]() CantExplain, healed84
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I have a day where i have been overwhelmed by these stupid attacks where I feel very heavy can't breathe feel like I am drowning and caught in a vortex. I see t on monday and feel stupid as i should have taken him up on the off er of contacting my gp.
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![]() Anonymous37941, Ellahmae
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EM please check in when you can to let us know you are ok . kind of worried . you are cared about here bunches . let us know how we can help even if it is to just listen
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(((((EllahMae)))))
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