Couch 113 - Sofa, So Good

I should never had started this texting T to see if he was stilll there. Its inflamed the whole situation.

((BY))
Hindsight is always clearer. What is going on now, if it is ok to ask? I thought he responded?

Off to T...

Of course it is not simple - no educational system is, not anywhere. Our own system seems simpler to us because we grew up within it and understand the concepts from the inside. This is neither criticism nor endorsement - I would never defend one country over another except when it comes to things like human rights issues. To each what works for them.

Now I want to do again. I feel this is excessive, the first text should have been confirmation enough.

(((crocus)))

Should, schmould.

I just don't want to sound needy. Which is stupid because I told him last session that he was the only support in my life at the moment. in real life, i mean. You guys, you may not know this, have saved my life several times.

How come, when i get what i want from T i suddenly dont want it? He said a while back he had to protect himself, did he mean i am too much?

Yes.... why withdraw when the wished-for thing is offered? I discussed something similar with T this morning. I have no answer, but much sympathy.

I'll be sure to check her out. Maybe I'll like her!

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Cool whip?

I'm bored.

I'm lonely.

I'm here for you, Ellahmae.

Hi EM and DF - what's going on in your respective parts of the world?

Hey DF and Mast.

Our system at work is down so I have too much time to be in my head. I should write but don't have energy to do anything. Just want some company.

I have T in a few hours and I'm nervous, and it's given me a headache. I don't understand why I get nervous when I see her so often.

My hands are sticky from nibbling on a caramel popcorn ball.

How'd your T appointment go, Crocus?

Hey, Crocus. Thanks for asking! Well, I am currently in 5th period. I have nothing to do, so I'm hanging out with my favorite people: The Couch. I am highly anticipating graduation, which is the 21st at 7 PM if any of you want to hang out then. Join me! I am going to throw away the rest of my school thing tomorrow, as it is my last day until graduation. And I am looking forward to eating my ice cream graduation cake. I have to sing for my choir teacher, which is really freaking me out. I tried to get out of it and he won't let me. So I have to do that tomorrow and I am freaking out. A kid was stealing from him today. Other than that, I have a therapy appointment of Monday at 9 AM, which I am nervous about. And trying to get to the bank to talk about loans for my college classes, that I start this summer. And honestly trying to figure out my whole life and how I can ever fit into the awful things we call society that lives on this planet. So a lot is going on.
How did your appointment go this morning? Anything interesting going on over there?

Oh, that sound good right about now. The popcorn ball. I get really nervous before all of my appointments, too. Good luck!

I just googled caramel popcorn ball -- had never heard of it.

It sounds......awesome and like something I really should stay away from!

They are delicious, and pretty simple to make. SD would have to eat it with a fork and knife to prevent sticky fingers. I juts keep a wet wipe near me.

But oh so good! One won't hurt any.

Goodness. Sometime I hate people. They are so stupid sometimes. You think they could be decent, grown-up people. But no! Our world is royally screwed.
Anyway, Ignore that rant. I hope we are making you less bored and lonely, Ellahmae!

Def helping. I don't like being left alone with my mind.

Good! I like being able to help. I know what you mean. When you are left alone, things just surge through your mind uninhibited. The thoughts have no mercy. But laughter and friends like those on here can definitely help! While StopDog looks on in disapproval at out awesome pillow fights! And cool whip antics...

I cut them into smaller pieces that I can pick up with just two fingers and them immediately go wash the sticky part off. I don't like eating them in big ball form.
If I make them myself, I make them into more small popcorn cakes so they are flat and easier to eat with less stickiness on me.

And for the nutella loving popcorn eaters:
http://www.remodelaholic.com/caramel...opcorn-recipe/

I am always surprised at what the nutella contingency can figure out what to add it to.