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#901
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I got notice 3 weeks ago about them they are still sitting on the corner of the table ready to go. The library is in the opposite direction of everything else.
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#902
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#903
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Seeing as i didnt intentionally draw them would they be the same as dream meanings?
ETA That didn't make sense either. |
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#904
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#905
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Oh please can we have the Sofa King Awesome Couch.
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#906
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When the thing causing your OCD ends, and your T thinks things will get better with college, but things are already going awry. You're like, "Wait a minute. What am I going to say? Goodness. I'm so embarrassed about this. He thought things would get better. Why am I so messed up?" Writing what I am going to bring to therapy about it. Managed to slip my mind. Not. Made my mom watch a video about OCD, and she said I wasn't that bad. Mom? I was. Maybe not right now, but I had all those things wrong with me. Thanks. Now writing also about my OCD in depth before it became what it did. Mom says I should take medicine if it gets too bad. In fact, most people are telling me to take meds. Don't really want to, though...
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
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#907
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#908
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Just learnt there are Sofa Kings everywhere.
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#909
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I loved Herman's Head!! Totally forgot about that show!
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"Take me with you, I don't need shoes to follow, Bare feet running with you, Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear." - Tori Amos |
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#910
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Or something very intertwined? |
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#911
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I don't believe in love, romance, all that bs. I love my kids, that's all I can manage. I think relationships have many ups and downs, far too much responsibility, and a whole lot of luck. If I found someone who I can put up with, who in turn can put up with me, and we make each other laugh and the planets are in alignment and I close my eyes really tight I might convince myself we're in love. But then I'd pull one of my favorite moves, mess the whole thing up, start taking care of the other person and let go of myself again, and welcome big steaming heap of resentment. Yeah, I'm messed up, acknowledged. Better off alone, for this part of my life. In another season? Maybe.
Watching my kid holding on so tight to a boy who wants to run so fast, it's like watching myself at her age. I'm enraged and embarrassed at the same time. Sorry to dump it on the couch. This would be a great time to go to sleep. |
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#912
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#913
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I do not believe in one true love. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk
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"I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
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#914
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These are single helix like a corkscrew with a few conical helices or vortex looking things
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#915
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#916
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#917
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Looking over my OCD is making me really upset. Gosh, I'm messed up. On the bright side, I finished my writing for the next appointment. It's an overview of my disorder from before, then what it is now. My surrender situation is played out in a dialogue between me and my mind. Pretty cool. But now my stomach hurts. Maybe a little too good at explaining my painful situation...
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#918
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Going to bed now, Couch. Sleep well!
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#919
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True love. Yes. Just celebrated 29th anniversary with my true love. We've stuck together thru drug and alcohol and sex addictions. Depression and anxiety and dissociative identity disorder. Raised 4 kids, two of them adopted with a pile of emotional baggage. We've job shared, he's worked 72 hour work weeks. And I seriously love this guy. Oh yeah, and we've done 3 rounds of marriage counseling.
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#920
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#921
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On Friday I stepped on a roofing nail, then somehow managed to completely flip myself over in a hammock. Saturday I missed a step and sprained my ankle. Thinking I should wrap myself in bubble wrap until the end of the week.
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dx: bipolar II wellbutrin citalopram lamotrigine |
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#922
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Anyone know how to stop a stomachache caused by emotional stress?
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
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#923
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. ![]() ![]() |
#924
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"I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
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#925
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Taking Tums or something like that, resting in a quiet dark room, watching a movie where you can engross yourself? Hope you can find peace
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dx: bipolar II wellbutrin citalopram lamotrigine |
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