So hurt and confused, can barely post

Hey guys,

Things have been terrible during this past 6 months of therapy.

My t has hurted me and dissapointed me a lot.

I talked to my pdoc (we do some therapy, it's not just the meds) and have decided I need to change therapist and end my relationship will my t since it's really not good for me at all.

I wish I could talk to someone about it all. I really need to get it off my chest.

I came here to post, but the whole thing is so long and complicated, and involves so many deep feelings that I get confused and scared about sharing it.

I know it doesn't make sense, I came here saying I need to talk and then say I can't share it.

But that's really how I feel.

I'm wondering if someone has the time and is willing to listen, maybe through email, or chat.

I really need that help.
I'm not sure if it's appropiate or not to ask for this kind of help.

Anyways, thanks to you all for listening.

Annie

Annie please feel free to PM me anytime.

BB

i have a sympathetic ear as well.
and I can read fast so long stories don't bother me. It's really great that you are reaching out to someone to vent.
And most of us are in or have experienced similar situations - not the same but a little, so maybe we can understand more than others. And no problem is too big, small, long or complicated to listen to.

Annie's mind, feel free to Pm me if you need another ear.

Annie, also feel free to post the whole thing here, as many of us are willing to read your story and offer support/comments/feedback.

i agree.. sometimes posting even long things here has helped me

Maybe composing a long message in a word processor and then pasting it here later would help. I do that kind of thing. It gives me time to correct and edit what I have to say so that I am more satisfied with it.

BB, Smiley, Mouse, Pink, Esther and Pachy

Thank you so much for answering my post. It really helped me to know that someone is willing to listen.

I still feel very confused about this whole thing that happened with my therapist. But will try and sort some things out that I can share.

Pachy, it's a great idea to try writing and then posting it here, thanks for the input.

Smily, Esther and and Pink thanks for encouraging me to post here @ the forum, I'm not sure if I'm ready, but know it will help.

And of course, BB and Mouse, you can't imagine how thankful I am for you guys be willing to take the time to listening, and me pm you.

I'll check in here shorty, as soon as I get things clearer in my mind.

Hugs,

Annie