The Couch 148: Boby

I am not a huge sweets sort of person - but that sounds delicious

When I miss T real bad I try to remember times I felt loved by him

Omg I love that color

Yesterday a corner of a folded piece of paper jabbed my thumb under the nail. It still hurts

Re: Tapatalk chat

It does have a chat feature. It's just under another tab

That actually seems to be the problem for me today... I keep thinking of how kind he was yesterday (omg was it really only yesterday?) and it huuuuurts that I can't be with him all the time.

Also I just can't concentrate on anything at all 'cos there's no room left in my brain.

I'm literally like this smiley, my senses are obscured by pulsing multi-coloured hearts:

Feel like I could be sick 'cos I love him so much.

Like, seriously I do.

I get that

It is. I'm not sure where along the line I became so woo woo I was raised very much not and I'm the only one of my siblings who is
Eta I've also been talking to trees since I was a kid

It's Indiglow by Sally Hansen Sorry to hear about your thumb. I do that kind of thing all the time, it sucks.

It is seriously nice. The recipe on the website is slightly different to my grandmothers recipe. I have only made it 3 times in my life as it takes ages to rise

thanks all for the support last night. i had a mental breakdown and was seriously not in good shape. i texted T for support and he responded which was surprising. i managed to eat and did feel better. i know T would say, I TOLD YOU. i know logically that eating is what one should do. i dont know what my problem is. i just forget, or ignore it, idk. push it to the limit. idk. i am dumb

T asked if i need to go to the hospital. i said i dont know. he sent back I'll send the police. i said no thats scary. whats with him wanting to call the police all the time. i DO NOT want to be picked up by cops again. that was SO SCARY the last time. i recognize he cant do much else. but , yeah.

i went to work today 10-4, im getting the hang of things. theres a learning curve bc at this store they do not scan anything. its all hand keyed into the register. so i need to memorize the sales and departments. but both CSMs said i am doing really good. everyone is very friendly and its low key. and air conditioned !!!!!

im supposed to see T tomorow then go to my mom's ( ) she wants me to come with her to visit my sister ( ) i feel obligated so i'm going. i can hear unaluna in my ear now!!!!!

Yes, please

if I use anything except quick reply the pic site becomes really small about a quarter of my pad screen and I am typing blindly. I wonder if it's to do with the new chat bar thingy

I am glad to hear you're feeling better, I was thinking about you today!

I have an unaluna channel in my head. Sometimes she gets quite loud.

I think I'm gonna make Marcella's bolognese tonight yum yum yum yum

With pappardalle (translation for art: spaghetti)

Me too - but it has been happening on the ipad since I joined the site. It has something to do with the way some pictures are posted. It's luc's nails picture that's doing it now (not criticizing).

I had a two-piece pink dots on green swimsuit that color, in high school.

I am still trying to figure out: for 8th grade graduation, i copied Colleen Corby's look on the cover of 'Teen magazine. I was all like, i have her dress, i have her dress! Nobody cared!

Eta - La la la la la la la!!!

Have you mentioned it on the tech issue forum?

(((JD))) (((Luco))) (((anyone else)))

I have to leave soon to see the mechanic and get the bad news. I am looking into accessing some of my superannuation to fund a newer car.

I think my theme song today will be ' those magnificent men in their flying machines' in honour of the obscene noise my car is making.

Does anyone else have a theme song for the day. It's one that sets the scene for the day and I sing when I start my car. Last week it was chitty chitty bang bang but it is not always car related

jdna: do you have a recovery plan for the mother/sister visit? I wish you could do that before your session with your t and not after he leaves. You hear unaluna in your ear; I hear the theme song from JAWS. Maybe they are voicing the same warning.

In the last few days of my holiday I had Sloop John B constantly stuck in my head.

Let me go home, let me go home
I want to go home, yeah yeah
Well I feel so broke up
I want to go home

The holiday was nice enough, but I get so homesick.

i wll bring it up with T tomorrow and we can set up a safety plan