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#652
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I feel so weird. I realized today that it’s been 3 weeks since my last session with RoboT. It feels like an eternity. So many things have changed. I’ve lost so much. My cats are gone. Friendships have changed/been ruined.
I wish that I could find some semblance of peace again. That things didn’t feel awful constantly. That my friends didn’t hate me. That I could cuddle with my cats. |
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#653
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it's going to be one of those days again. h just told me that he took his temperature and it was 199 degrees F.
really, dear? ![]() |
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#654
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#655
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((((daisy))))
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#656
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Possible trigger:
I want to support my mother, but I am feeling the weight of Too Much. Meanwhile, my stuff is ongoing, and intensifying. I don't see R for two weeks, and besides, this isn't what R is there for. I'm too ****ing good at holding it together...when do I get to fall apart?
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#657
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![]() Eta - southwestern joke Last edited by unaluna; Oct 21, 2017 at 05:28 PM. |
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#659
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New dishwasher is installed. But. The flat rack at the top isn't working right - needs to be adjusted - so we already need a service call because the installer guy didn't know how to adjust it. I hope I didn't make a bad decision with this one. Dang it.
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#660
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Art - try youtube -seriously - there are videos on how to fix, adjust, set up everything.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#661
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haha you're right! duh! i bet my son could even fix it when he gets home. the guy who installed it made me think it was some huge deal that needed a professional but i bet it doesn't.
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#662
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YouTube has saved us buckets of money on repairs to the dishwasher, washer/dryer, lawn mower....
I was thinking "buckets of money" might be a slight exaggeration, but then I remembered how much repair people charge just to walk in the door.
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine) |
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#663
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Not caught up on the Couch.
Hugs and nods (thanks for the phrase, Art) to all who need or want... Getting ready for a heart generator device change on Friday morning. They normally just change the batteries every five to eight years but I’m getting a whole new technologically updated device. The batteries for the new device should last longer, eight to ten years Doc says. It depends on how often your heart needs paced. I should be in six hours and home later the same day. Charge me up! Last edited by precaryous; Oct 21, 2017 at 08:30 PM. |
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#664
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#665
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Payment in nip?
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#666
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wouldn't that be like paying the human kind in weed?
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#667
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Hmmm, you’re right. They already blow enough smoke.
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All 3 of my cats are currently attempting to lay on the same folded-up baby afghan. No actual fighting yet, but some growling from one and another one's tail is beating the couch, and the 3rd one that has most of it (the little one) is smugly looking on.
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#669
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....aaaaaaaaand as soon as I start to get up to go get my camera they all split.
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#670
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And god knows, they sound high spouting off their nonsense. Stoned would explain a lot.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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#671
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Mini-Couch-Poll: Do you remember a version of you that has not been in pain?
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I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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#672
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I do...it's scary to think that was eleven or twelve years ago, though.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#673
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(Btw, I am very glad you finally found a dr. who took you seriously. ![]()
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"Take me with you, I don't need shoes to follow, Bare feet running with you, Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear." - Tori Amos |
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#674
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Yes, it's like a movie. That happy version of myself seems very unreal.
I remember I was happy, but I don't remember this feeling |
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#675
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My life is better now than in the past. I don't remember a happy me in the past but I've had happy weeks in recent years. Like when I visited my partner.
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