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#126
Jun 30, 2018, 05:24 PM
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T, talking to me on Thursday has meant I am able to enjoy my weekend. Thank you
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 AllHeart, LonesomeTonight
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 ElectricManatee, SalingerEsme
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#127
Jun 30, 2018, 06:27 PM
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I love you, you stupid, brown eyed, adorable, old man. I do. I love you.
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| Anonymous43207, LonesomeTonight
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| Anonymous45127, LonesomeTonight
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#129
Jun 30, 2018, 07:58 PM
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Dear T,
I miss you right now. And I bet you're not this much of a **** to your wife (if you are...just don't tell me, let me preserve the illusion.) Not that I wish I was married to you (just to clarify!)--more hoping you'll understand. Because I know ex-MC would have just agreed with whatever H said/did. LT |
| AllHeart, SummerTime12
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#130
Jun 30, 2018, 08:42 PM
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T,
So I'm filled with a very weird emotion right now. I was looking through old photos on my Instagram. Obviously social media is not a true depiction of life, but knowing where I was in my life when these photos were taken makes me appreciate even more how much help I've needed and continue to need. I can see the hurt and heartbreak on my face in so many of these photos. I imagine that other people saw it too, but I didn't at the time. Things are better now, but I'm not cured by any means. To use an anecdote from V, I've set up base camp now. Now I need to do my work. I'm ready to climb K2. Of course I'm scared. Who wouldn't be? So I need your help and support. Thanks for being my T, T. |
| Anonymous43207, LonesomeTonight
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#132
Jul 01, 2018, 03:18 AM
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I hate you. I'm angry with you.
The weird thing is - You'll be really happy to hear that. 48hours? Maybe I should email you to make sure you show up... |
| Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SummerTime12
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| Anonymous45127, SalingerEsme
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#133
Jul 01, 2018, 04:36 AM
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I don’t feel like I can trust you anymore. Everything you said about consent being black and white is all bullsh*t to me now. If it was ok when I said stop, then I sure as hell must have been asking for it the other time.
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| DP_2017, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#134
Jul 01, 2018, 04:39 AM
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 If you want to talk I’m just a pm away! |
| SalingerEsme
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#135
Jul 01, 2018, 05:26 AM
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I'm really anxious today. Why?
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| Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#136
Jul 01, 2018, 06:06 AM
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| LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#137
Jul 01, 2018, 06:08 AM
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T...
I miss you.... But as usual, I come to sessions to work hard so there's always anxiety and self pressure to use the precious time well... I don't like that someone told me I'm too dependent on you. I am so not. I try hard not to call you unless hours of coping skills haven't stopped the traumatic intrusions or the crying at work. I work really hard at being self compassionate so I can depend on others, including you, less! |
| LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, SalingerEsme
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#141
Jul 01, 2018, 02:05 PM
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| 88Butterfly88, junkDNA, LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, SalingerEsme
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#142
Jul 01, 2018, 02:27 PM
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been thinking about you lots today. mainly because I got all of my errands run yesterday and cooked the stuff I wanted to cook for the coming week and did the laundry, and now I'm having a lay-around day and h is working and son is at a friends, so I'm all alone with my thoughts. it's good though, i'm not missing you (yet! but i assume i will once the two week mark gets here and we don't have a session) i'm just thinking about how much i learned from you and stuff.
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| LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#143
Jul 01, 2018, 02:51 PM
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| 88Butterfly88, Anonymous43207, atisketatasket, Echos Myron redux, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SalingerEsme
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#144
Jul 01, 2018, 02:52 PM
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I don't want to only see you once next week. I hate everything.
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| 88Butterfly88, atisketatasket, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#146
Jul 01, 2018, 05:34 PM
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the ugly God honest truth that I can't deny anymore I cancelled my session with him I just know it will be pointless
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| 88Butterfly88, atisketatasket, DP_2017, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SalingerEsme, SummerTime12, unaluna
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#147
Jul 01, 2018, 06:32 PM
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Originally Posted by junkDNA
I feel that t has given up He seems to really care about you the way he comes through your words over time. So many people here absolutely seek your company and teeter on the edge of hope sometimes and can share our tears with yours in a way. I can't imagine if we lost you here. I just can't. Please take care and stay safe.
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Living things don’t all require/ light in the same degree. Louise Gluck |
| LonesomeTonight
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#148
Jul 01, 2018, 07:02 PM
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What makes you think he has given up, JD? I don't get it.
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| LonesomeTonight
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#150
Jul 01, 2018, 08:22 PM
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| 88Butterfly88, LonesomeTonight
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