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Old Aug 11, 2018, 09:08 AM
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 09:37 AM
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seeing you was nice but also kinda triggering. I felt that lightening bolt shoot thru my body when you waved at me! it also made me feel homesick

I miss my old house and my old routines
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 09:38 AM
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everything is so different and new now. there's been big changes going on. I don't have time to myself anymore. I feel like I don't know who I am
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 01:16 PM
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I like for you to be still
It is as though you are absent
Distant and full of sorrow
So you would’ve died
One word then, One smile is enough
And I’m happy;
Happy that it’s not true.

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Old Aug 11, 2018, 01:30 PM
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seeing you was nice but also kinda triggering. I felt that lightening bolt shoot thru my body when you waved at me! it also made me feel homesick

I miss my old house and my old routines
I get the lightning bolt too! What a great way to describe it. I sometimes call it an electric shock, T looks a bit puzzled when I talk about it. I usually feel it when I think about a hug we had, or when we connect in session.
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 01:47 PM
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I have a question, but I honestly feel I cant email u again. I feel like such a nuisance but I really want to ask you before session. Would you be mad?
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 03:27 PM
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New T... Why are you not replying to my email?!
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 03:30 PM
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Dear Piaf,

(Sorry, guys, I get the feeling that there will be a lot of Dear Piaf posts for a bit.)

You know, it doesn’t matter that you said that as a therapist. It wouldn’t matter if you’d said it as you. What matters is anyone said it all.

Because the only person who’s come close to saying something like that is my abusive ex-husband.

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I’m going to a writers’ workshop in a bit and I don’t know how I can say anything or talk to anyone because apparently my hearing makes it so exhausting for other people to interact with me.

ATAT
Man, I'm sorry. I can't believe she said that.
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 03:37 PM
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I love you so much, I think my heart would break.

I really don't know how I'd live without you.

You said you felt sad that your health affects me so negatively. And I felt sad because you were sad.

I feel sad for both of us. This wasn't supposed to happen. You were supposed to get better.
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 03:41 PM
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I miss you.
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 03:52 PM
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Asking me to hope and to trust is really easy when you're not the one who'd end up having to pick up the pieces again. Being cautious and protecting myself like this is the only reason I've survived as long as I have. Every time I've been let down before I had the consolation that at least I'd never given them everything. It's the thing that's kept me safe, and you're asking me to give it up.

Isn't being realistic and keeping a contingency plan the prudent thing here? Don't you want to know that even if you screw up (again) I'll be okay in the end?
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 05:18 PM
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There it is... the incomprehensible sadness.

Miss you...
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 08:45 PM
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The fact that you are making time to visit me tomorrow on THE day really helps. Thank you. And i'll probably get another hug
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 10:01 PM
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T,
I went driving south this afternoon and it temporarily got me out of the negative state. I'm still afraid, but right now it isn't overwhelming me. I want to see you twice a week until you leave, because I am afraid that I am going to need all the help I can get. I hope you are okay with that. And I want to figure out what I can do when you go on vacation.
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Old Aug 11, 2018, 10:56 PM
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So glad to reconnect. I don't even remember why we were fighting. Then again I'm consistently inconsistent about some things (many things), probably our relationship too.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 03:43 AM
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T, I decided to allow myself to start eating! I can't wait to tell you! I realised I don't want to die, not like this, not right now. I'm so scared but i think I can do it with your support. Thank you for being you.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 03:44 AM
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Still waiting to hear from you, don't know that I will ever be brave enough to reach out. I know that if this were physical, I would have reached out a long time ago.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 03:46 AM
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Hi T,

Are you back yet? Can you show up at my doorstep and tell me that it's gonna be okay? Not that I'd believe you, but I love to hear you talking...
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 04:03 AM
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Hi T how's it going? Miss you. Tried to write you a poem but it's not happening.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 04:56 AM
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Hi new T.. I guess unlike my old T, you don’t check your emails at weekends.. even though you work Saturday mornings.. so maybe that’s why you haven’t replied
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 05:11 AM
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Hi new T.. I guess unlike my old T, you don’t check your emails at weekends.. even though you work Saturday mornings.. so maybe that’s why you haven’t replied
That's not unusual.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 06:23 AM
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That's not unusual.
Feels unusual when old T of 10 years always did.
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 06:29 AM
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Hi new T.. I guess unlike my old T, you don’t check your emails at weekends.. even though you work Saturday mornings.. so maybe that’s why you haven’t replied

That might be a good thing to ask about, so you know for the future. T could also just be out of town for weekend or something. Mine checks and has replied on weekends, which I really appreciate. (Ex-T usually only did e-mail during office hours, though she did check/reply to urgent texts on weekends.)
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 06:56 AM
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In our last session you asked why I kept coming if I didn't trust you?

It's so I can keep seeing you. A part of me is in love with you. Have you figured that out yet?

"We're not lovers, we're just strangers with the same damn hunger to touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all."
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Old Aug 12, 2018, 07:18 AM
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In our last session you asked why I kept coming if I didn't trust you?

It's so I can keep seeing you. A part of me is in love with you. Have you figured that out yet?

"We're not lovers, we're just strangers with the same damn hunger to touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all."
It's called "attachment", T.
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