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#253
Aug 12, 2018, 08:11 AM
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what to say to you tomorrow
there's lots to say but sometimes I don't have the energy to say it
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 Anastasia~, Anonymous43207, atisketatasket, Echos Myron redux, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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#254
Aug 12, 2018, 08:27 AM
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I love the pictures you've been posting. The most recent one is SO cute. I wish I had a sister or sisters. I'm sorry it's raining on the beach, but I hope you all have a great weekend anyway. I bet there will be lots of laughs. I love you.
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#255
Aug 12, 2018, 12:10 PM
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hiya t! you know what is so incredibly cool? it's that I AM my inner underground-cave-dwelling-woman-lover-self ever since going dancing the other night. and i am so happy about that. i feel good, t. can't wait to tell you about it later this week.
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| Lemoncake, unaluna
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| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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#256
Aug 12, 2018, 12:14 PM
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I need you right now.
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| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, LabRat27, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#257
Aug 12, 2018, 01:25 PM
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I can't help but feel like I am in over my head. I want to reach out, but I am only a week away from the point at which I hope you will. I really want to trust you, but I'm finding it so hard in light of how this has played out.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, SalingerEsme
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| SalingerEsme
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#258
Aug 12, 2018, 01:28 PM
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Maybe I should be the classic borderline and blow your phone up with a million calls and also call you at 2am. Why should I welcome you back with open arms? Would you like me to pay the next two months up front so you can put a deposit down for your next Christmas holiday?
We didn't have a session on the 31st, because you messed up the dates you gave me. You made this so much harder then it had to be. You emailed back after 5 days to say you're coming on monday- what this monday? Monday next week? I'm angry and I hate you for making me so weak in this need for you. Of waiting for emails that just aren't coming. I wonder what you would have done if I had written the fact that I was really struggling. Why even bother to pretend you're here for me you're not. I need you now. So this is what healing looks like? Well I don't need it. |
| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, Raging Quiet, SalingerEsme
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#259
Aug 12, 2018, 02:10 PM
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I’m so glad you emailed me back T. I was getting stressed I’d done something wrong by contacting you on a Saturday to rearrange.
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| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight
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#260
Aug 12, 2018, 02:39 PM
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Dear T,
I know the email I sent you probably makes no sense. But I hope you get that I wanted to explain/discuss in session, not over email. And that you know I may need your help bringing it up tomorrow. Love, LT |
| CantExplain
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#261
Aug 12, 2018, 02:54 PM
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Dear T,
I'm sorry if I didn't make it 100% clear that I was really struggling Maybe I should have started with "please help me I'm struggling with suicidal feelings " instead of all that cheery s**t in my original email. You asked me to reach out if I needed you and I did. I need you now. S Last edited by Lemoncake; Aug 12, 2018 at 03:58 PM. |
| Anastasia~, Anonymous43207, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete
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#263
Aug 12, 2018, 04:36 PM
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Quote:
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Living things don’t all require/ light in the same degree. Louise Gluck |
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#264
Aug 12, 2018, 04:44 PM
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That's the size of it...
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#265
Aug 12, 2018, 04:56 PM
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I think we're going to have to have to have another conversation about attachment/transference soon.
I really hope your new office has the same type of armchair so that I can sit on the floor behind it again. I don't think that's a conversation I can have facing you. |
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#266
Aug 12, 2018, 05:09 PM
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Dear T,
Possible trigger:
LT Last edited by LonesomeTonight; Aug 12, 2018 at 05:22 PM. |
| 88Butterfly88, Anonymous43207, CantExplain, Echos Myron redux, ElectricManatee, LabRat27
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#268
Aug 12, 2018, 06:19 PM
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| CantExplain, LabRat27, LonesomeTonight
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#269
Aug 12, 2018, 07:24 PM
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I'll be safe, thanks, Art and Pain. The thing is, I already emailed him about something earlier today--a mostly unrelated topic for tomorrow's session--and he hasn't responded, so I imagine he's busy. I'm reluctant to send him another email. But I see him tomorrow at 12:30 (16 hours from now where I am), so I'll be OK. I just hate having these thoughts...
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| 88Butterfly88, Anonymous43207, LabRat27
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#270
Aug 12, 2018, 07:30 PM
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Update that I sent him really short email saying I'd reached out to p-doc, that if she contacted him, could he and I just discuss tomorrow?
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| Anonymous43207, LabRat27
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| CantExplain
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#271
Aug 12, 2018, 08:23 PM
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Dear T,
Could you maybe say something before session tomorrow? Even just "got it" for my emails? I know you've probably been busy doing non-work stuff today, but I don't think you usually respond after 9 or so? (and my initial email was around 11 am). Something at least tomorrow morning would be good, before session... LT |
| Anastasia~, CantExplain, ScarletPimpernel
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#272
Aug 13, 2018, 12:59 AM
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You obviously have no idea how much a crumb from you means to someone like me.
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| Anastasia~, atisketatasket, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel
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#273
Aug 13, 2018, 01:14 AM
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T,
I'm scared to see you tomorrow. I'm afraid you're going to leave me because I had a breakdown and am too much for you. I'm afraid you'll be disappointed in me for not being able to cope and having to go to the hospital. I feel I've let you down. I know you're really pushing for me to find a group, but I hope you don't leave me when I find ome like ex-T did. Please don't leave me! I need you! I love you!!
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| Anastasia~, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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#275
Aug 13, 2018, 02:51 AM
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Quote:
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
| Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, ScarletPimpernel
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