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#726
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The quality of mercy is not strained....
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
![]() Argonautomobile, CantExplain, WarmFuzzySocks
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#727
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hey I hope our session goes okay....
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#728
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Why isn't it Thursday yet? (as I do my best impression of stomping inner teenager)
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#729
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I hope you don't faint when I tell you this. I HAD a NORMAL DAY!!!
![]() I know I had normal days before, but it was in between the painful episodes. Now I am free of it. What a relief!! I did fine at work today, granted, though, I didn't really see many people. I decided to honor our administration with a certain thing that we are doing for them. So it became a school-wide thing to do for Friday. It felt good not being in pain and so I decided to do something for someone else. I'm sorry for driving you crazy, if I did. |
![]() Echos Myron redux, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#730
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I'm so anxious. I hate this cycle of emotions every week.
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![]() Anastasia~, CantExplain, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#731
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I love you.
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![]() Anonymous55499, lucozader
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#732
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Dear T I am so not looking forward to our session tommorow. I have a feeling you are going to be mean to me.
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![]() Anonymous55499, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, SlumberKitty
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#733
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Man T, today's session was intense. I guess if I put it out there more bluntly, I think I thought you'd disagree. I was wrong. It isn't bad necessarily...but to use the word trauma and my childhood is hard for me to swallow.
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![]() Anonymous55499, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, Rive1976, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#734
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Also: Sorry i almost ran out the door when you came to give me a hug. I still find it weird, even though I was the one who said yes in the first place.
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![]() LonesomeTonight
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#735
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Thank you. For all of it. It still feels bottomless, but I'm okay. We'll be okay.
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![]() Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, WarmFuzzySocks
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#736
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It's been almost 4 hours since our session ended and I already miss you. Wish I could buy all your sessions for the day and talk about nothing serious.
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![]() Anastasia~, Anonymous55499, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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#737
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I hate you and never want to see you again, etc etc etc
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![]() Anastasia~, Anonymous55499, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, Rive1976, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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#738
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Silenced . . . .
Last edited by Anastasia~; Aug 28, 2018 at 09:17 PM. |
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#739
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I'm trying. Don't you think I'm trying?? I'm not going to cry or scream or show emotion. And this smile? It's a polite, nervous smile. The one I use daily in all my interactions. If you think my struggle is only with you, then you're not very perceptive and I should find someone else.
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#740
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I still don't think you believe me. I know I am withholding crucial information to believing me. Thank you for trying today and listening.
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![]() CantExplain, Lilana, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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#741
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Quote:
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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#742
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Dear previous T,
That text you sent me means so much more than you know. Thank you for supporting me and encouraging me always! I miss you lots. You’re a wonderful human. |
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#743
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I wish you could really see me today instead of tomorrow. I feel more stable on three sessions a week, but I can't justify the cost unless I'm totally loosing it like now.
1 day, 2 hours, 15 minutes. 94,544 seconds 1575 minutes |
![]() Anastasia~, Anonymous43207, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#744
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1 day, 0 hours, 55 minutes and 37 seconds. |
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#745
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Terminate me. I'm toxic. Save yourself.
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![]() CantExplain, DP_2017, Echos Myron redux, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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#746
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Dear T,
I’m not entirely sure what to talk about on the call today. Was expecting more stress and drama at this point in the family vacation. Guess I could talk about my successes this week, since I think much of it has come out of my work with you in the past almost-year. Or there’s one or two less positive things from past couple days I could talk about. Or my sadness Sunday night with H and D on vacation already. But maybe a more positive call would be nice. I’ll see how I feel when I’m on the phone with you. Love, LT |
![]() Echos Myron redux, Lemoncake, SlumberKitty
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#747
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20 hours, 25 mins
Yep I'm just going to continue to do this until I see you. Creepy guy knocked on my door and made me feel worse without meaning to by asking my score.Is it funny if I said I scored lower then last time? I'm just stuck questioning if I can really do this or am I just dreaming? |
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#748
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Happy I'm seeing you tomorrow! It's funny how we hadn't even been doing weekly again all THAT long, but 2 weeks feels more like 2 months since I've been there.
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#749
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Soon....
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#750
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I guess I should quit
But I've already bought a birthday present for you |
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Closed Thread |
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