Couch 183: Stroopwafel salted caramel.

Do you only have to watch it? Do what they do in mission impossible and put a picture of yourself up in front of the webcam.

Your drawings say a lot about what you're going through.

I hope he can offer you something sutible.

Hee hee yeah... the trainer constantly asks us to indicate on the webex that we are listening lol

Way to go Art! I knew you could do it!!!!! hip hip hooray! Kit

Thanks for the pocket rider's yesterday. My session went better than expected. Next appointment January 2nd. Kit.

I texted him first thing this morning and asked him what he has available. Thankfully he has 4pm today open so I took that. It'll probably be weird at first seeing him 4x this week but after the funeral today, I'm sure I'll need it.

My committee meeting/oral defense for my thesis proposal is in less than 7 hours and I'm not nearly prepared enough and all I've been able to think about is Tuesday's session and the stuff that came up and how I feel about it and how my T responded and how I feel about that.

Why couldn't this have happened next week?
Why can't it be tomorrow already so that I can talk to T about it more? I'm driving myself crazy thinking about it but not being able to talk about it.

I hope you get a response soon.

My mother is visiting. God help me.

I'm back and omg I loveeeeeeeeeeee surgery!


But I kinda feel like a ducking imprinting on every man who actually takes the time to talk to me, and that's always been the case for me.

Will she be staying with you? How long is the visit for? Could you tell her you have X to do at work, but give her some selected time slots that work best for you?

I can understand. Fingers crossed it turns out well, but perhaps physically writing it all out on a piece of paper would help get it out of your head or a hard run?

I honestly don't see there being anything weird about you seeing T four times this week.You need as much support as you need and I'm glad T is able to be there for you right now.

Any ordinary Oreos floating around? I don't think 'Eat a whole box of Maltesers in one sitting' was exactly what R meant when she invited me again to 'Be kind to yourself'...but frig, if I'd known that losing it like I did last week meant missing out on a tiny bit more notice of her break...

*brings Lost some oreos*

*wanders round the thread giving anyone who needs one, a comforting hug*

He said he would write to me he hasn't. I already know that he won't now. How long is too long? Noon tomorrow? We have a two day agreement- he never replied to my email dated the 20th or the 25th- when he previously atleast acknowledged everything and replied on weekends too.

Leaving for t in a little under 2 hours, any pocket riders?

Una you might like the BBC show Mrs Wilson set in the 1960s with flashbacks from the 1940s.

"Alison Wilson thinks she is happily married until her husband Alec dies and a woman turns up on her doorstep claiming that she is the real Mrs. Wilson. Alison is determined to prove the validity of her own marriage - and her husband's love for her - but is instead led into a world of disturbing secrets."

*hops in Butterfly's pocket*

+1 I'm was born to rideeeeeeee.

I'm there, Butterfly.

I had a tray of 15 toffifees. I have 1 left now. Eating a whole box of anything is perfectly normal!! I think I've done the same with maltesers- they were made to be eaten.

How long is she taking a break for?

I'm in! Kit

Can I ask for pocket riders for tomorrow after work as well?

Seeing mental health support person after work