Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV

comrademoomoo · 11-21-2020, 04:59 AM

That was the speediest response ever! Sometimes you are like a gazelle!! Thank goodness there is no caretaker service around here!

Quietmind 2 · 11-21-2020, 05:05 AM

T, thank you.

captgut · 11-21-2020, 10:23 AM

I cancelled our session for the first time ever. I don't deserve you

ArtieTheSequal · 11-21-2020, 12:40 PM

I wish I had the words to express how much I appreciate you never giving up on me.

Glittering · 11-21-2020, 12:50 PM

I’m struggling so badly. I think it’s going to happen again, what happened on Monday. I know the sensible thing to do is call and ask for the Crisis House bed....but what if I’m making it up? I know I’m not making it up. What would you say? This feels like an unresolvable mess. I know you want me to leave. I know you don’t. I am so conflicted and confused and I don’t think you’ll ever understand how devastating not seeing you in person is.

LostOnTheTrail · 11-22-2020, 05:52 PM

Hi R,

I attended an immersive poetry experience yesterday, and came away feeling rather wretched. I would like to share the poem that affected me so deeply with you, but I don't know whether that would be weird.

just2b · 11-22-2020, 10:12 PM

I had emailed you about how things were not so quiet after day 4 and to my surprise you responded. And then you responded again to a email sent this weekend. I am amazed! Hell you even threw a curve ball when you responded to a unrelated to therapy text, as I though my stove was smoking too much, and you responded and then responded to my response..like 2 more times! I sent you a text today, unrelated to therapy, about how and I have no clue I guess is it fell off my notebook, and landed inside the paper feed of my printer, my son's car key was found there. Had looked for a day and half and went to move my printer and felt something in it, and there it was my son's key!!! Dissociated or just a simple fall into it...no idea as I have no recall of it, but pretty funny!! no response from you as I was just sharing though. My kids were like Wow , Only you MOM ! If you ever need to hide something put inside your printer. I had even printed something off the day it was still in there.

Thanks for making me feel like your still around. Especially after the last email sent. triggering time, and your a nice reminder of 2020! So thank you!

Mountaindewed · 11-23-2020, 06:35 PM

Your probably wondering why I haven’t emailed you in a number of days. But I also think you know I’m not very happy with the therapy situation. Or you.

mugwort2 · 11-23-2020, 11:03 PM

I appreciate you listening to me and being supportive.

Quietmind 2 · 11-24-2020, 01:41 AM

Dear T, this inner dialogue to child part thing is pretty much freaking me out.

11-21-2020, 04:59 AM	#361
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11-21-2020, 12:40 PM	#364
ArtieTheSequal Grand Poohbah ArtieTheSequal is laughing. Member Since: Feb 2020 Location: In the desert Posts: 1,829 (SuperPoster!) 1,284 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV I wish I had the words to express how much I appreciate you never giving up on me.
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Glittering Member Glittering has no updates. Member Since: Dec 2017 Location: Somewhere else Posts: 88 70 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV I’m struggling so badly. I think it’s going to happen again, what happened on Monday. I know the sensible thing to do is call and ask for the Crisis House bed....but what if I’m making it up? I know I’m not making it up. What would you say? This feels like an unresolvable mess. I know you want me to leave. I know you don’t. I am so conflicted and confused and I don’t think you’ll ever understand how devastating not seeing you in person is.
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11-22-2020, 05:52 PM	#366
LostOnTheTrail Tweaky Dog LostOnTheTrail has no updates. Member Since: Aug 2011 Location: England Posts: 2,982 1,884 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV Hi R, I attended an immersive poetry experience yesterday, and came away feeling rather wretched. I would like to share the poem that affected me so deeply with you, but I don't know whether that would be weird. __________________ It all comes out eventually No matter how hard you resist It might be a harsh reality But that's the only kind there is Taylor Goldsmith - 'Between The Zero and the One'
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11-22-2020, 10:12 PM	#367
just2b Veteran Member just2b deleted Member Since: Nov 2009 Location: SpACE Posts: 548 101 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV I had emailed you about how things were not so quiet after day 4 and to my surprise you responded. And then you responded again to a email sent this weekend. I am amazed! Hell you even threw a curve ball when you responded to a unrelated to therapy text, as I though my stove was smoking too much, and you responded and then responded to my response..like 2 more times! I sent you a text today, unrelated to therapy, about how and I have no clue I guess is it fell off my notebook, and landed inside the paper feed of my printer, my son's car key was found there. Had looked for a day and half and went to move my printer and felt something in it, and there it was my son's key!!! Dissociated or just a simple fall into it...no idea as I have no recall of it, but pretty funny!! no response from you as I was just sharing though. My kids were like Wow , Only you MOM ! If you ever need to hide something put inside your printer. I had even printed something off the day it was still in there. Thanks for making me feel like your still around. Especially after the last email sent. triggering time, and your a nice reminder of 2020! So thank you!
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11-23-2020, 06:35 PM	#368
Mountaindewed Legendary Mountaindewed Things suck right now Member Since: Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 18,515 (SuperPoster!) 2,720 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV Your probably wondering why I haven’t emailed you in a number of days. But I also think you know I’m not very happy with the therapy situation. Or you. __________________ You know sometimes it’s hard to see or say the words that torture me, but inside I know exactly how I feel. The things that I can’t say out loud I’ll find a place to write them down- Postcards- James Blunt Club 46.
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Quietmind 2 Member Quietmind 2 has no updates. Member Since: Jan 2020 Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave Posts: 378 8 hugs given	Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLV Dear T, this inner dialogue to child part thing is pretty much freaking me out.
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