I've become what I use to hate.

I keep kicking all of my roommates out.
I was kicked out a lot when I was dependent on others in their homes and now I'm repeating the pattern to others and I can't stand myself because of it.

I think we as humans often repeat that which was once done unto us until we learn to stop the viscous cycle.

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LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))

Reconizing it is great, but understanding yourself more is happining. Now you can see what you may have been doing that caused you to be kicked out. You now can be simpathetic to the kicked out and the kickee. Just think you could have a talk show.

you've looked at life from both sides now, as Judy Collins used to sing, .... learning through living, making choices, trial and error. Learn learn learn. Screw up, fix up, learn, forgive, move on. It goes round and round until we figure our place in it out.
You sound normal to me...... go ahead and breath, you're not a bad person. I bet you were trying to take care of yourself. That is a good thing. Ya know? ))))))) jaxy ((((((((

Hi Rhapsody,Razeljenny and Hillbunnyb,
Thank you for your support. It's partially because I'm set in my ways and partially because the people who rent out my room aren't people whom I would CHOOSE to have live in the house with me. And I was taking care of myself. Thanks again. ((((Hugs))))